Monday, August 30, 2004

EVERYBODY SING ALONG TO MY BACKGROUND MUSIC!!!!

Title: Under the sea

The seaweed is always greener
In somebody else's lake
You dream about going up there
But that is a big mistake

Just look at the world around you
Right here on the ocean floor
Such wonderful things surround you
What more is you lookin' for?

Under the sea
Under the sea
Darling it's better
Down where it's wetter
Take it from me
Up on the shore they work all day
Out in the sun they slave away
While we devotin'
Full time to floatin'
Under the sea

Down here all the fish is happy
As off through the waves they roll
The fish on the land ain't happy
They sad 'cause they in their bowl

But fish in the bowl is lucky
They in for a worser fate
One day when the boss get hungry
Guess who's gon' be on the plate

Under the sea
Under the sea
Nobody beat us
Fry us and eat us
In fricassee
We what the land folks loves to cook
Under the sea we off the hook
We got no troubles
Life is the bubbles
Under the sea

Under the sea
Since life is sweet here
We got the beat here
Naturally
Even the sturgeon an' the ray
They get the urge 'n' start to play
We got the spirit
You got to hear it
Under the sea

The newt play the flute
The carp play the harp
The plaice play the bass
And they soundin' sharp

The bass play the brass
The chub play the tub
The fluke is the duke of soul(Yeah)
The ray he can play
The lings on the strings
The trout rockin' out
The blackfish she sings
The smelt and the sprat
They know where it's at
An' oh that blowfish blow

Under the sea
Under the sea
When the sardine
Begin the beguine
It's music to me
What do they got?
A lot of sand
We got a hot crustacean band
Each little clam here
know how to jam here
Under the sea

Each little slug here
Cuttin' a rug here
Under the sea
Each little snail here
Know how to wail here
That's why it's hotter
Under the water
Ya we in luck here
Down in the muck here
Under the sea
EVERYBODY SING ALONG TO MY BACKGROUND MUSIC AGAIN!!!!

Title: Under the sea

The seaweed is always greener
In somebody else's lake
You dream about going up there
But that is a big mistake

Just look at the world around you
Right here on the ocean floor
Such wonderful things surround you
What more is you lookin' for?

Under the sea
Under the sea
Darling it's better
Down where it's wetter
Take it from me
Up on the shore they work all day
Out in the sun they slave away
While we devotin'
Full time to floatin'
Under the sea

Down here all the fish is happy
As off through the waves they roll
The fish on the land ain't happy
They sad 'cause they in their bowl

But fish in the bowl is lucky
They in for a worser fate
One day when the boss get hungry
Guess who's gon' be on the plate

Under the sea
Under the sea
Nobody beat us
Fry us and eat us
In fricassee
We what the land folks loves to cook
Under the sea we off the hook
We got no troubles
Life is the bubbles
Under the sea

Under the sea
Since life is sweet here
We got the beat here
Naturally
Even the sturgeon an' the ray
They get the urge 'n' start to play
We got the spirit
You got to hear it
Under the sea

The newt play the flute
The carp play the harp
The plaice play the bass
And they soundin' sharp

The bass play the brass
The chub play the tub
The fluke is the duke of soul(Yeah)
The ray he can play
The lings on the strings
The trout rockin' out
The blackfish she sings
The smelt and the sprat
They know where it's at
An' oh that blowfish blow

Under the sea
Under the sea
When the sardine
Begin the beguine
It's music to me
What do they got?
A lot of sand
We got a hot crustacean band
Each little clam here
know how to jam here
Under the sea

Each little slug here
Cuttin' a rug here
Under the sea
Each little snail here
Know how to wail here
That's why it's hotter
Under the water
Ya we in luck here
Down in the muck here
Under the sea
A LOVE STORY

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vent her anger on him. As for him,.. he only endured it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged.

The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. when she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. she had lost her voice. The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.. it's still just silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang.

She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phonecalls,.. all the gal could do, besides crying, is still crying. The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the gal learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.

One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding. the gal was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language to tell her "I've spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled.

love
ali

Sunday, August 29, 2004

i hate going thru OSIM annual report!!!!

i hate myself for finishing a 1 litre tub of cookies and cream ice cream today..

i hate this damn rashes..

i wanna go for brazillian waxing..

i hate pimples..

i hate my fats..

need to start vomiting out my food..

well... those were jus my thoughts when i was writing my blog..

btw... congrats to melvin for getting the correct answer to my question.. guess my blog song?? its one sweet day by mariah carey.. one of my all time faves..

love
ali

fuck sial.. i jus typed a long entry.. blogger cocked up and now everything is gone.. heart pain..

