Thursday, November 29, 2007

hello public

i'm in thailand now!!! and its really really cold at night. shivering cold!!

but thank god there is internet. extremely slow but at least it works.

ok thats all for this update. till then,


Tuesday, November 27, 2007

hello public

its been a while.

still feeling kinda fucked up though. the mood swings been going on a joy ride. everything hasnt been going my way and life just sucks.

they say when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade. apparently, the squeezing of all the lemons to make lemonade has been really exhausting and is taking a toll on me.


today i feel obliged to blog.

tomorrow, i'll be leaving for the land of smiles, ironically unsmiling, due to obligations to national safari. hopefully the 1 month i'll be spending there will past by as quick as possible.

do pray for my safety and health.

obviously as well, this blog will be on hiatus till i return.


i've always had a fondness to those questionaires you find in friendster's bulletin board. and i happen to find something similar when doing some random blog surfing. so here it is.


Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1) travel the world
2) have a life that i'll look back and never say, "damn, i should have done that!"
3) repent and pray to god

Three Names You Go By:
1) sayang to my mum
2) ali joe to my friends
3) ila to werdna

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1) realitee
2) alvin hilton
3) ali joe

Three Physical Things You Hate About Yourself:
1) my complexion
2) my height
3) my big feet

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1) malay
2) chn from my paternal grandparents
3) arab from my maternal side

Three Things That Scare You:
1) death
2) solidarity
3) females with hairy armpits

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1) handphone
2) money
3) nds

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1) some random old tshirt
2) calvin klein boxers
3) guess glasses

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1) mariah carey
2) 30 seconds to mars
3) jewel

Three Of Your Favorite Songs Currently:
1) bleeding love - leona lewis
2) never again - kelly clarkson
3) no one - alicia keys

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1) a best friend
2) trust
3) personal space

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1) eyes
2) hair
3) dress sense

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1) finding new places to eat
2) cooking
3) playing with mimi, my virtual pet

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1) eat subway
2) drink starbucks
3) get a haircut

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1) event planner
2) visual merchandiser
3) buyer

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1) paris
2) japan
3) south pole, to laugh at penguins.

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1) tyra
2) adrianna
3) giselle

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1) i know more about designers than your sister
2) i know what colors matches your skin tone
3) i bake

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1) i have a penis
2) i leave the toilet seat up
3) I pick my nose

Three People You Admire:
1) karl lagerfeld
2) siti nurhaliza
3) that girl who got 294 point for PSLE



till i return. take care.


Sunday, November 25, 2007

Spice Girls - Headlines (Friendship Never Ends)

i'm a closeted spice girl fan and with their big comeback reunion, it definitely brings back nostalgic memories.

i feel like watching spiceworld now.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

i have a date on saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!

with myself.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

'Everybody Hurts' (Corrs Unplugged)

sorry bout the lack of updates. i'm not just in the mood.

till then, whenever then is,


Sunday, November 18, 2007

there goes that big bag of toblerones.

i going to drastic measures now.

bring out the bathroom scales!!!
chocolate makes me happy.

i just ate an entire box of ferrero rocher.

i hope tomorrow's a better day.

or i might need to open that big bag of toblerones.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

hello public

i know most of you by now should be expecting me me to blog about my little demure birthday gathering. and as much as i want too, oh but i cant.


firstly, i havent gotten all the fotos.


secondly, i still have many many posts due for their update. probably when i'm done with all the earlier post, i'll blog about my quiet birthday gathering.

so till then, do expect an entry this weekend but most probably not the boring birthday meetup.

and yeah,

i would like to thank everyone for their well wishes, their presence and their presents, and of course making me a very happy boy on 10nov.

till then


Thursday, November 08, 2007

hello public

you know, one thing i always had a problem with is saying saying goodbyes. i never actually know how to react to having say goodbye to people. a part of me is kinda emotional and i dont want to deal with the whole sad long goodbye. so what i do is pretend that it doesnt bother me that much and say goodbye as though as i'll see the person the following day.

but after the reality sinks in, you feel like an idiot. you tell yourself now that you could have given a proper goodbye.

dont you just hate that feeling. the feeling of knowing you should have done something else instead, only after you've done that thing.

oh how sometimes i wish i could turn back time. but then oh wells.

what i'm trying to convey here is the message of no regrets.

i want to live a life that in the future, i wouldnt look back and say, 'damn, i should have done that'.

so while i'm still young and able. i wanna spend my life partying.

i love to club.

and unlike some nymphos who's only one track mind is to find a pussy or a dick, whichever applies, whenever they go clubbing, mind is more for enjoyment purposes. a club is a place where i can dress up, have fun with friends and dance to the music, or in my case just sway from left to right.

tempting me with a cherry eh? aint gonna work!

a club feels festive to me. and i like that. but i'm not those hardcore type that you'll always see my face on the podium every Mambo night or see me trying to accomplish a melbourne shuffle at zouk.

sheryl & cecilia

this time around, i went with my clubmates, 3 quarter of the TLLM, because coco strongly rejects the idea of clubbing. her ideal evening is more of catching up over flutes of Rose.

and of course. i went to my favouritest club in singapore. ZOUK.

zouk rocks. but a few things annoy me.

firstly, how Phuture is always overcrowded. its so crowded that even sardines find it spacious.

secondly, i hate people who just stand in the middle of the dancefloor and just look around. if you want just want to stand and look, then go to the zoo, not zouk.

thirdly, i hate the no smoking rule. now zouk smell like sweat. PRAY that you dont get the luck of dancing next to someone who has BO.

fourthly, the increasing number of Mats. a mat is like a malay ah bengs. if the chinese ah bengs can stick to their Dragonfly. the Mats should just stay at Dbl O.

fifthly, the new change of coupon system. i used to be able to get my favourite vodka ribena for 1 coupon. but now, they dont even allow coupon. i'm not paying 15bucks for that 1 glass. also, a lot of drinks are becoming 2 coupons. those bastards.

i like the lighting.

well, apart from all these, i still loovee zouk. the music is great and the crowd is fantastic and gorgeous(makes you think on how i actually fit in).

and after a fun night dancing calories away with fabulous guest DJ Sirens, we spoil it all with pratas and ice milo.

after all that dancing and late night supper, the best thing to do is sleeeep till mid afternooon. hahaha!!

everyone has their own way of de-stressing, this is mine.

notice in the following pictures, how i'm totally unaffected by what sheryl is doing. hahahaha!!

well then, till my next entry.

tired feet.