Saturday, February 28, 2004

hEl00 public........ welll.. its a saturday... so let me update to you the entire week's hapenings...

firstly monday.... monday no sch cos its CD lesson then we did the practical finish oredi.. i explained this before i think...

hmm... tuesday... tuesday was tutorial... i did all my tutorials on time except for stats... lol... don understand mah... then showed the accounts teacher and the stats teacher my LOA... LOA is 'leave of absence' for short... its like if u cant make it for school due to some reason like MC or somebody die or smthing... like valid reasons la... then u apply for LOA.. u bring ur letter, MC or watever to the grumpy admin attendant at the business office... then fill in the green form... then she stamp the thing for you... she keep the letter or MC while u get to keep the green form... this green form u show it to the teachers u missed class on that certain day and she marks ur attendance as absence with valid reason la... so like dat lor... but then on tuesday i forgot to show the LOA to my IT teacher.. nvm... friday still got class can show...

hmm... wednesday... let see.... lecture day... got econs, accounts and stats lecture... didnt go for econs lecture though... got all ready for schoool... suddenly before was going to leave for school... got stomach ache... so i went to shit lor.... shit so long... then see 8.30+ liao.. late oredi.. how to reach school on time at nine... thought of taking 240... but then come to think of it... i oso dun understand the lesson and the teacher so sianz sianz one...... wad for waste my money... so i ended up taking the train... don care... at least save money... anyway.. since i am oredi late for econs class, i might as well not atend it... from the words of the gracious econs teacher, if u are late u might as well dont come to class... later disturb everyone... and oh... by the way he is an anti-remedial person...people ask for remedial and he said...wad for need remedial... people look down on people who go for remedial... remedial for stupid people... so he don wan create... if u ask me... all i can say is that this civil servant who received wages monthly from money
us which are indirectly their benefactor... anyway.. this meer servant refuse to work outside of his call of duties to help people... heartless and dumb... why dumb because he came up with a crappy reason on why he don wan give remedial... wad to do... economist mah... so must count the time, money, labour and all the opportunity cost involved...

anyway... during the lectures i saw my ex-crush in the lecture hall... yes people... i do have crushes... i am only human.... and by the way... my crush is a gal... if some people somehow derive a certain perception that i am gay... i am not ok... i am straight... but however if u are gay and damn rich, i wouldnt mind being ur little toyboy if u wan... it will be a plus if u r cute... lol... so.. after the lecture got CRS.... critical reasoning skills.. finally everyone in the group was agreeing to the issue that we will be dealing with... so found a good issue to do about... yay... so wednesday was an ok ok day lor.. oo.. ya... got american idol that night... all the performances were great that night.. i love the one by LaToya London especially... i think she'll go far...

so thursday... hmm.. another lecture day... start at 12 finish at 5... saw my ex-crush again in lecture hall... so the whole day was an okok one... nothing much happen...

note to self : forget crush

then... friday.... friday was an okokday... had econs tutorial in he morning... nothing much then except for that i knew nuts bout The Fiscal Policy... so was a bit stoned in class... then got stats practical... nothing much done except for frenster... wrote a testimonial... wrote in bulletin board.. checked mails... played online games... did almost everything except stats... the teacher cant be bothered i think... so after that went to mosque... later came back... went to trung nguyen cafe... its a cafe in sp that i frequent... they have frenly staff and great oreo ice blended... nice ambienec oso...

after that go for ITAB... received results for the frontpage test... damn sucky... expected better but too bad... wads done cant be undone... after dat wanted to go to sp talentime.. it starts at five and ends at god noes wad time...wanted so much to go... but then found out that 10 singer are singing chinese songs while only a measely 3-5 sang english... wad da hell.. forget it... anyway the next day got accounts test and chinese oral.... might as well study... so decided to go home study but then... one of my fren was considering studying outside so in the end we went to jurong entertainment centre's macdonalds to study... there we met a classmate with her bf or issit her ex.. erm... donno la... so ate first then study... study study study then notice it was like 8+ oredi... so decided to call it a day... or a night... lol... anyway.. had a great time that night... and i quote from a song by aerosmith 'every moment spent with you, is a moment is treasure'...;) reached home around 10.30...