Saturday, August 28, 2004

is perfection attainable?
does perfection even exists?
these were the questions that set me thinkin after watching 'The Stepford Wives'.. i totally loved the show.. it was like a mix of a bit of every genre.. there was an unexpected twist at the end..
k.. let me begin my day story..
morning.. chn class.. nothing much happpened.. we learned a song today called 'Yueliang daibiao wo de xin'.. its an old long song.. we found out that last sunday was the chinese valentines day.. in the hungry ghost month?? how wierd!!!
after that went to met sharif at city hall station.. went to watch stepford wives at suntec cinema.. but before that.. we went to get outside food cause i feel that cinema food is jus too overly priced.. went to the carefourre foodcourt to buy some finger food and have the wanton mee... the wanton mee there quite nice.. only 2.50.. after that went to mini toons to buy the gummy bears and marshmallows.. haha..
gotten all my snacks.. now its time to enter the cinema.. haha.. i feel like a baddie trying to smuggle in forbiden items.. ok.. lame.. the suntec cinema leg space abit small la.. but apart from that everything else is fine...
after the show.. we went to peninsula plaza to find sharif's retro outfit.. so went there.. went into every shop and finally came back to the first shop.. btw, he's sch.. meridien jc is having a day called' be yourself day'.. they can wear home clothes.. but got theme, its RETRO.. so yeah.. we found a lovely gold shirt that was kinda retro in some perspective.. and a nice bandana to go along.. so cute.. cant wait to see his photos on the actual day itself with the rest of his frens.. haha..
after that jus sat at delifrance and had latte till they were closing up.. went home later..
i wanna buy so many things.. i saw this lovely le coq sportif pullover damn nice.. then i saw this puma checkered shirt.. and i saw this lovely puma bag.. and le coq sportif shoes and puma shoes.. i wanna buy a watch.. i wanna buy the shades i saw at topman.. HAIZ.. i no money.. i need a job.. i need money.. i wanna be a toyboy for hire..
k la.. cant wait for the holiday... jus wanna chill..
ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
ni qu xiang yi xiang
ni qu kan yi kan
yueliang daibiao wo de xin
love
ali

Friday, August 27, 2004

well, the song was called reflection.. the winner is rexina yet again.. im startin to have this feeling that only rex, azlin and fizah read my blog.. well.. anyway.. at least they made the effort to do so.. and i am very thankful.. now...
i got another new song.. so guess wads the title and whos the singer???

love
ali

Thursday, August 26, 2004

from my trustables sources, it has come to my attention that two people from my yr one class are now an item..

CONRAGTULATIONS to Lim Jiafang and Goh Weiliang!!!

i hope all turns out well between you two.. well, yeah..

anyway.. these two lovebirds have been seen sticking to each other starting this yr.. speculations have been going on.. and to confirm it all, one of my trustable source, saw them together at orchard holding hands..

wad a wonderful thing love is, isnt it?

anyway, life has been normal lately.. nothing much been happening.. this sat gonna go watch steford wives with sharif.. yay!!! finally, i get to watch a movie...

applications for the shopping kaki, movie kaki, fitness kaki have been on for a few days already.. only two aplications are in.. rexina applied for movie kaki while joy applied for shopping kaki when she gets money.. well.. this leads me to two conclusion.. either very few ppl visit my blog or nobody wans to be my fren.. either or its still a boo hoo..

next, i wanna apologise again to ms azlin.. the situations was at first i called her a ge tai (those hungry ghost singer) performer cause i saw her with heavy makeup and thick eyeshadow on.. well, i apologised bout then.. and then later, she told me that she wasnt wearing any eye shadow.. lol.. actually wad i saw were here dark rings around the eyes which magnificently represents eye shadow.. haha.. so now i apologise for pointing out ur dark circles by mistaking them for eyeshadow.. haha.. at least they had a nice effect on ur eyes.. anyways, u still pretty even with the dark circles.. =D

well, starting from wednesday, i've started on a new campaign called 'Anorexic Ali'.. its a new diet plan consisting of mainly a chicken sandwich and fruits for food throughout my entire day in sch.. i need to loose weight fast and desperately and now i'm back to my wierd eating habits again.. i was to include oso excercise to the plan.. but recently i've been having this rash on my body and whenever i start to sweat, i start to scartch.. so must refrain from scracthing by refraining from sweating.. but the itch is killing me.. help!!! so the excercise have been held off until my rashes are fully gone.. and until then its jus Anorexic Ali minus the sweating..

lets see, wad else.. hmm.. now to date i have about 5 projects that have to be completed by latest in 6 weeks times.. and i found out that next semester begins in 13 december and that mean the sencond half of yr 2 will begin with a christmas celebration and new year.. haha.. so wierd to start sch in december.. haha..

oh yah.. TURN UP THE VOLUME OF UR SPEAKERS!!!!!
i have a new instrumental background song for my blog.. last time it was 'From the bottom of a broken heart' by britney.. well, u ppl guess the song k.. pls write down the answer in the tagboard.. winners will be announce in my next update.. haha..

well, i think dats about it.. nothing much left to say.. till my next update

love
ali

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

VONDA SHEPARD - CRYING

I was alright for awhile
I could smile for awhile
But I saw you last night
You held my hand so tight

As you stopped to say "hello"
Oh you wished me well
You couldn't tell that I'd been
Crying over you
Crying over you

When you said, "so long"
Left me standing all alone
Alone and crying
Crying, crying, crying, crying

It's hard to understand
How the touch of your hand
Can start me crying
I thought that I was over you

But it's true, oh so true
I love you even more
Than I did before
But darling what can I do?

