Sunday, May 30, 2004

Dear Mr Journal,

here are some fotos that i took on the previous wednesday during the outing i had with samuel and aunpeng aka darell..


an idiotic pose of me taken when i was merrily enjoyin my lemon tea


here is me with samuel


caught in the act of acting cute... muahahaa!!!


me an darell posing for a quick snap infront of OG

yours truly,
ali

Friday, May 28, 2004

Dear Mr Journal,

i am currently talking to my foneflirting friend, Ms Winnie Lee... i loooooooooooooooooooove you sooooo much!!!!!!!!!!! muacks my dear.... ;)

here is the neoprints i took sharif... enjoy... i get my fren scan more la if i meet her...



neoprints i took with sharif

yours truly,
ali

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Dear Mr Journal,

yesterday was a wednesday and i went out with a couple of my friends, Samuel and Darell... i noe their names sounds somewhat alike but they are not by anyway related...

supposedly, i was suppose to go out with another different couple of frens but somehow someone had a doctor's appointment on the exact day, so we had to postpone the outing YET AGAIN... anyway... to this people and one of them is a loyal visitor of my journal, i definitely look forward to next week's outing... but i wouldnt raise my hopes on it though... just in case... ;)

okok... back to wednesday's day... i woke up in the morning at almost 11am.. results was to be out dat day at 8.30am... but i couldnt care less... i was actually expecting them to have this sign up there at the results webpage " WE ARE SORRY, YOU HAVE FAILED ALL YOUR MODULES... except for CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT and CRS"... so didnt really anticipate the results coming out... so i checked it out... i went to the webby and logged in... and click the results page... to my disbelief, i saw something that brought me to tears and i tell you NOTHING brings me to tears that easily... why the tears?... because i saw this little yellow smiley at the top of the page and it says "YOU"VE PASSED"... "YEAH BABY... GOD DAMN IT, YOU PASSED YOU LITTLE LUCKY ASSHOLE"... the last part was not there of course... i was seriously in disbelief... i read thru that thing twice and checked out whether it was really my name... and i also relogin thrice to make sure i saw it correctly... and the results were all the same... its been ages since i had tears of joy... and darn it felt great...

then i couldnt sleep liao... so decided to call Samuel to remind him about our friday's outing... we are gonna go to Marine Parade Community Centre to give support to an old friend of us, Kim Leng aka Secretary of Media Resource Library... lol..he was also one of my closest fren in the library and he used to help me alot with the promotion and the publicity stuff that i had to dealt with in the library.. anyway.. he called me and asked me whether i wanted to go MPCC to watch a play... he's now in Temasek JC and currently has taken up a certain Drama Club thiny as his CCA... so i was like.. "cool".. then i said its fine with me since i had nothing on but with one condition, i didnt wanna go alone.. so i called samuel and he agreed to join me.. xie xie.. anyway... so i asked him wad role will he be playing in the play... and here is the catch... he's not acting, he'll be doing behind the scenes thingy... well.. interesting...hmph.. but nvm la.. so long havent seen him... so might as well jus go and support la.. anyway its jus 10 bucks to help local talents... so i hope that i will have a great time...

anyway... met samuel and darell(aun peng) at Plaza Singapura around 2++... i tell you ar plaza sing is like sooooooo boring... TO THE CORE... nothing to do there at all.. so we left for the rest of orchard... went heerens.. the annex still under renovation... so we walked to far east... but then raining so we had no choice but go lucky plaza lor... jus walk walk there... go watsons play with the hair products... samuel had seriously damaged hair but he couldnt give a damn about going for treatment... his excuse? he's going to NS this june and he's hair will be gone... enough said.. but still we needed something to help with that wispy dry damaged hair of his... see la.. this is wad happen when u go some ulu ulu place to color ur hair... dear ppl i have learnt this the hard way... i had damaged hair once and going for treatments monthly that cost $85 per visit isnt such an easy thing... so i've learnt to always condition ur hair and go for treatment every few months la.. to have lovely soft hair like mine, u have to work for it... anyway.. at watsons, we sprayed this magic water from lucido on his hair and whoopie doo, it was nice.. his hair doesnt look damage... interesting... made quite a difference to his hair with this little spray... hmm.. then they had some new loreal wax thingy and he used that too after receiving professional hair styling tips from ahem... me... lol.. so he happy happy... then we went far east cause the raining has ceased... very huungry la so went for dinner... at some food court at the top floors of far east.. its called rose restaurant or smthing... cheap food and very nice... had laksa with chicken and cockles... omg... it was heavenly so thick and creamy and spicy... ooo... imagine the number of calories i have to burn jus for eating that bowl of laksa... then we saw people ordering you tiao and darn it looks nice... first we ordered a $3 plate... then we eat... wah... so nice sia.. then like still want some more lei.. so we ordered another $5 plate and yeah that felt great... wah nice food and everything... happy happy yummy yummy.. lol.. then we fat ppl wet to walk walk.. wanted to do some light hearted shopping.. lol.. then after a while we decided to go take neoprints... yippie.. same machine again... and since got a slight queue we got enough time to come up with 8 different poses.. muahaha... so funny poses... then take liao... nice nice... i love that machine i tell you.. u cant see any of my pimples in the photo and i look fairer.. lol.. nice nice.. so then we all happy with the fotos... then like 8.30 liao so like that night got american idol so must go home early.. so we bid farewell and went our seperate ways... so thats it..

