Friday, April 30, 2004

hEl0000 public... let me update you with this week's happenings...

monday... had economics exam later in the evening at 6 till 8.10pm... that means i can wake up late and study... so i went to sch at 1.30... wanted to do some self revision in the library... to my suprise it was packed and it was during study holiday week... anyway.. so next, i needed to look for a location to begin my self study... in the end decided on the canteen... so jus sat there ignoring the distraction of food... the freshly fried nuggets...... yumm!!! anyway... so took the time to jot down all the formulas i needed to remember for later... took about a few hours... inclusive of some revising... was to meet my unicorn and my 'grandmother' later to do some econs discussion of past yr paper... some people didnt want to go saying that sitting at home watching tv would be more beneficiary then doing the group discussion.. but in the end after much persuasion... she came... anyway... discussed... then ms homofrenly came with my groups CRS report which was 1week plus overdue... lol... so we brought it to ms cmy... we sat there and chatted with her too... she's really nice and great to if u wan to chat... cool... she'd be my cooolest teacher... yippie... anyway... after that it was time to walk to the engineering block from our business block on the hills for our exam... my heart was palpating like hell... so nervous... so stress... got in... down and rushed thru everything... i was scared that i wouldnt have enough time to complete... in the end completed on time and literally on time... but i would say the paper was not an easy one... i may have to take the sub paper... haiz... anyway... went to dinner after that cause it was kinda late... had dinner then went home... so dats it...

tuesday... two more days to statistics exam... must start studying... yes... start studying... have 205 pages to go... sigh... studied studied studied... haiz... got tired so dat bout it for tuesday...

wednesday... 1 more day to stats exam still have 100 pages to go... studied studied studied... life couldnt be any more fun... slept at 9.30pm... exams at 9am tmr.. need my 8hrs...

thursday... this is it... stats exam... its 3hrs 10mins... omg... haiz... sat thu the paper... i this was a hard one... tried to do all questions even if i ddnt noe how to do, jus write smthing... the first person to leave the examination room at 11.15 which is 2hr 15mins after the exam began was the freaking braniac from my class... omg... the rest was still strugling thru the questions and she finished... wtf... i hate clever ppl... anyway... struggled more and more... jus wrote smthings on those questions i donno how to do... so finally it ended... a whole 3hrs and 10minutes of torment... i think i did so badly... must take sub paper for this too...
note to self : must focus and concentrate more on academics in yr 2...
anyway.... after that... everyone rushed to the toilet after holding it for 3hrs... lol... then we went to eat at fc1... the food was ok ok la... then talk talk, eat eat... thats it... after that me, tuesday, ah lion, loretta and nicollette decided to go out... nobody had a clue to go where and even if they did they'll jus go " anything... anything lor..."... lol... girls... so finally i decided on far east... everyone happy.... so we go there... take neoprints... okok la... then nicollette needed to go off... she needed to meet her 'brother' at bishan or smthing... so kool.. now left 4 of us... we oso donno go where... in the end... we decided to go paragon... to use the toilet... lol... tuesday sugested one lor... haha... anyway... go there... the toilet was nice... then went to chill out at delifrance... i had a bread bowl with mediteranean seafood filling, lemon tea and a tart... $6.95... okok la... but now i very broke so a bit ex... anyway... jus sat there... then we went to heerens... they renovating annex.. so nuthing much to see.. then soooo sian... we walk to OG... lol.. but never onli go thru... never shop... so someone hor want to go arcade then walk walk suddenly don wan go... then wan to go... then don wan... wah lau... damn trouublesome sia... then i don care liao... we die die go arcade... we go the one at plaza singapura... so went ther play arcade... damn sian arcade... damn sooper sian aracde... like dat lor.. then ppl tired... so go home lor... while on the train suddenly i remembered... the purpose of me going out today was to go cuth hair... but donno wad happen i forget sia... nevermind next monday or tues i go haruscene find my hairstylist... anyway... at night... donno why my com retarded again... i think kanna virus... wtf sia.. must be those damn porn sites giving me trouble... anyway.. so i had to do a non destrustive rebuild to my com.... so then everything like new... but donno why... stupoid powerpoint and microsoft office thingy cannot work sia... wah lao.. damn knn... don care la... go borrow the installer from fren next time... at night watch american idol... john stevens got voted off... well.. its about time... i read in the newspaper today that elton john commented theat american idol audiences were being racist... cause the best three singers were black and they were in the bottom three... cool sia.. then i read an article whether the william hung phenomena was racism or magic? personally i feel... its jsu humiliation and racism gone too far... the webby for the article is ... so if u free free go read la... then after american idol was the OC... my newest tv craze... i love marissa cooper.... she's sooooooo hot...