For you don't love me
And I'll always be
CRYING OVER YOU
CRYING OVER YOU

Yes now you're gone
And from this moment on
I'll be crying, crying, crying, crying
Yes crying
Crying Over you

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

happie birthdae to hoo,
to mee,
to li.
to hoo mee li!!!

today was an overall bad day for me... morning started bad.. got scolding from my father for getting such an exuberant figures for my handphone bill.. then he start complaining about my internet usage, my 'never-study'ness and whatnots la... and it was 6.30am.. fuck sial.. early in the morning kanna scold.. its like waking up to a bad day.. well, that was an omen..

feeling damned pissed.. reached sch.. greeted angela happie bdae.. and used my com.. then Mrs Lugg had to go on and on about some graduation ceremony that she had to train the valedictorian.. like kanina la.. who cares right.. anyway.. i had to nod my head and smile and look attentive so as to entertain her.. my this yr's resolution was to suck up to all teachers.. k.. so lesson was fine.. but still pissed..

had an hour break.. nothing to eat at the canteen la.. everything so oily.. fried la.. nothing from the pathetic 2 stalls that i can only eat from are boiled or stewed.. too much oily food is bad.. i want to lose weight.. i look in the mirror everyday and i see a brown cow.. i swear my breasts are bigger than at least one girl in my class.. u can jus milk my udders anytime now.. i wan to lose weight.. i wanna get muscular arms, abs, butt, thighs, calves, wadeva that needs to be muscular la.. but not beefcake... jus lean.. i wan be skinny yet muscular.. erm.. i think its called lean toned or smthing.. i wan go jogging or gym.. anybody wanna join.. aplications open too.. so that makes it three applications... shopping kaki, movie kaki, fitness kaki.. : )

had lecture.. i like ccvm but the teacher could be improved.. my pissedsyness was recovering.. cause had a fun time singing birthdae song to mee li.. then open present and then eat cake and then take fotos..

another one hour break.. this was spent jus by sitting down and stoning in front of the lecture hall.. i hate stoning.. i hate having soo much free time and nothing to do..

during lecture saw my ex crush.. that japanese girl.. news has it that she likes this guy and this guy who recently broke up with his gf like her too.. they sooooooo close.. saw her put her hand on his mouth for donno wad.. felt sad.. i thought i got over her.. haiz.. during the lecture i was trying to contain my sadness using hyperness.. to keep myself occupied..

another break.. don wan say anything bout her liao.. i couldnt pay attention throughout the whole lecture.. feeling pissed and moody and sad and wadeva la..

i wanna apologise to azlin if i was mean to her by saying that she looked like she was performing for ge tai later on due to her heavy eye shadow.. haha.. sorry lei.. donno wad came over me.. actually u pretty la.. u noe wad, u shldnt put on too much make up.. u look gorgeous enough without it and to me natural beauty is wad that appeals more.. cause u have it, so flaunt it.. you are beautiful and i m sorry..

after sch went out with winnie.. was feeling ultra pissed, moody, sad.. but we already predecided this.. so i cannot go back on my word.. so we went to swensens at holland village.. and she had to leave ASAP after that as she had work at 6.. sorry if i wasnt nice or entertaining enough today..

today i had PMS, no not pre menstrual syndrome, not pre marital sex.. but its Pathetic Mood Swings..

i smiled forcefully today until my faced nearly cracked..

now must do report.. have to do it or else i feel bad for not doing anything for TQM..

love
ali

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO HOO
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO YOU
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO ANGELA HOO MEE LI
HAPPIE TO SHE!!
everyone in class loved my rendition of "Like A Virgin".. technically.

Sunday, August 22, 2004

alo peeps

as an appertiser, here are some fotos


celebratin xuechun n yipin's bdae in class, the formal version


the informal version


neoprints that i took with kathleen, madeleine, angela (yellow foto section as of left to right)

the top two fotos were kinda old but it has almost everyone in the class... was taken during ccvm lesson.. haha.. the neoprint was taken on friday which was 3 days ago.. madeliene promised to meet her fren at town at 6.. class was supposedly to end at 5 on that day.. and maddie went to ask whether the teacher could end later.. haha.. so funny.. anyway.. unfortunately for her, teacher ended the class earlier like at 3.30.. haha.. since angela was going to town to buy her fren's present and i wanted to go orchard library to return my book.. we asked her join along.. we accompany her till her fren come la..

it was raining.. we were at orchard and i decided to buy that 'love bite' bun from bread talk... its the new bun shaped like a heart with strawberry cream filling and some candy shavings at the sides.. damn nice and creamy.. only $1.20.. so i buy.. happily eating and then i chewed on smthing that i didnt think wasa supposed to be in the bun.. it was scothtape.. gross.. jus spit it out and kept on eating.. haha.. my mood that day was good.. if it wasnt, i would have complained.. sheesh.. dont care la.. jus a small piece of scothtape.. eat oso wont die..

