Friday, December 31, 2004

it's new year's eve. i'll talk about my day first before i proceed into deeper stuff.

first and foremost.

great frens since sec sch and still great frens now in the same poly. always complaining that u cant put on any weight even though u eat a lot. u skinny bastard. i hope u get really fat and obese. hahaaahahaha. jk. do get a life and stop only reading ur textbooks. lol. the world doesnt revolve around grades only u noe. sheesh. lol. would love to go out with u and the gang again. see you around in the campus.

got to know this sweet girl in poly and she still is sweet. i asked her wad she wants for her birthday and she said to tell her that she's pretty. bleah. well. i told her that today when i saw her in sch. now i no need buy her a present. yay. hahaha. You are beautiful.


today is new years eve. half day for school. that means i only have to come to school for a one hour lecture at 12noon. sat with fizah and talk some crap. we both agreed that theres this one girl in the lecture who got this one heck of an annoying face. its like those face that u wanna smack. haha.

after lecture, went to meet sharif at city hall. my favourite hangout is city hall. i go there like almost everytime. anyway. we wanted to watch 'meet the fockers' which starts at 1.50pm at marina square. however, this guy came late and we couldnt make in time for the movie. so we had to switch to another movie at the nearest timing. we had 3 movies in mind. namely, meet the fockers, oceans tweleve and kunfu hustle. in the end we watched kungfu hustle cause it was shown at 2.30. thats like in 30 minutes time. so we bought our food and went in shortly. kungfu hustle was a nice show. it had great effects. it was also damn lame and corny. but it was still funny. i give it 4 stars out of 5. if u're in for simple mindless humour, this is it. very funny kungfu with special powers. nice show. recommended by me.

after that. we went to suntec. sharif wanted to get a cap. he's now botak due to NS and feels that it'll look better with a cap. i second that. but first, we went to the fountain of wealth(that big fountain) at suntec. finally i get to touch the water, make my wish and circle it three times. i hope my wishes come true.

then later we decided to have some dessert. i remembered a place that serves great gelatos that i went to last time with jasmine. its called olio bites. located between sizzler and pastamania. both the sales person were butch. and they were very nice. haha. i've got a thing for butches. haha. i had a lovely coke float topped with tiramisu gelato. sharif had some chocolate brownie and chcolate ice cream thingy. we both agreed that the food there was great and was worth future visits.

later we went to royal sporting house. sharif finally got a decent looking cap which i picked out from the brand Nautica. it was the best looking one amongst all the others caps in that place. as soon as we go out of the shop, he put it on. haha.

soon after, we got hungry and decided on sake sushi. didnt have quite a lot of sushi but we felt kinda full. i loved their mochi and seasoned octopus sushi and also the seasoned scallop sushi. the rest of the food okok la. had hot green tea. yummy.

later, we went to Prints to get a card for someone. and then decided to go home by train although someone kept insisting on taking a cab. i'd rather save money. to buy more stuff for myself.

that was how i spent my new years eve.


yesterday, i gave ms yahyah hippie smthing. then later that night, she smsed me to thank me. i got happy. then i replied. she didnt reply back. silly me.


initially i wanted to write stuff regarding how my year have been, the good, the bad, my new year's resolution and stuff. but then this entry got a bit too long. and i've decided to write about it tomorrow instead. i'm looking forward to catching Sister Act 2 tomorrow on Channel 5. my favourite movie of all time. haha. till then. enjoy what's left of 2004.

your resident writer,

Thursday, December 30, 2004

one of the messages from the tagboard got me thinkin. do i blog for others or for myself? to me its both. bloggin is an outlet for my thoughts and also a website for me to share with my frens about my life. it has to be informative and yet entertaining. many people who have read my blog said that when they're reading my blog, they can picture my face and as if i was talking to them. in short, it means that my blog is very me. thats good, i hope.

anyways, bout my life

recently a devastating tragedy has strike the asian region. the tsunami. death toll has reached up to 70 000 people.