at night i was expecting to watch the battle of the divas on american idol... yeah.. so they had this recap thing on the past years of american idol and why it's such a phenomenon.. so then at 11 it started... they each had to sing three songs... two of their own choices and one called I BELIEVE written by Tamyra Gray, a season one third place finalist.. so diana performance were a bit tweaky... i like diana alot cause she has this major powerful vocals... but somehow yesterday night's perfomance was a bit off.. she looked tired or smthing... however, fantasia who i have been rooting for to win american idol gave a stunning performance... her first song wasnt too well liked.. but her performance of SUMMERTIME was exceptional and then the performance of her rendition of I BELIEVE was so gospal especially with the choir accompanying her... nice... my guess would be fantasia wins it.. but anything couldnt happen... america could be racist again... lol.. but may the best win la..

so i think dats it for this entry... this saturday at 6.30pm on Channel I got SPICEWORLD the movie... lol... i love the spice gurls, their songs la i mean.. but they also had this amazing characterisation among each other.. so it was very well packaged girl group... but donno why ppl started to dont like the spice gal... they had great songs and great hits.. but the movie was a bit off la.. but still nice to see if u were once a fan... lol.. so catch it kk.. lol.. anyway.. feel sleepy so maybe i ed my entry now... so till next time, sayonara...

oh yeah... btw... pics of yesterday outing will be out soon when i receive it from samuel.. but for now... i oni got one pic i took yesterday... cause my battery suddenly went flat.. so here my face yesterday..



yours truly,
ali


Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Dear Mr Journal,

i've been thru trying times and somewad i am now recovering... however i think my insomnia is coming back again... i cant get to sleep today... i was tossing and turning in bed... yet my eyes were not sleepy... maybe i jus had too much sleep during the day that now at night i dont feel sleepy anymore... this is bad... i do not wan to be a nocturnal creature(no offence to anyone) but somehow sleeping late will affect ur health and create those nasty eye bags that i so wan to be gone... so maybe i'll try to increase activities in the day so that i'll be more tired and dire need of a good night's rest... and watching tv would not be considered an activity... and also i must refrain from sleeping like around 3-4am everyday...this is bad... my limit will be 12am... i'll try... yeah...

well... i went to joie de vivre yeterday... it was a meridian jc symphonic band's solo debut performance... i was there basically to support a few frens... sharif, joel, jun yang and eugene... these people were kinda my close cliques in secondary sch therefore its only rational that i go and give my fullest support to my frens who are performing... i went there with vineson(pronounce as vincent)... wei liat was suppose to join us but had urgent last minute plans... so nvm la...

so me and vineson met at city hall mrt at 6.30pm... concert was to start at 7.30pm at the Victoria Concert Hall so we decided to be early as we didnt want to rush there... so kool... i havent had my dinner though... and was feeling rather hungry but thought maybe can find an eatery along the way and i could probably grab something to munch along the way... but, unfortunately we passed by none... on the way to vch, i saw nadia... she was outside cafe cartel and my guess would be that she's working that night... i jus waved hi... then we continued walking and we somewad reach vch a tad bit early... hmm.. maybe around 45 mins early...

so we just sat at the entrance hoping to see any of our frens... called sharif... and he came out with jun yang... talked to them for a while and they had to make a move for preparations... it was a bit of a letdown to see sharif's hair styled the usual manner... we both went the extra mile to find a nice hairstylist to cut his hair a few days before that and it looked really great on him... something really refreshing to see.. and he too from wad i see was really happy with it... we even took neoprint on that day... lol.. will try to include it next time if i can find someone to scan the neoprints for me... anyway that day was a friday, also the day before some bollywood extravaganza thingy at the indoor stadium and thats when we saw one really famous bollywood actor, Amitabh Bachan... he's like the Sean Connery of Bollywood... so there was a huge crowd outside this hotel where he had an autograph signing session for his book... so really cool... i actually got to see a huge celebrity up close...

anyway... back to vch... after sharif and jun yang left... we stumped into joel and eugene... yippie... havent seen them for ages... felt good to see them again... exchanged a few words and they too had to rush for final preparations... then its like we still had 30 mins left... was feeling rather hungry and went to the cafeteria dwnstairs... the food was definitely overcharged but since they were like the only cafeteria in that building, they could afford to do that... so, bought myself a snickers bar that cost me 2bucks.. then the concert was about to beign so we went to get out seats... as the tickets were said to be sold out, a full house was expected, so better grab seats fast... so got our seats... the first piece played by the band was La Quintessenza by the famous Johan De Meji... i have to say that i am not quite a fan of Mr Johan's pieces and there are quite boring... and this piece was no exception... i would have to say that the opening piece didnt really set a good mood... however the rest of the pieces before the 2nd half were nice and quite ok...