so went to pacific plaza later... along the way met kathleen, a fren of ours but from the next retail class.. so she joined us.. we had to brave the rain to get to the mall.. haha.. after that went to far east.. angela needed to buy her pad.. her mensus came and no one in class had pad.. so she had to use tissue to stop the flow.. and it became soggy.. hahahahaha.. gross.. so while the girls search for the pad at guardian, i was looking at hair products.. was kinda thinkin of gettin curls.. not tight ones but maybe loose curls.. something like almost wavy but slightly curlier.. like those jap people with curly hair.. haha.. wonder how much..

so went to take neoprint after that from my favourite machine.. and the fotos are above.. so after that kathleen had to go off.. angela went to meet her bf... and i needed to go library.. so maddie joined me.. borrowed a book.. been reading it.. not that nice lei.. don feel like reading it liao.. haha.. i want borrow book from the shopaholic series.. haha.. so like dat la..

my saturday was ultimately boring.. woke up at 11.30 cause chn class cancelled.. did surveys on frenster.. and later went to the arcade at jubilee there and spend 10 bucks on daytona.. haha.. play until sian..

today more sian.. sat at home all day.. maybe shld do accts tutorial.. haha.. later ba.. see my mood.. i need to be more studious.. gonna start becoming a geek like in sec sch.. haha..

u noe wad.. i wanted to go out today cause tmr got someone bdae must buy present ba but then i call all my close peeps.. nobody is free.. nobody... so ppl whoever wan to be my shopping kaki.. pls msg me.. i m a very good shopping buddy.. i noe where the sales are, the pre season sale, the season sale, the post season sale and the post post season sale, pre and post renovation sale, closing down sale, warehouse sale or wadever sale la.. and i oso have a good sense of color matching and wad suits u best.. need any fashion advice, i m here.. so if wan go out or if u nobody to go out with call me kk.. or write down in the tagboard... i need more shopping kaki.. conditions are must be able to withstand at least 2hrs of continous shopping... must be talkative and must be fun.. haha.. yeah.. pls msg me kk.. pleaseeeeeeeeeeee.....

ok la.. i think dats it.. i wanna watch steford wife.. who free call me k.. shopping kaki can also be movie kaki.. positions still open.. registration open at tagboard..

k la.. dats dat..

PS: pls apply for shopping kaki postion soon kk..

love
ali

Saturday, August 21, 2004

BRITNEY CAUGHT HORNY!


check out where her hands are..

Friday, August 20, 2004

AND THE SONG TITLE TO MY BACKGROUND SONG IS ......

Artist: Britney Spears
Album: Baby One More Time
Title: From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart

"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,
emptiness behind,
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
all my joy through my tears
all my hopes through my fears
did you know, still I miss you somehow?

(CHORUS)
From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart
even though time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said,
"please stay"
"Give our love a chance for one more day"
we could have worked things out
taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
through my dreams
through my heart
and I'm back where I started again
never thought it would end

(CHORUS)
From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart
even though time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart


You promised yourself
but to somebody else
and you made it so perfectly clear
still I wish you were here

(CHORUS)
From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart
even though time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart


"Never look back," we said
how was I to know
I'd miss you so?.


love
ALI

Thursday, August 19, 2004

TURN ON THE VOLUME TO YOUR SPEAKERS!!!!!!!

i've got a new song, actually its instrumental on my blog.. kinda like it.. i love this song.. haha.. lets play a game.. make ur guess wad song it is.. and write ur answers in the tagboard... haha.. lets see who can get it correct.. =D

sch was okok today.. found out today that suprisingly i passed my accounts.. overwhelmed and esctatic.. haha.. lecture was fine.. krishna ended suspisingly early today.. usually he'll try to use the maximum amount of time he possibly can.. anyway.. after sch, went out with Ms Yah Yah Hippie... yippie.. she's the one that i've been missing.. haha.. felt super duper mega trooper happy today that i got to go out with her.. even though it was jus for an hour.. it was the happiest 1hr of this week.. haha... serious.. i miss you so much and whenever i'm with you i feel so comfortable and at ease... yeah.. sweeeeeet.. its so unexplainable.. i'm partially confused myself..

found out today about a real life beauty and the beast.. erm.. maybe beastress and the beast la.. if got such words.. haha.. they so perfect for each other.. lol =P.. hope it works out well.. best wishes...

k.. my headache has miraculously dissapeared today.. so i'm really hapy.. jus received an sms from zhang laoshi, my chn teacher.. sat lesson cancelled.. har.. like that my entire saturday will be too free.. anybody free.. ask me go out lei.. kk.. i wan go john little sale!!!!!