friday... slogged at home... next paper is on thursday...its the dreaded accounts paper... i start studying on monday.... so today jus sat at home... nothing to do...

so ppl dats it for this weeks update... i really hope i can pass my exams so i can go party after that.... i wan to go yr 2 without repeating modules... pleaseeeee.....yr one life has been great... as stressed by my unicorn... next yr we'll all be in diff classes... all i can say is no fear... we'll still be in sp... and different classes doesnt mean the frenship is gone.. we are not jus classmates... we are frens... and frenships never dies... especially with frens like you... i would cherish this forever... so no worries kkz babe... we can still go out next sem... so public... if u've noticed, i've put up some little quotes written by me or i get them from somewhere... i'll post them if they are realli meaningfull to me.. when the essence of coffee quote thingy... was by me... and today i think i give a quote... it's actually the lyrics from a song by britney called everytime... this is a new song on the radio... and it really touches me... and it's sooo damn nice... the lyrics is so meaningful... she wrote it in germany and its about her breakup with her ex boyfriend, justin timberlake... it's damn nice la in short... so till next time, i'll leave you with the lyrics to the

song:Artist: britney spears
Album: in the zone
Title: everytime


Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

After all...
After all...


Thursday, April 29, 2004

Essence of Coffee

essence of coffee fill me like a jug
with no spout to pour
i can only contain
till it overflows
and be left alone to dry

Saturday, April 24, 2004

hEl000000 public... its time again for ur weekly dose of my sardonic life...

monday... oh yah... study week have begun... and this only means one things, the exams are so farkin round the corner... anyway... so i went out on monday with a good friend of mine.. he's been in the same sch as me from primary sch, secondary sch to polytechnic... now isnt that super dee dooper wonderful... anyway... purpose of going out was to go study statistic... [ and now the crowds goes wild in disbeliefment] yes people i do study... sometimes... and it depends on who i am studying with... group studies are never my cup of tea as i will frequently start talking and talking and in the end we'll end up going shopping.. muahaha... anyway... so we went to a cafe at a secret location... only some of my friends noe about it... and thanx to my unicorn tuesday for flying me to this special hideout... i call this place my hideout... its really a stress free place i tell you... and their staff are not those too friendly ones who talk to you and recommend you about every other thing on the menu board.... so the service and staff is nice... and the place is cool... i can sit there for ages providing that it is the right company..... anyway... so jus sat there and revised stats... learned quite a few things since he was better off at stats than me... i was actually studying... this was great.... anyway... got tired of studying for like 3-4hrs... so decided to go out for dinner and then go home since he want to reach home early... so we went to suntec... then like nothing to do liao.. so had dinner at the foodcourt at the fountain of wealth there... food was damn sucky.... after that went home... the end... anyway... at night i wanted to watch america's next top model.. so then got this stupid show eye for a guy... erm okok la... but like a bit boring lei.... anyway i jus wanted to pass time... then america next top model came on... they were suppose to pose nude... yippie... then its like they went to paris and some people from Carven gave them Coutoure dresses to try on... coutoure means likes elegant and feminine dresses from paris... anyway... firstly, it was a competition... the winner won a night at a presidential suite... they were suppose to be nice social escorts to french men... who were supposed romantic... anyway.. they were brought to a french restaurant eating starnge french cuisine including snails... robin wasnt too keen... and she was like so bitchy the whole way... she jus sat down and read her bible... hopefully god help her win.... but she didnt.. haha... adrianne won and she of course brought elisse along.. they slept nude together... cool.. next was their posing nude... elise and addriane did it and robin and shannon didnt... they felt that they shouldnt potray their bodies like dat... anyway... in the end tyra, the host said that she saw robiun shaking her jugs to the stylist and then now she say she dont wan pose nude... so she was voted off also due to other reasons... anyway... thats it for monday...