then, it was interval... got to meet all of them at the overlycrowded ticket booth... so didnt really get to get a whole group photo... but at least got to see them okok la... they kinda received a lot of flowers from their other frens and joels received a nice gourd and even carrots.. lol... didnt got them anything cos like.. hello? i m paying to watch u ppl play here... i think that gratitude enough... lol... anyway... went back in... then they had these ensembles... it was kinda nice la... a bit funny for the different groups...

then they played a piece that i'd have to say was my favourite piece of the nite... Japanese Graffiti 5... it was very nice... quite up tempo and jazzy at parts... sounded a bit oddly malay at some tunes... lol... the rest of the songs were nice too like First Love and American Graffiti 12... but i prefered another version of American Graffiti... anyway... the second half of the concert was the better half... the conductress, Ms Sia was ok but a bit to consistent with her movement... so thats it la.. they only had one Encore performance...i was really hoping for Concerto De Amore... as it is my favourite band piece.... but they played something else.. so we left after the whole thing...

darn it, i missed FRIENDS... but at least i had a great day... hopefully we can get a gathering of everyone again one day... sounds delightful...

my results will be out tmr... kinda tensed up, but i noe i'll probably fail a few... cause i didnt really perform my best for this exam... so, will soo not look forward to studying for the sub papers... sigh... k la... people wish me luck kkz...

*here are some fotos for your viewing pleasure


this is the band perfoming from my view


more of the band from my view


sharif and vineson during the interval


me and sharif during the interval


joel with his green gourd and flowers


the trio amigos


the clarinet ensemble...

**well people that the only fotos i have... terrible quality la... cos we sitting not so near the stage... but hopefully, u could get a feel of how the buzz was like yesterday... so i think thats it for this entry...

yours truly,
ali
hihi... jus came back from joie de vivre just now... it was meridian jc band concert... went there to show support to a few good frens from montfort who are performing there... it was a great performance overall... had a great time meeting those frens that i haven seen since we parted in from secondary sch... took some fotos... will update some here soon... well... kinda feeling sleepy... so maybe i'll give a fuller update with exclusive(lol) fotos soon... till then, au revoir...

[ps: Siti Nurhaliza's new album called Prasasti Seni is out and it's another fantastic album yet again... to those who do not noe who she is, she is the no1 malay singer with countless awards and she recently performed two Theresa Theng songs at some award show in Taiwan... and yah... Avril Lavigne's new album called Under My Skin is out today or i mean yesterday... this new album is very punk pop... u can listen to her whole album at mtv.com... so check it out...]

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Saturday, May 22, 2004



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hEl00 public... i've somewad regained much of my sanity... and currently undergoing treatment and medication for not being myself during the past week... but, i m still undergoing treatment... i'm taking life bit by bit and day by day... and finally i will emerge from my coccoon and rise majestically as a beautiful butterfly... life is like a bed or roses... beautiful yet thorny... we just have to focus more on the beauty of the roses... the thorns will always be there... but why should we focus on that... we have many choices in life... and its up to us to decide them... and so to all my fellow bloggist remember when something brings you down, always look on the happier and brighter side of life... everything will turn out fine... we are all like different colors, yet we somehow get along together and form this beautiful set of colors called the rainbow... rainbows are a beautiful creation... if u notice, after every downpour, every storm, the sun will reappear... and then the rainbow... shining its beauty towards the land... i believe that at the end of a rainbow there is a pot of gold only if u can find the end of rainbow... rainbows dont have an ending... and a pot of gold cannot be obtained just like dat... we have to work for it... okok... maybe the medication is taking its toll on me... i still haven regained much of the enthutiasm in blogging about everyday life, in detail... maybe if the time comes.. i will.. but for now... i m still admiring the rainbow...

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

<><><>~~~***[TOMORROW]***~~~<><><>

***so long to all my pain~~~
***goodnight to my heartache~~~
***goodbye sorrow~~~
***i wont cry no more~~~
***i'm leaving tommorrow~~~

***the sun will finally shine on me~~~
***and the clouds will drift away~~~
***there's something thats instore for me~~~
***that's my brighter day~~~

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Saturday, May 15, 2004

fellow bloggists... this few days i'll be in no mood to post anything... dats y u see even though i holiday, i never post anything everyday... so i'll jus give u lyrics to songs or poems, or smthing i write... this is like my little posts... so go figure... this lyric post here describe wad i am feeling somewhat... i think... aiyo... i donno wad to think already la... so if anybody free and want to go out for kopi... feel free to ask me...