watched singapore idol.. i think the show kinda suck.. the judges suck hardcore.. the judges were trying too much to be like simon cowell.. and well they overdid it.. i respect simon cowell.. but the singapore judges have gone too far... simon was sarcastic but the singapore idol judges were down right damn bloody rude... yeah rude.. sarcasm involves wit and brains and sadly those four A holess especially that Dick just makes me ashame to be singaporean.. and ashame to have them judge such a reputable event.. there were many great talents but this people were turned were denied the chance for some reason.. and irony struck throughout the show today.. its like the music directors couldnt think of betting songs to use as cue.. eg: there was one gal who was fat and didnt have the looks, but she had the voice.. and she later didnt get in.. she came out of the room crying and guess wad song the fucking rude mediacorp people played... BEAUTIFUL by christina aguilera.. how spasticly rude is that.. they poke fun at such individuals.. sheesh.. this singapore idol is down right crap... well, firstly its not even singapore idol.. might as well jus call it Asian idol cause ppl from other countries can oso join..

k la.. its gettin late.. needa sleep liao.. oh yah.. by the way.. we've got a new friend under the MY FRIENDS link.. its WINNIE LEE... HALOHA... lalala.. haha... k la.. give her ur support..

tweedle dee tweedle dum toodle loo

love
ali

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

today i had the mother of all headache... a MAJOR huge one.. had it since last nite.. thought maybe i jus needed more sleep.. in the morning... the headache was still there.. it gradually got worser by the minute.. i thought maybe if i jus keep myself occupied, it'll go away.. but NO...... i reached sch.. was dizzy.. need to rest.. everything was kinda like spinning.. so sorry guys that i couldnt contribute dat much to the debate... k la.. anyway.. like dat la..

Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all

love
ali alvin lee

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

my life is so berzerk.. everything is mixed up.. i hate it.. i like all my things to be nice and organised.. but circumstances hasnt allowed so.. school is definitely taking its toll on me.. well, actually sch's not so busy.. jus that now, we are pressed for time for project dateline.. and ppl are jus aint giving any shit about it.. nobody bothers about a damn project even when its due the next week or even next day... i miss my old project grps.. we used to be those that finish quickly and rehearsed for the presentation.. and i felt really prepared for the presentations.. but now, everything is jus so inpromptu..

i m missing someone so much right now.. yet the person is always busy.. dunno why i miss her also la.. everytime she got project one or either she going out with her frens.. so no time for me.. but hey.. i understand.. and i'll be waiting till u finally got time for me.. i noe u read my blog... =

i used to look forward to projects... now no more.. i used to look forward to come to sch to meet my frens.. now no more.. i used to look forward to going out with my old frens.. now no more.. i used to look forward to presentations... now no more... i used to look forward to sunday morning cartoons.. now no more..

i am no longer me anymore.. i've changed..

PS: i hate changes

=(


love
ali

Sunday, August 15, 2004

i found this cool phrases in an email and wish to share it with u guys..

The worst way to miss someone is to be seated by her side and know you'll never have her.

Never stop smiling, not even when you're sad, someone might fall in love with your smile and it'll brighten up their day.

Maybe God wants you to meet many wrong people before you meet the right one, so when this happens, you will be thankful.

Don't cry because it came to an end. Smile because it happened.

Don't struggle so much, best things happen when not expected.

No person deserves your tears, and who deserves them won't make you cry.

love
ali

Saturday, August 14, 2004

alos,

today was a very mixed up day.. was depressed, frustrated, happy and exciting..

sch started off really sucky.. i saw pure milk really close to heeren... well, it was actually heeren that was closer to pure milk.. and i do mean VERY close.. sucks.. but i got over heeren anyway.. sigh

continued with Human resource management test which was suckier...

had a break and met my freshmen orientation class.. the whole class was sitting around my table at the canteen.. so kool to get to talk to them.. happy

FMA.. three words.. Fuck My Accounts.. the only way i'd pass this paper is that if iraq would be successful.. which of course, isnt.. depressed

after sch met sharif and wei liat.. happy.. decided to go watch Revenge of the Dim Sum Dollies at the Esplanade Theatre.. calling the show excellent, would jus be an understatement.. overjoyed.. bought the soundtrack and even got selena tan, pam oei and emma( main casts) to autograph it.. coolz.. so exciting.. saw Jack Neo at the play.. cooler..

wei liat went home as he had smthing on.. sucks.. me and sharif decided to go to orchard.. well, it was me that decided la.. sharif was contantly complaining about how his shoes were killing his feet.. he wasnt wearing heels..

had dinner at far east.. service sucks.. food was neutral.. had to squeeze (sit) in between ppl's tables cause not enough space.. waited forever for the bill to arrive.. very frustrated with that place..

i m soooooooooo broke.. sad, frustrated, annoyed, depressed

love,
ali

Friday, August 13, 2004

alos,

i can finally see my updates and my tagboard.. sharif said that his sis's blog also got same prob with the tagboard.. haha.. felt so relieved.. at least i not the only person.. haha.. k la.. i like this new layout.. so refreshing.. haha.. obviously i like la, cause i choose one right.. lol..