on better news, singapore beat myanmar 4 to 3 in the semi finals of the asian soccer cup. i watched the entire match and although i dont play soccer, i do sometimes enjoy watching them.

today met my orientation class in the library after school. they were doing their powerpoint project. so i jus came ard to disturb them. haha. they're fun people to be around.

took train home with puisan after visiting the library for a while.


today i saw ms yah yah hippie and gave her smthing. i'm glad that we finally had eye contact. as glad as i was, at the back of my head i know that we can never be friends anymore. and it saddens me. anyway, my arms will always be open to welcome you back.


when i was young, i used to buy doraemon comics. as i grew older, i stopped. however, recently i saw a doraemon comic and decided to purchase it out of boredom and also nostalgic reasons. now, i'm addicted.

yours resident writer,

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

my blog has become more and more mundane. and my tag board doesnt even receive much tagging anymore. this blog isnt receiving the much attention it used to.

i'll give blogging one more month.

if response still remains lack lustre and my passion slowly withers in due time, this blog will then cease.

till then do savour what may be the last month of

your resident writer,
ali johari

Sunday, December 26, 2004

[continuation of previous entry]

at millenia walk, got hungry and decided to look for a place to eat.. so we chanced upon this place called fusion.. the decor looks great, so we decided to try out the food there.. i had their chicken carbonara which was uber yummy... and drank their banana bailey.. the banana bailey was an alcoholic beverage but luckily i didnt seem to get drunk.. haha.. i'm goign to hell for drinking alcoholic beverages again.. darn!! anyway.. the place was super cosy.. and they provided magazines.. so we jus sat there and read and jus chilled.. i opened the gift that jasmine gave me.. it was a mug with a teddy bear in it.. it was very christmasy.. the bear was wearing santa's hat and the mug had a picture of polar bears skiing.. hehe.. cool..

then after siting there for like forever.. we decided to make a move.. we visted this shop that looks like the diabetic's paradise.. they sold lots of candies and chocolates.. yummy.. but didnt buy any cause i wasnt craving for any.. and was too full from the food jus now.. then i met samuel.. he was walking ard in milenia walk.. said hi and stuff and we parted..

reached suntec.. i wanted to go touch the water at the fountain of wealth.. its the big fountain at suntec in case u donno.. but when i got there.. the security guard said that they closing and told us to come back later at 7.. darn!.. so we walked and saw kait.. kait is one of the guys from the orientation class i took care of during the freshmen orientation.. he was with his gf.. dating sia.. wear so nice.. haha.. said hi and parted.. so now the shopping begins.. mango had a sale.. we went in.. i've never been into a mango sale before.. and inside was ultra madness.. clothes were in piles everywhere... women walking ard and llooking through all the mess.. there were so many poeple and the cashier queue was like at least 30 people queueing.. omg.. women are scary..

most of the shops had sales.. bum equipment had a 20% sale storewide.. bossini had a 30 - 50% sale.. samuel and kevin had a 50% sale storewide.. ralph lauren had a 20% sale.. and many many more.. i ended up buying a couple of t-shirts.. and a courduroy pants.. i wanted to get a courduroy pants since forever.. courduroy is the in thing now.. hehe.. finally i got myself a polo tee.. its red and very christmasy but its nice la.. hehe.. i hate trying on pants.. cause when i want to try them i have to take of my shoes.. and it wasnt easy to take them off.. then very troublesome la.. it was a great workout going in and out of the fitting rooms.. haha..

i spent a lot and if my mum find out bout this, she's gonna kill me.. haha.. now, i seriously need a job.. anyone wanna intro me any?.. please....

anyway.. after all the shopping we got tired and decided to have a break... saw kait again.. haha.. said hi and parted.. then we decided to have ice cream.. there's this secluded place that served great gelatos and floats and the cashier was really friendly.. nice place, nice food, nice service.. what not to like? so we jus sat and eat and eat.. had a float and a 2 scoop of raspberry sherbet and mint choc.. yummy..

then it was like 10 and we decided to go home.. reached home and went online till 3am..