tuesday... in the morning got stats remedial... ju s found out that i am sooooo dead for stats... understood nuts... and after looking at the revision paper, dear god i need ur miracle.... after stats got 4 hrs break... did crs report but haven completed... must pass up next day... but like onli two people doing... so sianz... i hate doing reports... itab test after dat... the paper was ok ok... not too easy not too hard either... so like dat lor... at night watched heartlanders...

wednesday... got crs argumentative compo... i so suck at this... its been two yrs.. and i even suck at argumentative cmpo in sec sch... then like i did a topic on do we need campaign like romancing singapore? and i was for it... so i wrote crap... soo much crap... i dont noe how i will fair... sucks.. after that went out with a couple of friends... go bugis... looking for present to buy for mumzies bdae... in the end decided to buy a weighing scale... practical mah.. anyway.. i've been wanting a weighing scale for ages since my last one broke due to frustration over my weight... so i got one... kill two birds with one stone... clever right... muahaha... so den at night watched american idol... it was barry manilow night... amazingly all performance that night was better than ever except for john steven... he should be out... his voice is nice but he can only since on type of song... cant wait for results tmr night....

thursday... sat at home the whole day and literally rot.... in the afternoon feel so sian... went to amk the arcade play daytona... life is sooo sianz and stressful.... wad a wasted day.... at night results... jennifer hudson was out... OMG... wad the fark is wrong with america... so annoying sia... so was like getting better by the week... and now she out and more suprising was the bottom three was fantasia, latoya, jeniffer... they were all top 3 last week... haiz... after that i watch the o.c. great show... the gal in the show is sooooooooooooo gorgeous... she's called marissa in the show... she the lead actress la.. damn chio sia... anyway.. the show was great as usuual....

friday... woke up at 11.30.. went to mosque... started studying econs from inflation to the end... but couldnt complete it... left like 50 more pages... wah i actually studied econs... omg... hope i can pass econs... anyway... nothing much happen.. studied at night for my chn exam... dats it....

saturday... got chn test... was okok... many words that i donno.... lol... dats it lor... after that i studied the rest of econs in sch... completed the entire lecture notes... sooo happy... will revise more later... now nothing to do... like dat lor...

dear public... exams are near... wish me luck... i'll need it... so till my next update, i'll leave you with this little phrase:

hot coffee

sittin here in the cafe
sippin my cup of hot coffee
it burns my tongue
but its already numb
and the taste of bitterness
still lingers

***till next time, toodles***

Friday, April 23, 2004

hEl000 public.... quote of the week...

beauty is not about being natural.... vegetables are natural....

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

hEl00 public... i feel soooooo depressed...

first and foremost, its because my exams are nearing and i need the mother of miracles to help me pass this test... yes, pass this test... not ace it... if i get to yr 2 without repeating any modules, i'll be overjoyed.... and if i get into the subject elective that i want, which i have chosen retail management, i will be over the moon... but no matter wad, i jus cant get myself to study... why????

next reason for my depression would be that i am almost 18 and still single... today i went out with a couple of friends... in the latter part of the outing i saw a guy from my school... he's a brother of one of my aquaintances... and damn does he look dorky... and i am jus putting this mildly... but i dare say that his features must have got to run in the family... and it clearly proven that this is the case of genes... anyway... this dork, was with a gal... and i mean as in his galfren... it was either that or my other thesis that he paid some whore, who was equally dorky looking to be his social escort... anyway.. they were on the escalator hugging and was displaying affectionate behaviour in public... i'll save the gruesome details as i do not want my fellow bloggist to suffer as i did... the things here is that how come such a person is attached and me, isnt... why????? its not logical... this is preposteress... wad is the world coming to...

anyway... dats it for this update... while i go figure out whats wrong with me... but i've jus got to say, god works in mysterious ways.... so i think that explains it... so till next time.... toodles...