I've gotta go, find another direction.
I've gotta go, I wanna get your attention.

I am so sorry that it went this way.
I just can't hold on anymore.
The feeling's gone, I must move on.
There's nothing left worth fighting for.

I can't love you anymore, anymore.

Go. Find what you're looking for.
Go. You've lost me that's for sure.

I've gotta go, find another direction.
I've gotta go, I wanna get your attention for once.

I've never been in love before.
But this is where it has to end.
I just can't love you anymore.
Don't even want you as a friend.

I can't love you anymore, anymore.

Go. Find what you're looking for.
Go. You've lost me that's for sure.

It all started in another dimension.
You may have took my breath, you didn't take my dedication.

They say that love is blind.
I've never been the leaving kind.

I've gotta go, find another direction.
I've gotta go, I wanna get your attention for once.


i should be a songwriter... quit business maybe... be a geisha... i donno... wads wrong with my life.... why did i take business... should have migrated to japan and sold curry fish head... the world's a plastecine ball... and my feet is sinking in... results gonna come soon... maybe thats the reason why i have distorted my little pea brain... i am afraid... afraid to fail... but i am to blame of course... i am not stupid... but somewhat i was stupid not to focus in class... well... i had a policy of no regrets for things i've done.. but i somehow cant keep that up... i regret not studying well for my Os... then i didnt get good results... then i couldnt get in the course i wanted... and then i had no other options but choose another course that was somewhat similar to my dream... but was a lousy place to study in... i didnt get that too.. so i got to my second choice.... stoop[id business course... i hated math.. now i take subjects that i totally have no interest in... should have studdied harder and gone to jc... maybe at least the stress would have kept me sane... now... i am tooo free.. ppl... poly is soooooooo boring that u practically have a life... should have join lasalle... took fashion design and escape to milan and worked for versace or dolce and gabbana... but no... i had to do stuff like this i donno why oso... so now i in poly, not stress, but regretful... regret going poly? nope... maybe yes... i donno.... well... that's like a little excerpt from my regretful academic life.... now go oon to my normal life... wait i dont have a life... i go sch, sit at home play com and watch tv... well.. maybe u call that life... but like i do noe there are people who are living worser off than me... oh like for fucking jesus christ sake... i don care... i cant wait to be rich... get plastic surgery... and plan suicide bombing... well.. news yesterday... palestinian bombed irael, 3 died... israel retaliated and attacked palestine... 23 dies... omg... and israel is complaining of peace talk not working... aargh.. the cruel agony and irony... this world is like a lump of shit with dung beatles governing it... where is god... why is there pain and suffering... why is there war... why are people homeless... maybe they should have the general elections to elect the more likely candidate to be god... sometimes i say that god is narcissitic... look at me... think of me... pray before me... LIKE... OK... we get it already... while u are getting people adorning you, we might as well solve this little mess u've created on earth... maybe we shouldnt blame god... maybe should should juss blame adam or eve... either one of these stoopid buffoons for eating that poison apple or smthing... and because of their romance and love or smthing... we are now on earth... all ur fault... fuck you eve... dumb bimbo... and for goodness sake we are working for a narcisistic man... that has soooo got to create a resolution for peace... while that man up there... admire himself by demanding people to adorn him... we down here might as well, use our brain which was supposedly given to us by mr narcisistic... we must create a special bomb or smthing... put it in the core of the earth and kapoof... we all die... maybe somewhat that better... no more prob... everyone will jus rot in hell now... while mr narcisistic watches HBO... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh.... soooooooooooooooo... if we cant depend on him... lets jus depend on ourself... why do we look at our regrets... we should jus look ahead in the future... after all everything hapens for a reason... and mr nacissitc up there works in really mysterious ways... well, if he works of course... does he? i donno... maybe i m jus lookin at the surface of things... maybe i donno either... life more complicated right? i donno... maybe la... but hey.... i neeed my coffee... need to sit down and sort out my thinkin... maybe only then i can achieve nirvana... blessed be...
Artist: N Sync
Album: No Strings Attached
Title: This I Promise You


Ohh ohh...

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...



ONE WORD................ CRAP!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!! my feelings for my crush is soooooooo over!!!! the new one la... i must have been blind, confused or i donno.... haiz... forget it... that was soo the last straw for my my loveless life... academic life here i come!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

live is sooooooooooooooooooooo happy... i am so blessed, blest, blissful, blithe, captivated, cheerful, chipper, chirpy, contented, convivial, delighted, ecstatic, elated, exultant, gay, glad, gleeful, gratified, hopped up, intoxicated, jolly, joyful, joyous, jubilant, laughing, light, lively, merry, mirthful, overjoyed, peaceful, peppy, perky, playful, pleasant, pleased, satisfied, sparkling, sunny, thrilled, tickled, tickled pink, up, upbeat...
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i wish
hEl00 public... from now on i update on my blog with the fotos... u ppl no need click on the my photos link if u want to see the fotos... so here are some latest fotos of me...