- =saturday= - =christmas= -

i stayed up pass 12 last night and didnt seem to chance upon santa at all.. darn.. anyway, i dun have a chimney so i guess the only place that santa can came in from that looks almost like a chimney but in reverse is my rubbish chute.. my windows and doors were close.. so that was the only other way possible.. lol

note to ppl: please stop leaving milk and cookies for santa.. he's getting really obese.. and if that jolly old man dies of diabetes or clogged arteries.. its all ur fault..

anyway.. so i spent christmas watching tv.. there was nothing on tv so i asked my fren out and we went out a while to chill at a cafe.. bought a mini log cake home to share with my mummy and daddy..

reached home later.. there was still nothing on tv.. damned.

went online till 11.. then watched this movie on channel 8.. its called para para sakura.. its a damn nice show and there was nothing much para para about it.. typical romance.. starred aaron kwok who acted as a dance teacher who is a color blind.. literally.. he only sees black and white.. so poor thing.. but i have to say aaron kwok looks great.. hehe.. that sounded gay.. haha.. hmm.. i wanna make aaron kwok my inspiration.. haha.. i wanna look like aaron kwok... erm.. this seriously sound gay.. haha.. i dont care la..

went online till 3am again..

- =sunday= - =the day after christmas= -

woke up at 12noon.. watched cartoons.. and there is still no god damn nice show on tv.. fucking hell la.. so jus sit in front of my com and played the sims.. until now.. well.. i got tutorials to do.. so i guessed i better be off..

lately, blogging have become somewhat a responsibility for me rather than a fun thing.. thats why i havent been blogging much like i used to.. see la.. if the passion to blog dies, maybe i'd discontinue..

so anyway.. take care.. see yall..

:: A L I ::

Saturday, December 25, 2004

- =friday= - =christmas eve= -

woke up at 10.. had a one hour marketing research lecture at 12noon in sch later.. bleah. christmas eve also still have school.. but it was half day so the later lessons were cancelled.. but i'll still go to school cause this school term i've made up my mind to be guai and not skip any lectures.. i'll try my best.. i wanna score good grades and at least have smthing to be proud about for myself..

initially i wanted to spend my christmas eve by the bay at esplanade.. i wanted to sort out my life and stuff.. but i figured that there'll be tonnes of people there, especially couples, on christmas eve..

so i decided to go home since no one ask me out or anything.. then i saw jasmine and she passed me a christmas present.. woohoo.. i got nothing for her though.. =P anyways.. she asked me whether i wanna go out.. so since i had no other plans, i agreed..

we met up with puisan later at the SP convention centre.. jasmine wanted to pass her her christmas present... we asked puisan to join along but she couldnt make it as she and the school choir had to go carolling ard town later.. anyways.. i told her to run for cover in case it rains.. cause she was wearing a white top which was semi translucent and a light blue lacy pattern bra.. and if it rained, god save the queen.. it'll be the main attraction of christmas.. it might not be snowing in singapore but i'll be raining man.. lol.

btw, to those who donno who jasmine and puisan are, i'll give u a short intro.. this two people are my close frens in poly and we'll sit together all the time during common lectures.. puisan loves to read and jasmine loves to shop and eat fruits.. haha.. these two were from my year one class..

anyway.. me and jasmine decided to go city hall as we were damn sure that it'll be hell crowded in town.. and its true, i saw the news todays and they say there were traffic and human congestion and tonnes or litter everywhere.. so we went town.. firstly we went to marina square.. there's this shop called 2 degrees.. their clothes are very similar to POA.. but their cost slightly cheaper.. they've been having a 50% off storewide sale since forever.. and i loved the place... but when i went yesterday, most of their stuff have increased in price.. their normal pants last time cost 40+ now cost 75.. and since its now half price, it'll cost ard 37.. only a slight differnce from the previous original price.. so like no difference if u have a 50% off storewide if u raise the price to make the reduced price almost similar to the old price..

anyways.. bought yummy muah chee at marina square and left for millenia walk..