Saturday, April 17, 2004

hEl000 public... it seems to be ages since my last real update... so let me jab you with a dose from sardonic life....

so where did i stop... i don think i can remember wad happen last week.... so i talk about this week kkz... starting with monday...

monday... CD presentation... CD is character development.... its smthing like an extended CME lesson... there were 2 groups set to present... mine and another group... lets call my group, group A and lets call the other group, Group B... so Group A was due to present first... it was kinda of a rush... our group members had to meet up at 8am which was an hour earlier before class... this was necessary as our skit was still non-existent and no rehearsal was done yet... oh... and oso there were some minor editing needed to be done to the powerpoint... all this were to be crammed in somewhat less than an hour... so chup chup...
then it was time for the presentation... my Group was kinda panting as we rushed up from the library to reach class on time... the teacher was already there and so we had to rush the setting up.... so the presentation finally began... the skit was, i quote from the words of Mrs SL, "short and sweet"... i don really noe whether thats a gd thing or bad.... anyway... the presentation went on... fine... then it was the class involvement/interaction section... ours was basically a nail painting demonstration (not by me)... and my section was the temporary tattoo... everyone in the class inclusive of Mrs SL received a temporary tattoo... and we applied it for them in class... the objective of this is that we can show u that temporary tattoo take a minimal time to do, no side effects, non permanent and doesnt cause pain (unless u use a knife to scrape it off)... btw... our presaentation was on body art... and the other better alternatives of permanent tattoo.... so class interaction section was great and wet... while nail painting by volunteers in the class was done on the visualiser for everyone to see on the big screen, temporary tattoos were being applied around the class...
after our presentation was Group B... they presented on suicide... there was a video of someone holding a gun in his mouth and shot himself... blood was gushing down his nose like it was niagara falls... then another video was on someone who killed themselve on railway tracks... such sadistic videos... the presntaion was really informative and one of the presenter was soo serious that it freaked the class off... their class interaction part was that everyone get a card... one side is the word TRUE and the other, FALSE... they asked questions and we said whther they're true or false... anyway that was like monday for you... i don quite recall doing anything else... i watched eye for a guy while waiting for my America's Next Top Model... Eye for a Guy is a soso show... but u don really raise ur expectations when u watch local sitcoms or for this case reality shows... america next top model was great... i want ellise to win... she's the skinny fair gal with short hair whose taking med sch... but i logged on to their webby and i already found out who won.. its adrianne.. well u can say she's ellise closest fren in the competition... dats it for monday...

tuesday... tutorial day... i didnt do acct tutorial and stats tutorial... partly because i didnt noe how to do... but then the teachers didnt really check our work... so its fine with me... the whole day was a dull one... dats it... at night i watched heartlanders and missing then i sleep...

wednesday...lecture day...had lectures... but it was revision lectures for all the subjects... sch ended at one since there was no more CRS class... so went out with lily, daisy and carnation... lol... initially some people decided that the gals wear pink and guy wore red.. on the day itself, i turned up in red while the gals were wearing different colors... hmmph... anyway... it was also pre planned that we were supposed to go to bugis... but somewhat plans changed again and we went city hall... change again... and no one tell me... hmmph... waste my time go plan wad to do the night before... hmmph hmmph.... so we went city hall... lily wanted to go pacific coffee... to jus sit down... sounds fun... some people also didnt wanna walk around because they're tired... hmmph... so we sat at pacific coffee... thankfully i brought my camera... or else newspaper around singapore will headline 'teen,17 died of boredom in cafe'... so i entertained myself with my camera... took loads of fotos and made a few movies... so dats bout it... then someone noticed my lethargicness and decided that we go look around for a purple shirt that i have been wanting... so with heavy feet we drag our soles to suntec... after walking around... no purple shirt was found... why? only lily knows bout this... lol... so we ended up going to the roof garden and took even more fotos there... so day ended like around five... so i reached home... play com... watch tv... american idol was auditions cause bush needed to make a tv announcement so they had to move american idol to thurday jus for the week... so dats it lor...