this is me and barney at toys'r'us


me going crazy at toys'r'us!!!


me at borders with books!!!


they even wrote a book bout me...


me posing posing at wheelock place

Monday, May 10, 2004

hEl00 public... well... i am soo bored... let me update to you about the past 2 mundane days of my life...

sunday... nothing to do on sunday.. so i was like playing com since morning... mom came in and nagged saying that i play com since morning... lol... true but wad else can i do... well she suggested i mopped the floor or at least tidy up my room... erm.. any other options... well apparently no.. i said ok.. and she left my room... i continued on playing with my com... lol.. anyway... 2 hrs later... she came again to my room... she looked at my unmade bed, messy study table(supposedly called study table only but not used for such purpose, my clothes were everywhere... dust everywhere... practically my room was superbly messy... to me it was my room... my haven.. to her, it was living hell... her usual words would be ," how could someone actually live in such a place"...lol.. but hey.. after a while... u get used to it.. but then now she came to my room and had this 'super-pissed' look on her face.. she told me to clean my room now and stop using the computer.. well.. apparently, i relented... u soo donot want to irritate the higher forces... she controls food and money... lifes essentials.. so wadever made her happy indirectly keeps me alive... sometimes i take her for granted la... but i do love my mommie.. she's the greatest... so i started to make my bed... okok la... so at least the pillows, the bed cover, blankets were not everywhere else except for the bed... not it looks like a bed.. next i proceeded to get all the dirty laundry in put them into the laundry basket in the kitchen... so okok la.. got that done too.. finally now.. its like the superbly messy study table... aiyah so lazy sia... cant be bothered la... jus shift everything around to make it look neat... so finally, my room is somewad technically 'neat'... muahaha... all that only took me less than an hour... yippie...

so sunday afternoon... nothing nice on tv... it was mums day... so i told mommie that i go shop downstairs buy some stationaery for sch... but then ask me since my sch's over, why do i need stationery... erm.. well.. i told her it was for next sem... she looked puzzled but couldnt care la.. she was stuck in front of the tv watching the weekly hindi movie on vasantham central... so i went downstairs.. chosed a cake... cheap one la..i onli person paying sia... then went back up... then like dat la... celebrated mommies day by cutting cake and eat... now, there's still three quater of the cake left in the fridge... lol.. okok... so somehow that was sunday... nothing much to do... at night also nothing to watch on tv...

monday... today... hmm... i woke up today at 12.30pm.. was hungry... no food at home... aiyah... need to go downstairs buy food... so sian...i eat downstairs food until sian liao.. so decided to go central buy macdonalds home... so took a bath... styled my hair... went out.. got to amk central...buy newpaper... bought macdonalds... eat... then sian.. so i go arcade... play time crisis... play daytona... then sian... no money liao... go home lor... at home watch some chn show hosted by those guys from 5566... okok la... then at exactly 3.30 after the show ended.. i recieved a call from a fren.... we talked talked... discuss our plans of going out tmr... it was actaully predetermined that we go out on tuesday since the person free... so discussed... then dats it la... after that sian sian... so go read my newpaper... i found this article interesting... wierd habits of taiwan stars... jay chou had this good luck thingy... he grew a goatee.... somewhat la... because it looks like so faint... then he attributed his success to his goatee that brought him luck... wow... cool... i should grow a goatee too if i were to sit for an exam or smthing... hmm... oh yah.. another thing he did was that he didnt wear underwear... lol... this is also a practised for the group mayday... they attributed their win on the award show with the reason that the entire group member was not wearing any underwear too... interesting... i have deducted a theory that somewhat underwears bring bad luck or smthing... hmm.. so its like if next time u happen to see my butt crack or me with with a goatee, its only for luck purposes... well a thought to wonder... how then do our national swimmers derive their luck by? hmm... so dat kinda it la for monday... tonight absolutely nothing to watch on tv.... 7.30 to 9.30 survivor finale... 10-11 eyes for a guy finale... 11-12 survivor reunion... omg... jus watch eye for a guy lor... maybe la or maybe not...

anyway... tmr supposedly is one of my classmates bdae... he had created a chalet or smthing... unfortunately, i had already made plans before i knew bout this chalet.. thus, i cant make it... so sorry... have fun kk... erm.. wish u happy bdae.... lol... okok... i received a call from long hair... she say they need ppl for the faciliators of the freshmen orientation for sp... i told her that if the date didnt clashed with sch term then i wouldnt mine... she told me it didnt... then she told me this wed got meeting for those who wanna be facs la... i jus kaypoh kaypoh in la.. since i oso like nothing to do and then get 2 cca point somemore... so good rite... might as well.. anyway...dats like the only thing i got to say for this week la... will update about tmr happenings soon... btw... ppl have been bugging me to get fotos onto my blog... dear lovely ppl...i'll try it asap... but no promises.. must find nice foto first mah... kkz.. but jus look forward to it la... will do it soon...

so dat it... i sian now... eye for a guy almost starting... so might as well stop here... so till next time, cya ard...