now... saturday... woke up at 4+am... wanted to study my accounts... people who noe me well should noe that i have this terible habit of last minute studying... i cant help it.. everytime i say i wanna study, something else crops up... then i dont study till the day before the test.. i start to panic mildly... so i studied accounts... the bloody disposal, petty cash and bank reconcialiation... every question i attempted led to an error.. so frustrating... i hate accounts...

and so it was time for sch... got ready... left for sch... caught a good timing train... yay... reach school.. nicely... not too late not too early.. but on the train i was sooooo stoned... i had only like 4hr+ of sleep mind you... so i reached sch... must put on a happy face... although sleepy must still smile... its like nobody likes to see sad sleepy people... everyone likes happy people... lol.. anyway.. the accounts test was a MAJOR disaster... i cannot do nuts about the fucking bank reconciliation... die die die!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so stressed... i finished like nearly half a tube of mentos during the test....

anyway.. after that got chinese test.. so i went back to the business block... waited like 1 hr for my turn... then ok liao... made many errors in the oral.. the blooody bitch brought some newspaper advertisement on NTUC and ask me to read the price.. then she was like plus this and this and this together and wad u get... like i am a math eediot... helllo.. if like ur advertisement was on like some clothes sale it was ok la but this had pictures of fish and vegetables with such irritating number to count.. i made so many counting errors... anyway... but overall was ok... after the test.. i go home lor...

at home i sleep... suddenly i was awaken by noises... so much noise.. not like sound of music or smthing this was like sound of people in very damn loud voices... it was jus my parents... my father and mother was like quarelling bout smthing... but like thats normal.. but then i heard smthing about me.. my father was blaming my mum about me for smthing... thats normal again.. but like wad is it this time.. so i went out to check out wad the racket was all about.. ooo... bad move... apparently they have received a letter from my poly on my unsatisfactory attendance on a certain subject... omg... that dreaded letter... then they scold scold scold.. so knncbljtmd.... they thought like i gonna get kicked out of poly or smthing... so it was really a earful... nag me to study... nag nag nag.. but that normal too... but like... the unsatisfactory letter was an unfair one... soooooo unfair..... haiz.... i hope they in better moood tmr... they still nagging on my com usage.... must not use too much... or esle later they cut more worse... haiz... so sucky...

haiz.. anyway... i thinks thats it lor... my one week holiday start liao... monday got class outing to sentosa.. i wanna go... but i doubt it that i can... especially with the fucking letter... now my whereabouts are more controlled... haiz.... sianz.. anyway.. at least i can have a break for a while from studies but its like this holiday it more of a study week for me... i need to catch up on topics that i dont understand... i hope i can...

so like thats it lor... anyway public... like smtimes i got nothing to update, i will like put down a poem to read.. this poem are either written by me or i find it somewhere and i find that somehow i can relate to them.... so enjoy it... anyway... till next time... nites




Wednesday, February 25, 2004


What Flavour Are You? Mmm, I am Lemon Flavoured.Mmm, I am Lemon Flavoured.


I am bitter and twisted. Expect from me acerbic humour and sharp commentary. While I may seem nasty at first, I'm actually quite good company if I like you, so long as you don't mind a bit of cutting to the chase. What Flavour Are You?
hEl00 public... it has been a couple of days since my last update and i'll try to update whenever i find time... i'll try to squeeze in a little something...

so... how was life? life is fine... nothing practically happens in life anymore... everyday is as mundane as yesterday and vice versa...

i don't really have anything to update, so i'll leave you with a poem...