thurday... full lecture day... rushed to sch cause kinda woke up late... rush rush rush... suprise 1... only two people from my class inclusive of me came for the stats lecture.. there was like around 20 in the lecture hall.... suprise 2... stats teacher forgot to bring the answers to the questions that he was suppose to go thru today... so class was dismiss... wtf... make me rush... so i then made plans for the afternoon... i either had a 3++hours lunch break to wait for the accts lecture with more likely lesser people or i could skip accts and meet my frenz to study outside... i chose the latter one... someone decided to join us to go out and study but pulled out at last minute cause she wanted to stay in sch and go for sccts lecture which is oni of course jus revision for a test paper which she has almost completed... anyway... so finally... suprise 3... the study thingy was called off and ended up going shopping with 'the long hair one' and teddy bear... so we went far east... it was sooo fun... i never knew far east was dat huge.. and we jus shop around far east for like 3 - 4hrs or more... got to buy my purple shirt... found the rainbow belt which i've been searching for... lol.. i noe i got wierd fashion sense... i dont really care.. if i like it , i wear it... i dont really care wad people think about how i dress... then, i bought a new parfum... my estee lauder's pleasure was running out and i needed a new scent... so after venturing into many parfum shops... i came upon a shop where there was a lady so talkative that even i lose... so i told her i was looking for a new parfum... and i wanted something not too strong and smell sweet and refreshing... so she recomed like more then five parfum... she spary all over the tester paper and ask me to sniff... i felt sooo confused... so many smells... all the parfum she recommeded she said that it suit me and that they were latest arrivals... but some sucked and they werent new either... but alas i found one that agreed with my sense of smell... Bvlgari's Pour Homme... it smell really sweet and refreshing... i like... so bought it... later went into another shop which saold it for $4 cheaper... feel so cheated.. anyway... we had dinner at some food place upstairs... the food was great and cheap... i am soo coming there again... so later went to heerens... nothing much to shop... we were kinda tired so decided to go have dessert at crepes and cream... had a superbowl.. it was 8 scoops of ice cream with chocolate syrup, strawbery sauce, almonds, wafer, whip cream and cherry... cost 14.90... quite cheap actually compared to swensens which will cost 18++... and i oso quite like the place service was abit slow cause the place was kinda pact and there were only two staff... the waitress was soooo blur... i think she's new... so after dat went cineleisurelook for long hair's shoe... then we went home cause it was already 8+... reached home watched american idol... great performance by jeniffer hudson and fantasia... latoya is great but its jus getting expected and boring... after that watched the OC... my new fav show... slept at 12.30

friday... tutorial... last day of sch... next week on ward is study week, so no sch... after that exams then holiday... next sem we all different class cause everyone diff options... gonna really miss this class... i have soo many memories that i'll treasure... anytway... had econs and spss... nothing much there... for lunch i went to pizza hut... for the double ring crust pizza... expected something great but it was jus okok... had great food... and thanx to one gal for treating us all to the food.. lets call her happy which is also technically her name... sch ended at 5... gonna miss everyone...