well, now is 7.20am in da morning.. class starts at 11 am today.. i woke up exceptionally early today so as to start studying for my tests tomorrow.. haha.. me always so last minute one.. tmr i got human resource management (hrm) test and FMA aka Fuck My Accounts.. haha.. no la.. fma is financial and management accounting.. i hate accts.. dono why must take accts oso.. even if i set up business in the future, i'd rather hire accountants.. we have the accoutancy student in our sch to worry about that.. sheesh.. as much as i hate it, i still have to do it.. so will try my best aight.. TRY... the teacher is actually quite good la.. i kinda prefer him from all my past accts teacher.. although he is rather a bit naggy.. oh well.. maybe VERY NAGGY.. and he calls us boys and girls.. how primary sch is that.. haha.. if only i had in as my first yr accts teacher, maybe my foundation wouldnt be too cracky.. i blame all this on that sharon 'biatch' tan.. haha.. k la.. so now i'm trying to cram as much accts as possible in to my puny pea brain.. and later on the train maybe i read thru hrm notes in the train later.. hrm more jia lat, so many memorising to do.. sigh..

well, i a bit lazy now, dont feel like studying yet.. haha.. oh yah.. today is friday the 13.. i think this is the third one this yr already or smthing.. i heard on radio that 12 is a number on completenes, wholesomenes.. and the number 13 is 1 over completion and thus destroying the wholseomeness of it.. so thats why ius a bad number.. for 12 represent number of months in a yr, number of zodiac signs, number of apostels, numer of greek gods.. bla bla bla.. so u get the idea..

anyway.. wad happen this week ar.. hmm.. nothing much la actually.. a lot of projects, a lot of projects deadlining soon.. so like dat la.. sch's the same.. nothing fun happened... nothing bad happened either..

k.. tmr going out with sharif after my tests.. we gonna go watch Revenge of the Dim Sum Dollies at the esplanade theatre.. but hopefully got tickets la.. cause its a saturday and its their last day of performance.. so i scared later no seats.. kinda looking forward to it.. wah.. the last i time i watched a play was like sec 3 or smthing.. it was at the necessary stage.. cant remember the title though.. but it was very nice.. so looking forward to this.. but we got back up plans, if unfortunately circumstancesdoes not allow us to watch the play then programme will be switched to a movie.. either house of flyin daggers or ella enchanted.. both shows a bit retarded but they are the best of the best of wads in the cinema right now.. so yeah..

omg.. its gonna be 8am soon.. need to go study desperately.. talley ho..

PS: good luck to all those that will be taking the tests on saturday.. u'll need it..

PS: Mr Lee Hsien Loong has been sworn in as the third Prime Minister of Singapore.. suprise suprise *rolls eyes*

love,
ali

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

DEAR MR JOURNAL

i changed the entire layout all by myslef.. i feel so proud.. this blog is my baby and i'm the father.. haha

love
ali

Monday, August 09, 2004

DEAR MR JOURNAL

watched NDP on tv.. was nice.. a bit typical every year of wad to expect though..
watched singapore idol.. was damn humourous.. one of my sec 4 classmate, Ang Shen aka Veroy was auditioning.. his voice was rather nice but unfortunately he didnt get in.. haha.. tmr got sch.. shit sia.. primary sch, sec sch, jc all no sch leh.. sianz.. my long weekend was wasted thouroughly.. wanted to study hrm and fma or do accts tutorial but did none at all.. soo lazy.. =P i sux..

YOURS TRULY
the very lazy
ALI

Saturday, August 07, 2004

DEAR MR JOURNAL

happie birthdae to xuechun (yesterdae) and yipin (todae)...

went out today with ms yah yah hippie.. found this shop that sold really lovely bottoms at very very low cost.. and their clothes are to die for.. so my style.. wont tell u where it is though cause i scared that if ppl noe, they'll g there and buy the clothes, and then ppl will have same clothes as me.. eeeeee... dats y i dont shop at giordano, hang ten, bossini, samuel n kevin or baleno.. i wouldnt call it a status thing.. its like if u wear something from one of this places, the likelyhood of someone wearing the same top as u are within a 15 minutes walk is really high... and so the only things i buy from there are either tops to wear at home or simple jeans to wear out to sch.. where i get my clothes is a myriad of places.. so u wont see me holding a loyalty card for any retailer..

anyway... after the mini shopping cum lunch, went to esplande to jus sit and chill.. and chill till 7+.. till she had to go off to the wilber pan concert.. so yeah.. that was kinda it..

i'm starting to hate taking fotograph.. i used to bring camera with me everywhere i go.. EVERYWHERE... and took fotos of meself... but nowadays, when ppl wanna take foto i usually shun from it.. unless necessary.. i'm not as narcissitic as before... and this scares me.. i'm no longer as me as before... i dont bitch around with ppl anymore.. i dont use vulgarities as often anymore.. and i am rarely sarcastic.. wad wrong with me!!

urs truly
:ali:

Friday, August 06, 2004

DEAR MR JOURNAL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XUE CHUN!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YIPIN!!!!!!!

today kindof a fun day.. it was xuechun's bdae.. and the next day was yipin's bdae.. so yeah.. we celebrate both at one go.. so they bought a cake from the sp-coop shop before ccvm class.. with candles and all.. and during class.. we suprised xuechun with the cake cause yipin was the one who went to buy the cake.. so yah.. we all sang happy birthday for both of them.. and ate the cake.. the cake was rather delicious.. yummz.. then we had ccvm corrective today.. the teacher basically told us bout the misfits in the retail place windows.. she said wad could be improve.. she also said that it was a job well done.. and was really happy... both windows were balanced windows and contemporary style.. so yay.. when lindsay thang say its nice, its really means that its bloody damn nice.. cause she had really high expectations.. sheesh..