Saturday, May 08, 2004

hEl00 public... its a saturday yet again and it time for the weekly update on the brouhahas and the hullabaloos of my life...

well, apparently i have updated on thursday about the happenings so as to shorten my updates... u noe ppl complain my updates being long and draggy... oh yah and also mindless... lol... so i'll try my best to be a crowd pleaser... so lets begin with friday...

friday... yippie!!! TGIF... my exams are over and done with... finally the two weeks of excruciating agony and torment has ceased... i've been to battle and the war has ceased... ceased, not ended... but have i won the war?... that i dont know... i may even have to go to war again sooner or later if i've lost the battle.. at least we can have a second chance... for the last time...

anyway.. back to friday... so sch ended... time to partiee!!! made plans about a week ago to go out on friday with barney... lol... so firstly we decided to party with a session of para para... yippie!!! i so excited and i cannot hide it... lalalala~~~... so we go Marina Square... so long haven go visit my para para machine and danced till my whole body ached like hell... anyway... so walk walk to marina square.. then we noticed like quite a lot of shops are closed... and its a friday... wads wrong with this people... so kept walking and noticed even more and more shops are closed... what the hell... got evil spirits in marina square issit... anyway... then suddenly noticed that foodcourst under the superbowl was closed... wait... it wasnt like close... it was empty... omg... all the shops were empty... why??? then as i walked nearer to the aracde i saw this sign... it says all shop under renovation... and that only the cinema and superbowl was doing business as usual... what the hell.. wait... dont tell me my aracde too.. so we rushed down... my heart beating so rapidly... and then i saw that renovation shop beside the aracde oso empty... and then it hit me... the arcade was closed too.. mother of christ!!! no more para para anymore... that was the only arcade that i went to for para para as its the most secluded one, nobody goes there much and they've got 3 machines together... haiz... first thing gone from the arcade was my DDR machine... i was so down in the doldrums and so grief stricken... but i had to move on... next they removed the para para 2nd Mix machine... from 4 machines now down to three... haiz... should have seen it coming... now the whole aracde is gone... from the nice top-up auntie to the snack machines... its no more there... i feel sad... well marina square has got to be my most favourite shopping centre... since ages... i grew up with it... but as i grow older they took the ones i loved away from me... first they took away my 'Peter and Guys' and there goes my hairstylist into the unknown.. i miss him... then next goes my strawberry milkshake shop... dat too was taken away... now its the arcade... haiz... but still we have to move on with life...

so den, wads left to do? no more para para.. our plans were shattered... nvm.. still it was a friday and it was time to party... cannot be sad... so we decided to create a new spontaneous plan... we were hungry and so we decided how bout seoul garden... yippie!!! its been ages since i've been to seoul garden... so we got in and we had some student's special offer... so total it was like around 14 bucks per person inclusive of drinks, service charge, wet towel thingy and food... quite a reasonable value... so had food... lol.. it was plates and plates and plates of food... we took chicken, beef, seafood, and everything that we were allowed to take... oh yah.. for those who haven been to seoul garden, non of the food is cook and u have to grill it urself... its really fun.. but pls.. do not wear white... and if u do.. bring an apron and yeah bring parfume as well.. u dont want to walk around later smelling like burnt chicken... we ate there and i made pineapple lemon tea... cool... then for dessert, we had ice cream.. i had 4 scoops... mint, rums and raisin, vanilla, strawberry.. although they very much look like playdough.. they taste ok... so we sat there like for almost three hours... eating... omg... i tell u next week onward i m sooo going on an intensive diet and a major exercise routine... target to achieve... lose at least 3 - 5kg by new sch term... lol.. so we ended the food fiesta... so next stop... shopping!!!!!!! hooray... bought this nice purple shirt at marina square... then like sian sian.. so decided to go orchard... for more shopping..