i usually dont mention names in my blog but i'll make an exception for this entry...
the first things in life we'll always remember... and this is my first yr of poly... and its been a not such a great one but its was still a good one... there'll be sooo many memories i'll take with me... i 'll like to thank everyone who was involved in my yr one of poly... i like to thank the lecturers and tutors... juliana ong, my form teacher and management MOB teacher... kenneth lee, marketing lecturer... wenda leong, marketing tutor.... suan tze, my ec teacher... mr tay and sally hor, itab teacher... tan yeow huat, stats tutor... tan chin hoo, stats lecturer... sin munwah, econs lecturer and tutor.... christina chua, my accts lecturer and tutor... ms chang, crs teacher... sarah lim, my CD teacher... and lastly, sharon tan, the motherfuckin bitch...
i also wouldnt make thru yr 1 without my classmates... in no particular order... i will like to thank winnie, my loyal bloggist... janice, winnie's conspiracy accomplice... meihua, the class rep... charlene, the ex puker... wen hua, the braniac... sheryl, the one who cant leave without her handphone... cecilia, the pink blur ger... jiafang, my beautiful squirrel... denise, the female scout... lavinia, the bikermaniac... nicole, my gorgeous winking fren... angela, the silky hair one... joy, the violinist... nadia, aka melB, my first malay fren in poly... jasmine, the long hair one... pui san, the choir gal... wei liang, the 'everchanging name that starts with A' guy.... addy, weiliang's fren.... kangming, weiliang's fren.... anthony, the one who's never there....
to all u ppl... i wont forget you... remains frens forever kkz.. keep in touch next yr even if diff class...

so i think dats it.... next week begin the study week... ITAB Access exam, CRS argumentative essay, ECONs exam, STATS exam, ACCTs exam are all coming.... i want to pass all... jus pass the overall mark i happy... i don wan to repeat but then like no motivation to study... i scared got stats, econs, and ACCTs... haiz... wish me luck... i'll need it ppl... so till my next update.... toodles...

Friday, April 16, 2004

i have a fever.... the vic zhou fever....

Wednesday, April 14, 2004



I luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurve zai zai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 08, 2004

hEl000000 public..... well apparent since tmr is a public holiday [good friday], i kinda have time to spare to update my blog... so i'll begin....

monday... erm.... hmm... i cant exactly remember what happen then..... lol... pardon my short term memory...

tuesdsay... tutorial day.... had tutorial and stuff... then did final preparation for presentaion for the next day... jus cut some articles needed from today and streats... then like dat lor... sch ended at five... at night got heartlanders then missing at 8.30 and 9.00 respectively... heartlanders would be the only local english drama that i like... apart from lightyears... it has romance and action... so typical... but then i love action in the show.. its like all other english drama or sitcoms are not even worth watching... lets say this show police and thief... at first i was really looking forward to it... maybe it can be like a nice sitcom... seeing from the countless advertisement made... i would at least assume that it was worth watching... but after catching the first episode, watching my nails grow would be a more interesting show... i feel that singapore lacks in creativity... shows like police and thief, oh carol, living with lydia should all be banned... they are influencing and instilling stupidity to the public... watching something that lacks lutre would lead to a dull and mundane singaporean.... so for the better of the society... pls... pls... ban these shows...

ok now wednesday.... lectureday... reached quite on time today... econs, accounts, stats were jus normal.... after that it was time for crs... everything went quite well for the presentation... beter actually... after that we did our cd project which is due on monday.... so kinda thats it.. reach home... watched american idol.... the theme was elton john songs... the perfromance was jus average... but i've got to comment that jenniffer hudson's perfromance was fantabulous... apart from that, the rest was a bit dorky... haiz... i seriously donno wad to write anymore...

thurday.... lectureday... met in school at 10 today to do our project.... think its quite finished.... then after that was lecture.... stats and econs.... during lecture i kinda saw one of my fren tearing... donno why... she look so sad... i asked one of her frens why.... she jus said she got some problem but was reluctant to reveal... so nvm... but watching her tear... amde me kinda sad too.... like serioiusly sad.... its like watching somebody feel pain and hurt and yet you're there and you can do nothing.... haiz... so sad.... kinda feel sad that day too... then we had two hours break.... went foodcourt 5 to eat... i had pizza hut... and then went cafe... finally i started talking to the guys in the cafe... they are quite frenly la... but i jus shy... lol... ppl laugh when i say i shy... if u don think i m shy... then u donno me well... anyway... went to accounts class afterwards... didnt seem to see the sad gal there... maybe she went home... i wished she would cheer up or smthing... haiz... then its time to go home... that it lor... looking forward for the american idol result later.... hope camille gets voted off... thats it for today...

i think thats kinda it for my update... im really sorry if i haven been updating alot lately... its jus i've been really tired and stuff... so when i free i promise i update kkz... so dats it lor... i dedicate this update to happiness in life....