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to have and not to hold
so hot yet so cold
my heart is in your hand
and yet you never stand
close enough to have my way

to love but not to keep
to laugh not to weep
your eyes go right through
and yet you never do
anything to make me want to stay

like a moth to a flame
only i am to blame
what can i do
i go straight to you

i've been told
you're to have but not to hold
to look but not to see
to kiss but never to be

the object of your desire
i'm walking on a wire
and there's no one at all
to break my fall
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till next time, goodnight

Sunday, February 22, 2004

hEl00 public... well.. it has been a week since i updated my blog... the thing here is that i have not been updating because like there's nothing to update on... nothing interesting happen either on monday, tuesday, wednesday, thurday, friday or even saturday... but i'll try to squeeze out maybe a short update kk... for my loyal blogger'sake...

basically... monday... hmm... no school cause we had character dvelopment lesson practical done last week... since we have done the full 10hrs of community service thjere'll be no classes till after the 1 week sch holiday... but still i went to sch to finish up a case study project... so that was like it... ooo... yah... i had a sudden high fever... so i went to the doctor... got a bloody antibiotic jab and got MC... hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so... tuesday... basicallly woke up at 12...watch tv... went downstairs to buy food... watch tv again... slept... play computer... soooooooo boring..........

then... wednesday... got lectures... then got CRS aka critical reasoning skills... form groups fror a project... then go home...

thursday... sch start at 12... got lectures till 5... dats it lor..

friday...tutorials day... got ITAB test... thing i am soooo gonna flunk and suck at this test... i HATE IT!!!

saturday... got chinese class... saturday was also the Islamic New Year... so went to mosque... then went to eldest uncle's house...

well.. today is a sunday... woke up at 10... watch selamat pagi singapura... the malay version of good morning singapore... 10.30 got REM... 11 got justice league... 11.30 got spongebob squarepants... 12 got totally spies.... 12.30 got my fav show... lizzie mc guirre..lol.. 1 got hindi movie... but not nice one... so never watch... so went to my room and played the sims while listening to britney spears... and also singing to it... the thig with britney spears is that she moans thru her song cause she cant really sing... but she has nice beats... so it makes it really good for people like me who cant sing to sing along... such songs actually make ur voice feel so good... anyway... nothing else happen...

so like i said ppl.. there have been nothing really to update for my blog... soo sorry if u looked forward for my updates frequently... the thing is that my life isnt soo interesting that it has stuff to talk about everyday... so.. ppl... tmr again no sch since its only CD lesson... so be goin sch on tuesday which is tutorial day... so better start doing my homeworks... sianzzzzzzzz......

so... jus like to say... thanx for ur constant support and i'll be sure to update if anything really interesting happens in my life.... till then... toodle loo...
hEl00 public... its now 1 am... zzz... i try to update soon k.. promise..****** zzZZZZzzzZZzZzZZzZZzZZZZ

Saturday, February 14, 2004

hEl00000 public...... today is VALENTINE"S DAY...... no special event happening for me though... but i had a wonderful time today... i'll get to that part later...

so where did i last stop updating... hmm.. i think i talk bout friday kk... friday was a nice day... had class... everything happy happy... since it was valentines day eve.. i was suprised that people in the class started givin out sweet treats... like chocolates, cookies, and wrapped gift stuff... so it was cool.. i got valentine presents in sch... never had that in my previous sch though... maybe because it was an all guys sch... anyway... so i felt oblige to get the gals something... as a nice friendship gesture... so after my friday mosque, i went to a shop to buy lollipops for everyone.. including the guys...

btw.. our school gave out free pink or red balloons in conjunction with the valentines day celebration... after sch... i went out with 2 of my classmates.. they wanted to look for stuff to buy for the class on valentines day... so we went to causeway point... we had dinner at burger king... after dat miss pinky cute had to leave cause she had smthing on later in the night... so i was left with miss cute squirrel... we went to look for a gift that she wanted to give to one classmate... haiz... so jealous... so we ended up getting something at kiddie palace... then we saw toro and shuwei.... miss cutie squirrel will understand.... lol... anyway.. i had a great time that night... at least i get to spend valentine's eve with someone special... lol..

now.. saturday... well i have chinese class at 9am... but since i have statistics test later at 11 i might as well skip it... so i used the time to actually study my stats... anyway.. stats was a horror... apart from that.. after the test still got people give out valentine's present...

