today i had the mother of all headache... a MAJOR huge one.. had it since last nite.. thought maybe i jus needed more sleep.. in the morning... the headache was still there.. it gradually got worser by the minute.. i thought maybe if i jus keep myself occupied, it'll go away.. but NO...... i reached sch.. was dizzy.. need to rest.. everything was kinda like spinning.. so sorry guys that i couldnt contribute dat much to the debate... k la.. anyway.. like dat la..

Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all

love
ali alvin lee

my life is so berzerk.. everything is mixed up.. i hate it.. i like all my things to be nice and organised.. but circumstances hasnt allowed so.. school is definitely taking its toll on me.. well, actually sch's not so busy.. jus that now, we are pressed for time for project dateline.. and ppl are jus aint giving any shit about it.. nobody bothers about a damn project even when its due the next week or even next day... i miss my old project grps.. we used to be those that finish quickly and rehearsed for the presentation.. and i felt really prepared for the presentations.. but now, everything is jus so inpromptu..

i m missing someone so much right now.. yet the person is always busy.. dunno why i miss her also la.. everytime she got project one or either she going out with her frens.. so no time for me.. but hey.. i understand.. and i'll be waiting till u finally got time for me.. i noe u read my blog... =

i used to look forward to projects... now no more.. i used to look forward to come to sch to meet my frens.. now no more.. i used to look forward to going out with my old frens.. now no more.. i used to look forward to presentations... now no more... i used to look forward to sunday morning cartoons.. now no more..

i am no longer me anymore.. i've changed..

PS: i hate changes

=(


love
ali

i found this cool phrases in an email and wish to share it with u guys..

The worst way to miss someone is to be seated by her side and know you'll never have her.

Never stop smiling, not even when you're sad, someone might fall in love with your smile and it'll brighten up their day.

Maybe God wants you to meet many wrong people before you meet the right one, so when this happens, you will be thankful.

Don't cry because it came to an end. Smile because it happened.

Don't struggle so much, best things happen when not expected.

No person deserves your tears, and who deserves them won't make you cry.

love
ali

alos,

today was a very mixed up day.. was depressed, frustrated, happy and exciting..

sch started off really sucky.. i saw pure milk really close to heeren... well, it was actually heeren that was closer to pure milk.. and i do mean VERY close.. sucks.. but i got over heeren anyway.. sigh

continued with Human resource management test which was suckier...

had a break and met my freshmen orientation class.. the whole class was sitting around my table at the canteen.. so kool to get to talk to them.. happy

FMA.. three words.. Fuck My Accounts.. the only way i'd pass this paper is that if iraq would be successful.. which of course, isnt.. depressed

after sch met sharif and wei liat.. happy.. decided to go watch Revenge of the Dim Sum Dollies at the Esplanade Theatre.. calling the show excellent, would jus be an understatement.. overjoyed.. bought the soundtrack and even got selena tan, pam oei and emma( main casts) to autograph it.. coolz.. so exciting.. saw Jack Neo at the play.. cooler..

wei liat went home as he had smthing on.. sucks.. me and sharif decided to go to orchard.. well, it was me that decided la.. sharif was contantly complaining about how his shoes were killing his feet.. he wasnt wearing heels..

had dinner at far east.. service sucks.. food was neutral.. had to squeeze (sit) in between ppl's tables cause not enough space.. waited forever for the bill to arrive.. very frustrated with that place..

i m soooooooooo broke.. sad, frustrated, annoyed, depressed

love,
ali

alos,

i can finally see my updates and my tagboard.. sharif said that his sis's blog also got same prob with the tagboard.. haha.. felt so relieved.. at least i not the only person.. haha.. k la.. i like this new layout.. so refreshing.. haha.. obviously i like la, cause i choose one right.. lol..

well, now is 7.20am in da morning.. class starts at 11 am today.. i woke up exceptionally early today so as to start studying for my tests tomorrow.. haha.. me always so last minute one.. tmr i got human resource management (hrm) test and FMA aka Fuck My Accounts.. haha.. no la.. fma is financial and management accounting.. i hate accts.. dono why must take accts oso.. even if i set up business in the future, i'd rather hire accountants.. we have the accoutancy student in our sch to worry about that.. sheesh.. as much as i hate it, i still have to do it.. so will try my best aight.. TRY... the teacher is actually quite good la.. i kinda prefer him from all my past accts teacher.. although he is rather a bit naggy.. oh well.. maybe VERY NAGGY.. and he calls us boys and girls.. how primary sch is that.. haha.. if only i had in as my first yr accts teacher, maybe my foundation wouldnt be too cracky.. i blame all this on that sharon 'biatch' tan.. haha.. k la.. so now i'm trying to cram as much accts as possible in to my puny pea brain.. and later on the train maybe i read thru hrm notes in the train later.. hrm more jia lat, so many memorising to do.. sigh..

well, i a bit lazy now, dont feel like studying yet.. haha.. oh yah.. today is friday the 13.. i think this is the third one this yr already or smthing.. i heard on radio that 12 is a number on completenes, wholesomenes.. and the number 13 is 1 over completion and thus destroying the wholseomeness of it.. so thats why ius a bad number.. for 12 represent number of months in a yr, number of zodiac signs, number of apostels, numer of greek gods.. bla bla bla.. so u get the idea..

anyway.. wad happen this week ar.. hmm.. nothing much la actually.. a lot of projects, a lot of projects deadlining soon.. so like dat la.. sch's the same.. nothing fun happened... nothing bad happened either..

k.. tmr going out with sharif after my tests.. we gonna go watch Revenge of the Dim Sum Dollies at the esplanade theatre.. but hopefully got tickets la.. cause its a saturday and its their last day of performance.. so i scared later no seats.. kinda looking forward to it.. wah.. the last i time i watched a play was like sec 3 or smthing.. it was at the necessary stage.. cant remember the title though.. but it was very nice.. so looking forward to this.. but we got back up plans, if unfortunately circumstancesdoes not allow us to watch the play then programme will be switched to a movie.. either house of flyin daggers or ella enchanted.. both shows a bit retarded but they are the best of the best of wads in the cinema right now.. so yeah..

omg.. its gonna be 8am soon.. need to go study desperately.. talley ho..

PS: good luck to all those that will be taking the tests on saturday.. u'll need it..

PS: Mr Lee Hsien Loong has been sworn in as the third Prime Minister of Singapore.. suprise suprise *rolls eyes*

love,
ali