[to be continued]

Thursday, December 23, 2004

apparently jurong point seems to be a gay(and i dont mean happy)place...

today after sch i went to jurong point..

first incident, a guy kept looking at me and then he winked.. i was damn shocked.. so i moved away..

second incident, i felt a sudden touch on my butt.. and mind u it wasnt somebody's hand quickly or unintentionally brushed accidentally there.. it was a lingering touch.. it stayed for 2seconds.. OMG.. i look back.. it was a guy..

third incident, i was walking and suddenly when my hand swinged back, it touched a guy's crotch area(unintentionally of course).. i looked back to apologise.. however before i uttered anything, this guy smiled at me.. cheekily..

OMG!!!.. the horror!!!

i think i'm sending out too much gay vibe.. oooh.. and once i even got picked up by a guy when i was at wisma atria.. i was waiting for my friend when a guy who was actually quite good looking(now i sound gay, sheesh) approached me and said hi.. i thought he wanted to sell smthing cause it started out like a normal conversation.. then he asked me whether i wanna go have a drink together.. immediately i said i need to go off.. that was soooo freaky.. this guy was either blind or damn desperate..

anyway, lets jus change the subject..

sch has been rather busy.. and now i'm rather tired.. maybe i'll update bout my daily life sooner or later.. wait for it k..

may our 10 years of frenship continue till forever!!!

::A L I::

Monday, December 20, 2004


i havent been updating much recently.. cause nothing much happened.. met up with sharif on sunday.. he needed to go beach road to buy NS stuff.. so i accompanied him.. he looks like the laughing buddha with his hair short... haha.. he's been posted to the morbidly obese group.. that means the ultra fat people group.. but then he feels happy cause he's the thinnest of the fattest people.. hehe.. anyway.. he was sufering from food poisoning.. so we didnt shop or wad.. jus got his stuff and we left later cause he needed to go doctor..

apart from that, nothing else much happened..

today during lunch, there was a song dedication session in the foodcourt.. to dedicate a song, it'll cost $1.. i hoped they had 'like a virgin' or some christina aguilera songs.. unfortunately no.. there was a lot of chinese songs though.. in the end i found one of my all time favourite songs.. 'the day u went away' by M2M.. its an ultra sad sad sadded song.. somehow hearing that song jus evoked a certain emotion within.. a very nostalgic song for me........

you cannot change the past but u can shape the future.

today, i saw krishna.. my yr 2 sem 1 accounting teacher.. he said i looked tired.. hmmph.. i think its time i visited a spa or maybe had a facial.. hahaaha.. i think i look tired and old.. i blame it on the lack of sex..


i cant stand having long hair.. it so damn freaking hot and my fringe is annoying me.. my hair flies around to much.. it looks messy.. i cant stand having long hair.. aaaaargh!!!! now, i have high respect for F4.. cause it must be really torture having to maintain their hair.. i wanna go cut my hair.. but like if i do, u wont see my curls anymore.. cutting my hair would be like removing my beautiful curls.. its like throwing 60bucks down the drain.. so heart pain la... haiz.. but then i cant take it la.. maybe i go cut next week.. so people, this may be the last week u gonna see my nice flowing curls..

i miss siting by the sea at esplanade.. i used to do it with someone but now, that someone is no longer with me.. smtimes i jus like to sit there alone and write poetry or maybe jus write into my ultramost personal diary.. i believe that sometime time alone is good.. u can jus reflect on ur life or jus simply relax and enjoy the calming sea breeze.. so dont be suprise if u see a loner sitting by the bay.. do wave to say hi k.. hahaha..

from now on, i wont mention about miss yah yah hippie in my blog.. i'll try la.. ms yah yah hippie to me jus doesnt seem to exist anymore.. i saw her today.. and i think she saw me too.. but somewhat to us, neither of us exist.. so i might as well jus forget bout it.. i treasure the memories we had.. but smthings dont last and all we can do is let go and move on.. i'll miss you though.

i think dats it for now..