at orchard...went to visit someone at cd rama.. but not there... think go for dinner... so we went down the escalator then saw him... lol.. but then we had schedule to keep... so off we go... went far east... wanted to go take neoprint with barney... went to this machine that cost us 8 bucks.. my poly cliques will noe bout this as we usually go to there and that machine take neoprint one.. by the way all our names are still there at that neoprints shop... muahaha... so anyway.. took neoprints... it was fun but tiring i tell u.. we had to come up with eight different poses... and from there we had to choose only four of the best... so yeah... took the fotos and yeah they look fantabulous.. abit cheesy for some pics lah.. but ok lor... yeah... had sooo much fun... i must be the only guy on earth who likes to take neoprints... muahaha...anyway...den like i wanted to get this cap that like a fashion craze among guys nowadays.. alot of guys are like wearing this nice caps... but i jus cant seem to find any nice looking ones... so we were kinda tired la... anyway.. barney needed to go to plaza singapura to buy some musical band stuff thingy from the 'almighty' shop(winks*)... lol.. so we decided to make our move... but first... i needed to get to takashimaya to go buy my mosturiser... kinda running out of my old one... my previous one was ok... but i wanted get a new one.. my old one cost me like $30+ bucks for a measely small jar... this new one only cost around 20 bucks... and its has great benefits and so it says... nvm la.. jus try first la... maybe if good.. good lor.. while wanting to get my mosturiser.. there was this promotion woman... who kept wanting to sell to me some pimple cream... -_______-".... they make it form sea salt thingy.. then she said most her customer have been coming back for more and recommend their frens to it... its made from some stupid aquamarine stuff la.. but she had this majorly farnie cheeeenaa accents... lol.. barney did a great imitation of her... muahaa... so anyway.. that little jar of pimple cream cost around 38 bucks.. and its smaller than my jar of mosturiser and it cost more.. like no way woman.. get off my back... i'll jus stick to my clearisil pimple gel... cheaper some more... lol.. so finally bought my mosturiser... then notice like got this sale at taka near the fountain there.. went in cause saw like nice shoes and stuff... but then when went in already, the shoes like not nice leh... haha.. donno lah... ppl say that the grass is always greener on the other side... but when u reach the other side... its no diff...

then we proceeded to plaza singapura by walking... along the way... we exchanged racist and lame jokes... muahaha.. its was such a commotion... so fun.. then we oso stopped at every 7/11 on sight so as to get someones refil on water... lol.. so reached plaza sing at 9+... went to the shop... it was closed... lol.. and it closed at 9... muahaha... so near yet so far... then we jus go arcade play bishi bashi... so fun.. so tired.. then decided to go home la... so we left the place like around 9.45...

then when reached home.. i saw the three people i look forward to chatting to like forever on msn... i was over the moon... it was my crushes... lol.. one was my ex crush and the other was my still going strong crush... hehe... the problem with me is.. i got soo many crushes.. and i cant bring myself to tell them... and then they end up with someone else... serves me right... but hey if they're happy, i'll be happy for them... anyway... told my ex crush that i had a crush on her b4... she now attached anyway... so she was kinda suprised i think... she told me smthing which made me totally regret not telling her in the first place... haiz.. but anyway... shit happens for a reason... so move on la... then my new crush... i sooo happy got to talk to her... after ages of waiting for this gorgeous babe to come online... she finally there... i superbly duperbly happie sia... lol... anyway...hinted her bout it la but then donno if she got it... don care la... she attached anyway... i feel terrible... fuck it la.. anyway.... i wanna say a major huge banner flying sorry to one gal... u noe who u are la... u damn nice and sooper sweet to me... but somehow i have my fears and u noe wad they are... but hey... we remains frens 4eva kkz... will treasure the frenship we have... so dats was like my friday....so fun and exciting and stuff la...

now saturday... today nothing to do at all sia... woke up and watch cartoons in the morning... afternoon help mumzie fry chicken... lol... then i finish all... muahaha...damn nice... love u mummy... and happy mothers day... u're the best mom i've ever had... anyway... tats it.. my dads home and soon it'll be time to go for dinner...

so peeps... i think thats it for this week update.... next week onwards i everyday holiday and soooo free... therefore, u'll be seeing more updates... and btw... if any of you free and wan to go out... call me kkz... lol.. then yah... meridian junior college is having a band concert called Joie DeVive at the Victoria Concert Hall... 24th of May... its on a monday... performance starts at 7.30pm and tickets are selling at 10 bucks... so if u ppl free free go support our local bands... okok.. u can get the ticket there and then... so dats it... this weeks update is done with... till next time, i'll leave you all with this lyrics to a song... i find it meaningful... u read and decipher la... toodles!!!

Artist: Alicia Keys
Album: Songs In A Minor
Title: Goodbye


How do you love someone
That hurts you oh so bad
With intentions good
Was all he ever had

But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Maybe love is a hopeless crime
Giving up what seems your lifetime
What went wrong with something once so good

How do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye

I know now I was naïve
Never knew where this would lead
And I'm not trying to take away
From the good man that he is

But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Was it something wrong that we did
Because others infiltrated
What went wrong with something once so good

How do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye

Is this the end are you sure
How should you know when you've never been here before
It's so hard to just let go
When this is the one and only love I've ever known

So how do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye

Thursday, May 06, 2004

hEl00 public... well somebody told me that i shouldnt jus update about the entire week on every weekend... it will be too long... so since i still cant sleep yet, i might as well update my blog so that the weekends update edition wouldnt be an essay...