i already had plans for the afternoon after my stats test... so i went to meet my friends directly after sch.. we met at city hall.. and to my initial horror one of my friend was wearing the exact same shirt as me... omg!!! but after a while i jus got used to it.. and looked cool mah.. very couple... lol... anyway... then we went to have lunch.. well we had lunch at NOOCH at citilink... the chinese had the food while the malays only had drinks... the place not halal mah.. but we go out to celebrate our friend's 2 month belated bdae so nvm la... the food there were a bit ex.. i ordered ice cream that cost 6 bucks... which i thought maybe we could share it among ourselves... but to my expected horror, it was only one scoop of vanilla with choco chip... lol...

anyway.. we decided to go to merlion park after the food... we went there to take photos... for memories sake... lol... we took some nice photos there... my friend opened his presents.. cool.. i hope he was happy... never could tell the reaction so clearly anyway.. so after that one guy had to leave cause he had plans for later... so only three of us left.. so we went to have erm.. something u may call an early dinner... we went to magic wok... it was a halal thai-chinese restaurant... i had the seafood noodle soup... then we had black pepper beef hotplate... now got bird flu mah.. cannot eat chicken.. so order beef la... then my friend had pineapple rice again.. as we were eating we looked through the photos that we have taken... we had desert after dat.. the ambience there was cool cause they had lighted candles on the table... very romantic...

after the early dinner, it was time to burn calories.. so we decided to go arcade... along the way i met my sp classmate... she was with her bf... so we went the the arcade... we played DDR... lol.. i htink i getting to old for such games... getting tired liao after a few rounds... anyway.. so we decided to play para para after that... lol.. i know wad u ppl are thinkin rite now... what the hell, para para?!?!? lol... well.. i am a para para addict.. i play it once in a while to ease the addiction... lol... silly but true.. then we played a lot of rounds of para para.. after that still got money in the card.. so we play those puzzle games.. like spot the diff and stuff.. so we finish the card money liao... then now we getting tired.. so the belated bdae boy wanna go home cause meeting parents later at outside.. so now left two of us... we were tired.. so we went raffles place... sit down at orange julius... then we went home liao... so like dat lor my whole day...

now, since its valentines day... it doesnt only mean a day for lovers... its also a day for friends... i jus like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who have visited my blog regularly for constant updates... without ur support, this blog wont function... as it no longer has its purpose.. so thanx... i also wanna to take this opportunity to cherish and treasure all my friends whether new or old or even future.. your friendship is much greatly appreciated... i wouldnt be who i am today without u guys... u all played a role in my life... no matter how big or how small it was, it was an important role... without u, i would be incomplete... so thank you very much...

enough with the pleasantries... now... we have to part... but look forward for my next update kk... so, i'll jus like to say... toodles....

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

hEl00 public... well today is wednesday... nothing much happen today... had 3 lectures and a boring class...

after that we had our 'options talk'... this is when some of the lecturers from their respective modules came to give a talk... well, let me explain... i take business.. in the second yr, we have 4 options of which subject we would most prefer to specialise in... the options are marketing, retail, tourism and supply chain/logistics... so lecturers came out and promoted their courses... it was an interesting talk.. however i am still uncertain on wad specialisation should i conform to... anyway after that i went home... so dats practically my whole day..

this saturday got statistics test.. haiz... i haven even start studying for it yet... too lazy... anyway... till my next update, tata... i'll leave you with the lyrics to a song thats currently in my head right now...

THE ONE

verse 1
see i'm goin thru a situation
that i cant help
wanna get a little closer
but i promise myself
that i would never
give my heart
away again

i noe its hard
but u gotta understand it
the truth is
all the hurt and the pain
and the shit that u get
when u have it
aint worth it
i've been there so many times
i should noe better but i
cant stop what i feel
when u're next to me
i really think i

chorus
finally found somebody
that could be the one
but i promised myself
i wouldnt give in to love
and im scared
and im nervous
dont wanna be hurt anymore
this is bad
cause i noe that u're da one

verse 2
see the problem with relationship
in general
is that its always a game
in the beginning they'll do
anything to have you
and once they do
its never the same
and i know that everyone out there
can relate
so the question is
one: do i really wanna trust this feeling
two: do i wanna let it pass me by
three: do you think its only superficial
four: could it actually be different this time
someone to love me
someone to be my everything