Sunday, April 04, 2004

hEl0000000000 public... here comes your much awaited dose from my sardonic life as a mediocre writer... its been ages since i updated... been really busy... so let me update you, my fellow bloggist to whats been happening since my last update...

so where did we stop... lets jus do the monday to sunday thing la...

monday... cd presentation day... cd= character development... two groups were set to present... well actually only one group was set to present the other one was kind of lost... anyway.. so it began with group 1... they presented on aromaterapy... i was like darn cool.. cos i love aromaterapy... so i was kinda looking forward to it.. so they began by placing a supposedly orange scented candle which even look like an orange slice... cool? no..... it stinks... no offence if u read my blog and u noe who u are... but its jus my opinions... anyway... next came this burner with a supposedly lavender scented liquid in it... well, me as a lavender freak should know really much about lavender... well one thing for sure that i noe... this didnt smell like real lavender... but i have to give credit to the person who bought it... she used her own pocket money to buy the stuff although it wasnt really an original idea, but at least it was smthing... next comes the presentation... which was way above wonderful... the skit was jus so profesional and poised... everything was very much what the group would have come up with... i m not sarcastic... serious...

well next was group two... they did on sex education... first it started with a survey bout premarital sex and stuff.. then it was a talk bout contraceptive measures and then about ways of pleasuring urself or smthing... then came the mother of grotesque... it was a video about abortion... it shows a baby getting sucked out from a vagina by a vaccum... a surgical vaccum of course.. not those that u use at home... did you know they have to first cut up the baby so that they can suck it out easier... to put it mildly... they was blood everywhere... then they aranged the baby hands body legs and stuff which were all apart.... its like major gross factor... eew... then they talked about abortion.... their presentation was really cool and deserve the talk of day... so it was kinda like dat... so school ended at 11am... after that i wanted to go cut my hair... after nobody wans to go with me.. i decided to jus proceed as planned... so i went to far east... but before that i went to say hi to my cute little brother at cd rama... lol.. then i went far east... after hearing reviews from my class that there's this shop called haru scene at far east that serves a good haircut, i decided to pay it a visit... anyway i needed a haircut... so went there... great place.. the hairstylistwas quite nice... after much layering... i decided to highlight my hair after listening to the advice from the hairstylist that highlighting my hair would show off the layers... i didnt mind... i was free the whole day... so i jus went for it... after sitting there for like 2 hrs... the masterpiece was done... the highlights wasnt obviious.. great... cos i didnt wan smthing obvious... i wanted smthing natural... so it looked fabulous... so dat was my monday....

tuesday... tutorial day... i found out that i needed at least a 65 marks to pass my accounts paper... wad the hell...i've been getting like 40 since last time and now for final year paper they wan me get 65... bloody hell.. if i dont i'll repeat one whole year doing accuonts.... nooooooo.... oh btw...i need to get a 130 jus to get an A for the paper... how corny is that... then it was stats... i still have no idea wad i've been learning in stats ever since the topic of variance and standard deviation and now at anova testing, only a calculation error of extra 50 marks can help me pass... then after that was itab... i have finally regained my interest in access... in the beginning of microsoft access, i've been so bored and sleepy that i even fell asleep once.... so i think i can get the hang of it... after that jus went home... and watch tv...