firstly, i like to touch on a certain issue... why do i have a blog?.... i read on someones blog... i quote "A few days ago, I surfed through some blogs and found one that had posts containing nothing but 'what I did today' writing. It went: Went for lunch with *girl*. It didn't go very far beyond that though. It really leads me to question why the heck people have blogs in the first place. It's not as if anyone wants a detailed report of their daily movements to be available to everyone and anyone."
well, this about excerpt taken from a certain blog got me thinkin... first thought , was it directed at me cause i do do somewhat a detailed report about my daily happenings in the week... but this has set me thinking... wad was the real purpose of me setting up a blog.. did i really wanted the whole world to know my deepest and innermost thoughts... and this leads to the next question... do ppl even care or bother... ppl have their problems... do they even bother about other ppls life or problems... well... apparently for me.. i've got to say i love blogs... reading them... i jus love to read up about ppl's life as i never seem to find mine interesting enuff...
well.. i think this is getting really chiminology for my itsy bitsy brain... so i'll stop... tell me how ya feel about what i shortly discussed above... feel free to give comments in my tagboard...

anyway public... i have to update this weeks happenings... if thats wad ppl come to my blog for, then, that is wad i'm gonna deliver... like it or not... its ur choice... this blog can be visited and or not... up to you... but to those who like it... here comes ur dose of my life...

monday... booooooring... life can never get any dull than monday... woke up like 1pm or later... jus sat in front of the tv... watched days of our life... some sappy and draggy soap opera... omg.... there was nuthing else on tv... then jus sat in front of the tv and rot... i got bored so i started to dust my marbles... yes marbles.. i got a whole vase of marbles... used to collect marbles cause i find them like relly special in their own unique way... lol... freako... so i jus started to wash my marbles... scrub them with soap and made sure they squeek and shine... then dried them... using those special cloth... those orange color cloth thingy u sed to wipe cars or smthing... they really great for wiping... then i sprayed those kiwi kleen window cleeners on my marbles and shine them... and now they are placed in this nice glass vase in my room... cool... lol... so that was moday... polishing my marbles... it was great fun... really.. anyway... at night watched america next top model... ellyse got third... damn... adrianne won... the show was fantabulous... well.. that has got to be the highlight of monday apart from my marbles cleaning... life is such a bliss...

well tuesday... woke up at 12noon... didnt feel really happy that day... must have gotten up on the wrong side of the bed... but i oni got one side cause the other side is wall... anyway... donno why soo moody... so decided to go out... went to amk central for lunch....then felt like playing daytona... u noe those racing games in the arcade... so went to jubilee there play arcade... play until sian and soo much money wasted... saw km and his tai tai there... anyway... got bored... so i decided to go library... went there... jus sat down and entertained myself with joke books... so jus sat there for like 2hrs... so dat it... went home... watch tv... sleep....

wednesday... i've been telling myself to get a haircut... so decided to get a haircut then... the whole day raing like hell sial... so irritating... i dont care... 2pm i left my house... want go haruscene find my hairstylist... saw my didi at cd rama at orchard... then went far east.. to my horror, my hairstylist wasnt there... wad the fuck... anyway... couldnt be bothered la... decided to go for a new hairstylist then cause like go there already might as well cut my hair... so had this women cut my hair... she was ok la... not my hair like damn short... but its cool... then after that went taka walk walk... then go wisma... they now got some summer brands sale at taka or smthing... so jus walked around... sian... walk alone is sian... then like went home... decided to study for the accts paper later tonight... then when studying at 7.30... remembered got american idol special on tv at 8.30... so watch tv... studied during commercials... watch tv... then sian... slept after american idol...

thursday... woke up at 11... o lord help me... exams today... haven actually studied for it... don care la... so watched tv... had milo... then called a fren if she wanted to meet earlier in sch to discuss accts... so ok lor.. left home at 3 like dat cause paper is at 6.... so discussed some accts... went to meet our accts teacher and whined... so dats bout it... had the test... this is like a die die paper.... need 65 to pass... at least 65.. its like the highest i ever got was a 45 or smthing... and now i need AT LEAST a muthafarkin 65 to pass.. H.A.H.A. so farnie... anyway.. jus did my best for the exam la... sure flunk one.. so even though this is officially the last paper... i have this feeling i'll be back for the sub papers... sigh.. don care la.. so dats life... watched american huff got voted out... then watched OC... marissa is soooo hot... hahaha... gonna masturbate and dream of her tonite.... sicko...

well ppl... there have been this little prank going on about the crush thingy... its all for the name of fun.. i got cheated too and i was kinda pissed at first but hey, its jus for fun... so don care la... anyway... i apologised if somehow it kinda pissed u off... i didnt create the bloody thing... well now inoe more secrets... muahahaha...

so dis is it... holidays have begun... should i look for a job or jus sit at home and rot... dont really noe... will figure out soon... oh yah... lastly... wanna thank a nice gal in my class for making this little cards thingy for us as a class parting gift... i really apperciate the gesture... anyway.... so till next time, cya ard...

Monday, May 03, 2004

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