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Tuesday, February 10, 2004

hEl000 public.. well today is a tuesday also known as tutorial day.. that means i had tutorials only for the whole day.. it was sooo boring..

anyway, let me update you about the past few days of my life.. well, where did we last stop... hmm.. if i am not wrong, i think my last update was done during my statistics IT lesson.. lol.. anyway.. i jus have to conclude that the open house was one great event and i enjoyed very much the small part i had played in the big event.. so, on dat saturday i had my chinese class from 9 to 11.. it was ok, just O.K... every lesson is starting to look familiar... lol.. could jus be deja vu... anyway, after chinese class i went to visit my buddy whose working at the CD Rama at orchard mrt... i visited him for a while and had lunch together.. after that i was suppose to meet some of my frenz at 3+ and he had to continue work... so cool.. at least i get to see him and talk to him after like quite some time...

ok, i dont think sunday was an interesting day to talk about.. well i jus sat at home and played the sims and went out in the evening for dinner... dats all.. so, i think lets proceed with monday... well monday has got to be a fun filled day... it was our CD practical... CD here refers to chracter development.. its jus a moduyle we have to take in poly... its like CME... so for our practical we had to help this women and children cancer foundation collect funds... and wad other way can they do it except for collecting donation in a can or a wooden box in our case... this activity is also much known as flag day... apart from the moronic belief that flag day is only to be held before 9 of august so as to maximise sales of flags... it is about going aound to ppl and colecting donation.. well the flags refers to the annoying stickers given out to those who have generously donate...

for our group, we have decided to go collect donations at raffles place and city hall area.. we believed that this place have many working class people and since it is located in the central bereau district, we would have gained more money.. well, boy were we wrong.. at raffles place, where everyone either walked around with their louis vuitton wallet or their gucci bags had not much to offer us... wad do they have in their highly priced wallets? hell money... they cant even spare to put in at least a measely one dollar... everyone was jus completely oblivious to our presence there... it was very much annoying to collect donations where the people jus stare at you or pretend u're not there... i had to resist the countless urge to scream vulgarities, not english ones but hokkien ones as this people were jus too dumb to understand "would u like to donate to the cancer foundation sir/mam"... maybe something in a crude dialect would be much appreciated to them... on my behalf..

anyway we walk to the merlion parkv and esplanade to take fotos and also collect donations along the way... we needed a break... so we went to walk around having some drinks and mild shopping... so we continued later collecting donations outside of raffles city... the crowd was good and so was the donations.. finally we were beginning to be more enthuthiastic about collecting more donations... everything was going well until this motherfucking son of a damned arsehole security guard said that we needed permits to do it there.. we showed him our certification letter which allows us to collect donations.. but this moron said that it wasnt enough.. we got discourage and enraged... but wad can we do.. he had the authority and we had erm.. the donation boxes... so we waited at the taxi stand for our CD teacher to come and check on us... and then she jus said we cant do anything about that arsehole so we have to find another spot.. so we told her we gonna do it at suntec there.. she said good luck.. and she was off to see the other groups.. while at suntec we had so much fun and stuff.. so we left the place at around 6+... and went to our respective homes...

on reaching home i started to feel my body aching... but it was ok cause it was all for a good cause... after that i started on my homework that i had to pass up the day before... after that it was time to catch the grammy's on tv.. so i watched it from 10 to 1am... it was worth it... the performance were marvelous and the winners, most of them deserved thier trophies... i was looking forward to the performance by christina aguilera... when it was her turn to perform, it was nice erm... jus.. nice... but i have to give my compliment to the big winner of the day, Beyonce.. she bagged 5 awards and her performance of the song 'dangerously in love' was jus spectacularly mesmerising... it was wonderful and the vocals were superb not to mention that everything was performed live... so it was wonderful..

nothing much happen in sch today so i wouldnt brood about it... so till next time... toodle lee hee hoo hee hoo.. lol.. peace