wednesday... lecture day...i woke up kinda late.. so i decided to take the 240... waited for 20 mins then only i get cab.. but by then it was five minutes to the first lecture, econs... aiyah.. wait so long liao... jus take lor... maybe if 5 mins late can oso.. but then got one mother fucking jam at lornie road... fuck la some stoopid car kanna accident... like no other time to acciddnt meh... so irritating sia... cause major jam then i late for school... waste ten bucks... haiyo... but to my unexpectation, it was somewhat a blessing in disguise... i was late... so i decided to sit outside... cos the econs lecturer always say... if u're late, might as well not come in... so then i saw one of my lecturemate... the gorgeous and forever chaotic erm... lets call her lana lang... cause she reminds me of lana lang... u noe the gal from small ville.... anyway... we sat.. chat... ate.. jus talk a while but like can click already.. cool sia.. maybe she's the one i've beeen waiting for all my life... but tooo bad she's attached... then went to lecture hall... accounts lecture.. can actually understand a bit of wads thought.. so happy... then stats... stats finished early... so for me sch ended at 12.30pm... after that decided to do crs project as it was due in a weeks time... so went cafe and discuss... everything went okok... then went home... did a portion of the powerpoint... after that watched american idol... the show was nice... john peter lewis and camille shoudl go out...their singing suck.... then after that watched CSI cos not sleepy... love the mystery in the show...

thurday... the late lecture day... sch starts at 12... stats finished early onced again... econs was ok.. but a bit confusing... accounts was okok... nothing much happen on thurs... later at night got american idol... to my suprise.... the bottom three was amy adams, jeniffer hudson and [suprise suprise] latoya london.... wads wrong with america.... anyway... amy adams aka the pink hair gal got voted off... john stevens, the one with red hair.... almost cried... his eyes was tearing and the camera kept focussing on that... wad a cheapo stunt... american idol i mean...

friday... sch started at nine... did a bit of econs tutorial.. but understood nuts.. later it was stats practical... which means time for checking mails again....so dats its lor... after that was itab... then when reached home fell asleep early.. felt tired...

saturday.... got chinese class in the morning... we learnt a song called pengyou... which means fren.... i write the song at the end of the update later kkz... then after that got accounts sem 1 remedial... ended at 12.30... did a bit of crs project...was suppose to meet my fren, barney at 3... so met barney at three... also meeting boney... quite ok bout that.. been sometime since i meet boney.. this two ppl made up my close sec 4 frenz.. those i hang out or go shopping with... but i closer to barney than boney...donno why oso... but i am happy with the way things ar... so we went to fareast to have luch a sakura... spent like 30 bucks on food.... boney was meeting a fren.... i also donno wads her name... but i ok with it.. at least widen my social circle.. lol... she quite frenly oso.. then they went off... and me with barney and boney with his fren... so we walked around the entire of far east quite big leh the place... got tired... then went to coffee beans at scotts for some dessert.... discuss my project with my fren... then after that went heeren to walk walk... but like got a bit tired after that... so decided to go home... reached home around 10.... played com till 2am... then sleep...

sunday... woke up today at 9am to watch spongebob squarepants... then after that did the rest of powerpoint... so thats like my life... exams in 3 weeks time... no more going out for me... must start studying.... i need professional help...
anyway i think thats it lor... i got this webby under the link called portals on the right of this webby... this link is called my fotos.. i'll update fotos into it wheneevr possible kkz.... so jus enjoy wads there for now.. so tillnext time toodles...

pengyou
by zhou hua jian


zhe xie nian yi ge ren feng ye guo yu ye zuo
you guo lei you guo cuo hai ji de jianchi shen me
zhen ai guo cai hui donghui ji mo hui hui shuo
zhong you meng zhong you ni zai xin zhong
peng you yisheng yiqi zhou na xie rizi bu zai you
yi ju hua yi bei zi yisheng qing yi bei jiu
pengyou buceng gudan guo yisheng peng you ni hi dong
hai you shang hai you tong hai yao zou hai you wo

**which loosely translates too**

in this past years, i alone went through the rain
i teared, made mistakes. i still remeber wad i insist
if u really love someone, you'll understand. sometimes u'll feel lonely if you look back
i dreamed and i have you in the heart
frens, we walk together in our life. those were the days
one word, one life, one love, one cup of wine
fren, never be lonely. i call u fren and u understand
still have wounds, still feel pain, still keep on going, still have me