ps: xuechun was in a party mood and sprayed serene with snow spray... seren screamed.. xuechun gave the excuse that she thought it was those party spray.. so she sprayed serene.. haha.. my blurblur number2...

anyway.. i suddenly had mood swing during ccvm.. must be one of those sappy jay chou songs they played during class practical.. lol.. so was feeling down again.. why???? nowadays like i feel so terrible sometimes.. anything may jus trigger those damn moodswings.. i hate them.. eeeeez.. so after class i went down to orchard alone.. went to the library cause i haven been reading much lately.. jus felt like reading smthing.. found a nice book.. called Family Trust by Amanda Brown.. jus sat there and read for ard 1hr++...

after dat went to takashimaya and looked for that notebook that i spotted there that i wanted.. the previous notebook i wanted only had one left.. it was hard cover and on the front cover was a cow dressed as marilyn monroe and the skirt flies up and u can see the udders.. damn funny one la.. but only got one left and that one didnt look too nice.. i asked the staff whether got another one.. they said "last one, no stock, sorry, thank you".. very robotic.. haha.. so i sourced for another notebook.. found this notebook that's really cool and attracted my attention.. it was a simple black and white design and had the words 'ebony & ivory' on the front cover.. loooks really cool and classy somewhat la.. so yeah.. reasonably price oso.. then thought that it'll be cool if i only use a special pen to write in the notebook.. so i went to the pen section and got this lovely gold pen... i love gold!! yay.. so lovely.. jus walked ard a lil bit more after dat.. i went to armani exchange and they had this lovely new window display.. it was very sciency... the display had the periodic table.. and instead of the chemical symbols.. they wrote the words armani exchange and made it look like a periodic table.. then they displayed their jeans in a big test tube.. so coooooool..

so dats basically my day.. nothing much happen this week.. cant wait for tmr.. going out with MS YAH YAH HIPPIE!!!.. haha.... AGAIN! donno why oso... i look forward to going out with her ALL the time.. and everytime when we are together, i feel so happy, so at ease and so comfortable.. YIPPIE!!! tmr got chn class.. i'm geting bored of going for chn class.. but my mumzie paid already.. lazyyyy sia.. nvm la.. after that can see yah yah hippie, i really happie liao... lalala~~~

PS: i placed u in my treasure box and locked it.. threw away the key so that i'll have u for myself forever..

okok.. before i get mushy.. i'd have to say smthing to say... in my previous entry, i called a loyal blogger of mine a 'becok-malay-gal-who-doesnt-wan-her-name-to-be-mentioned-in-my-blog'... i'd still wont mention her name.. but i'd say this.. becok means someone who is really bubly.. and u are very bubly that smtimes the bubbles overflow.. and i'm glad to noe u.. u also very pretty.. actually one of the most prettiest malay girl on campus i've seen... i swear!! if only u werent attached, i'd have wooed u.. hahahha... k la.. i dont sugar u too much la.. later ur head become bigger.. so this is jus to certify that u are one of ali treasure box items... haha.. k la.. keep bloggin aight..

PS: joy has never had an orgasm before..

YOURS TRULY
the sugared lip
ALI

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

DEAR MR JOURNAL

i used to think dat a fun outing with my frens would include a shopping spree followed by cafe visits and arcade games.. i used to think so..

not until today..

i had a wonderful time.. a superbly wonderful time today.. YIPPIE!!! *ali jumps with joy* haha..

today.. sch started at 12.. tqm.. i kinda like tqm lesson cause its easy to understand and the lesson is not boring cause the lecturer makes an effort to make it interesting with quizes and stuff.. so yeah.. kind of fun la.. haha..

next was rwps.. those who haven show mrs lugg the introduction to their report must show by today.. i showed her yesterday.. so, i only need to do some editing.. but most of the time was spent on checking mails, frenster, blogs and stuff.. haha.. so yeah.. another fun 'lesson'..

after sch... i had plans.. was to meet Ms YAHYAH HIPPIE at raffles place.. she stumbled upon a fantastic cafe situated at the cbd area and wanted to try it out.. it was located at F.E.S... i don wanna mention where its located cause i find this place really cool and special and i don wan alot of people to noe bout it.. and this is like my mini hideout.. haha.. but i'll name the cafe.. it was called CHANGING APPETITE.. lovely place.. lovely service.. and lovely deserts.. and wad's even better, i had a lovely company.. YIPPIE!