Friday, February 06, 2004

hEl00 public... well now i am in my computer lab in SP... well since like 14 out of 21 pupils... are not in class because they are doing the Sp tour thing... btw... since yesterday till saturday, SP is holding an open house for the public... well yesterday it was my turn to be on duty... well i was stationed at the book a tour booth... this meant that we had to bring people around... i worked from 9 to 5 jst to earn my 6 cca points... but itwas really really fun.. i actually enjoyed bringin people around the school... and getting to meet new people. to me it felt really greatdoing this although i felt damn tired afterwards... but i dunno i jus felt great.. lol.. freako....

anyway... if u're wondering why i am able to do this in my stats IT class... well this is because the teacher didnt feel like teaching cause only 6 people are in the class ... so he said free time... s like i am upating my blog... people are playing yahoo games and some are just checking their mail.. well i c onsider this fun day then.. today class starts at 9 am for econs class... but then i was too tired due to yesterday touring so i end up sleeping... lol...

then i woke up and notice it was 10 so i had to take the cab... it cost me 8 bucks.. i reached sch on time for my 11 o clock stats IT class.. but now i m feeling a bit nasueating... this is due to the fact that the cab driver had some god-damn-strange air freshner in the cab.. or was it jus his body odour.. so i had to suffer in silence... i would have gladly offer him a bottle of deoderant but then i thought maybe a bath would be better...
anyway it's gonna be 12 son and i have to help out at the ook a tour booth again today cause they lack man power.. i dont mind helping cause i am gonna get 2 cca points and also because i enjoy such events... lol..

so i have to stop updating now... so till the next time.. whenever i am free i'll update it again... tata...

Sunday, February 01, 2004

hEll0 public... apparently i haven been updating my blog for quite some time... i apologise for the delay if it was of any inconvenience... the main reason of my absence is that i have practically no time to update my blog... whenever i come back from sch i'll be too tired to do anything.. so i end up sleeping... i need to have my full 8 hours of beauty sleep nightly to keep me sane... anyway.. so this whole week has taken a toll over my meek body... i need to sleep and rest...

anyway... today was hari raya haji... apart from the wide believe that hari raya is to celebrate the malay new year, this is a sheer result of being ignorant... i will explain in brief(not underwear) wad both hari raya means... firstly its hari raya puasa also known as hari raya eidulfitri... this is the one celebrated around the december region... the 'puasa' in hari raya puasa here means 'fasting'... fasting is not eating or drinking for about 14 hours... so hari raya puasa is too celebrating the fulfillment of the fast.. there's also a reason behind it but it would be too long to elaborate... so if u wanna knoe go ask ur malay frenz... hari raya haji in the other hand... refers to celebrating the pilgrimage to the holy land in Mecca... it is also known as hari raya korban where the korban refers to sacrifice... a sheep is slaughtered and the meat are given to the needy... a sheep cost around 200+ bucks to be slaugtered... so usually around 100+ people will be sacrifising this sheeps on this day.. the sacrifice is done in the mosque itself... it is either performed or viewed by the person who bought it... theres also a deeper story to it.. so if u wanna know go ask ur malay frenz...

next... i have to stress this... hari raya puasa or haji is NOT a new year for the muslims... they are based on dates calculated by the muslim calender... so, if another bloody neighbour of mine start wishing me happy new year again, i am so gonna shove that spicy curry up their nostrils... hari raya is jus a day of celebration...

anyway... i'll talk bout todays hari raya.. went to my eldest uncle house... had tonnes of food... and i am not exagerating on the tonnes of food... jus looking at the food can give u high blood pressure... but you can never resist the temptation.. anyway its jus once a year... or twice.. had some games... won some prizes... had more food... yada yada yada... so it was like dat for the whole day.. nothing much happen... so watched tv... then we watched my cousin's engagement video... it was so cool.. so dat was about it la...

anyway... i dunno wad to say already... so i'll update when i have the time.. pls leave ur comments in my tagboard.. i'll still check it if i have time during my IT lessons... lol.. so till next time.. have an enjoyable weekend... peace out..