after that.. we went walk walk along the way to the esplanade... sights were beautiful and i wanted to jus sit down and breathe everything in slowly.. but somebody needed to take a crap.. so we had to rush to esplanade for her to use the toilet.. so i waited outside esplanade nearthe bay and found a lovely spot to sit down.. it was a slighty windy day and it wasnt to sunny either... PERFECT.. so jus sat there and wait.. later yahyah hippie came out.. we jus sat there and talk bout stuff... from sch, class, teachers, relationships and gossips.. haha.. btw.. me and Ms Yahyah Hippie are not together or attached.. she's got her crushes and i've got mine.. but we are jus special frens.. haha.. yeah.. very special.. with blow kisses and all.. lol.. jus simple friends.. =P

so we jus sat there.. i wanted to watch the sunset initially.. but someone rather go home and watch Happy Fish than watch sunset with me.. haiz.. i understand la.. who wans to watch sunset with me right?.. yeah.. some chn drama more interesting.. anyway.. so we jus sat.. and without realising it, it was 6.45.. there's no way in hell she'll reach home in time.. so finally i got to persuade her to stay later.. never got to see the sunset though cause was blocked by tall building.. damn.. so we jus sit and watch the bumboats bustle and the sky changing color.. felt really at ease and happy...

we jus sat ard there for like 1hr plus.. then she really needed to go home cause her cuzzin was at her house and she needed to pass smthing to her and all that stuff.. so yeah.. we went to mrt.. and left on our seprate directions..

found out smthing today and made a certain logic ard it..
at orchard, there's this place called Heeren which is very popular among youngsters.. but it hasnt been having a sale for a long time.. now, there's a pure milk in heeren.. and pure milk is also popular amongst youngsters.. they have stuff that look good and is very popular with youngsters unlike metro.. nobody shops at metro.. it a boring, old, mundane, a terrible lookin place.. everything there is below standard.. and it doesnt compare much to pure milk amongst teenagers.. so thats why there is no metro in heeren.. for heeren has only the most trendiest stuff... and metro jus doesnt fit the bill.. as much as metro wanting to relocate at heeren, it will never be accepted there.. so yeah... logical?.. yeah.. thought so too myself..

PS: anybody noes a nice place in singapore to go watch the sunset?

so dats bout it..

YOURS TRULY
the YIPPIEfied Chillin Machine
ALI

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

DEAR MR JOURNAL

a fren jus told me this.

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:: -wInE-::. says:
i noe it will breaks one heart
.:: -wInE-::. says:
but think abt it tis way..
.:: -wInE-::. says:
if tt person is rather happy being wif someone else or juz being alone..
.:: -wInE-::. says:
but b wif u n not b as happy..
.:: -wInE-::. says:
which option wld u rather choose?
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for me the answer is clear.. i'd choose that she be happier.. its true love.. when u love someone and the person doesnt love u in return.. maybe the person would be happier with someone else rather than you, then so be it.. it hurts.. but its love..

darn, i m sad again.. this sucks..

:ali:
DEAR MR JOURNAL

dear ppl who read my blog, especially maddie, yasi and a becok-malay-gal-who-doesnt-wan-her-name-to-be-mentioned-in-my-blog.. stop bugging me on who the japanese gal is.. i've tried countlessly to forget her and u ppl asking me who she is isnt really helping.. and i wont tell anybody at all who she is also.. so at least feel satisified that no one noes bout this.. well, almost no one.. but anyway.. i think dats it.. oh yah.. when i meant wadeva i write in this blog stay in this blog, it means u dont ask me bout wad i write.. i write, u read.. case closed..

PS: that gerl is not YASI

PS: nothing screams "LOOK AT ME!" more than pokka dots and clevage..

anyway.. in class i was humming this song throughout the entire day.. i had no idea wad the lyrics was but i definitely knew the tune..

Artist: Natalie Cole
Album: Natalie
Title: Mr. Melody

Hey, mr. melody,
you're on my mind constantly
And i think of you the whole day long

Hey, mr. melody,
you mean the whole world to me
Without you i would have no song

Hey, mr. melody,
you got me hummin' to your crazy beat
The more i hear it the more i like it
You really made a hit with me
Mr. melody, mr. melody

You are my melody,
you do the sweetest things to me
Please won't you stay here for all time

You are my melody,
you're just as sweet as you can be
And it's good to know you're mine all the time

Whoah mr. melody,
your lovin' ooh it makes me sing
I like lovin' you, you like lovin' me please don't ever change

Hey, mr. melody,
you got me hummin' to your crazy beat
The more i hear it the more i like it
You really made a hit with me
Mr. melody, mr. melody


****
yay!! now instead of jus humming, i can sing the song.. lalala~~

YOURS TRULY
the professional hummer
ALI
PPL, STOP BUGGING ME WHO IS THAT JAPANESE GERL!!! I GIVE UP!!! I HAD A MAJOR YEAH, MAJOR HUUUUUUUUUUUUGE CRUSH ON YASI SINCE SCH STARTED... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yours truly
I LOVE YASI
ali

Monday, August 02, 2004

DEAR MR JOURNAL

today went for samsung interview.. hope everthing turns out well.. had CB test today.. hope it turns out well too..

i've got smthing to say.. wadeva i write in my blog, stays in my blog.. its a revelation from my innerself and i cant really control it.. so yeah..

YOURS TRULY
the HOPEr
ALI