PS: to the other two blonde musketeers who donno wad to get for my damn belated present, i suggest a cap or a pair of slippers.. i wear size 10(shoes) and i dont wear pink.. thank you.

::A L I::

Friday, December 17, 2004

i m damn tired.. walk ard town AGAIN!!! took neoprints.. ok dats it...

its time to move on.
i'll miss u.

:: A . L . I ::

Wednesday, December 15, 2004


nothing much happened recently.. school have been rather boring with a lot of breaks especially since its the first week and there no tutorial to be done.. so a lot of stoning.. today went town again with joy and angela again.. they wanted to pluck eyebrows again but in the end it didnt happen again.. we saw ronald susilo and this two girls jus cant get over it.. all the way everything was ronald susilo.. then in the end went famous amos.. i had the macadamia nut brownie.. its nice except for the nuts.. i love the fudge brownie, it wasnt overpoweringly sweet like mrs field's ones.. so we went flash and splash and joy bought a cap for bryan..

now, to emo matters
schools becoming a bit of a torture..
i've been seeing miss yah yah hippie so many times almost everyday in school.. however its as if we dont know each other.. nobody says hi.. and when i look to her and i want to say hi, she'll be looking some other direction.. fate is cruel.. i noe it can never be like before but i jus wanna talk to you one last time in person.. jus wanna hear ur voice one last time and see u smile.. then we'll jus go our seperate ways.. if that is what u want. promise.

one last time
before i leave it all behind
miss yah yah hippie
please hear my plee

::A L I::

Monday, December 13, 2004


havent been updating much cause nothing have been happening much.. watched star awards on sunday.. i was actually amazed that i somewhat could understand what they were talking bout.. the stage for star awards was gorgeous.. there was like pools of water and chandeliers.. so high class.. to me the highlight of the show was fann wong and christopher lee.. they've been rumoured to be together since like forever.. and both are jus denying it.. yesterday, when christopher lee was to go up to stage to receive the award for top ten most popular males, he was pulled by chew chor meng and zoe tay towards fann wong who was sitting along the way.. fann blushed.. not that u can really see her blushing much since she lasered her cheekbones to give it a natural blush look.. well, there were a lot of fann wong and chritopher lee moments at the finale of the show.. quite entertaining to watch.. and most of the celebrities were dressed to impressed.. except for zoe tay.. she looked like she was wearing a red nightgown(those u wear to sleep) and her hair was tied up in a bun.. she looked very ah-soh-tique(exotic).. i hated christopher lee's shoes.. he was wearing a wonderful suit and to kill the suave look, he wore bright neon orange shoes.. hmm.. attract attention..

ok enough bout star awards..

today was the first day of semester 2 in year 2.. first lesson was lindsay thang.. our favourite CCVM teacher from last semester.. this year she's teaching us marketing research tutorial.. lesson was at 9am.. so we all arrived on time for our first lesson of the new semester.. everybody was shocked bout my permed hair.. then we waited..
. and waited..
.and waited
. in the corridor where the morning sun shines happily on us..
.sweating profusely(maddie especially)
.finally 25minutes later, we wrote a note on the door telling her that we got tired of waiting and went for breakfast.. later we met her and asked her.. she said since it was the first tutorial in the first week, there was nothing to teach.. so there was no lesson.. irritating hell.. so we waited for 2 more hours for our next class..
.finally time for next lesson, store management practical.. we met the teacher she said the retail shop not ready.. so no practical.. but must come back later from 2 to 5 for her lecture and tutorial.. wah.. now we had 3hrs to kill..

went jurong point.. shopped and ate at pizza hut.. i had meatball spaghetti.. its ok.. but pizza hut should jus stick to pizzas la.. and nothing else..

i like sarah lim's class.. she's a nice teacher.. but away from class time, she wont smile at u anymore.. but at least she makes the effort to make the class entertaining..

that was it..

went town with joy and angela later.. had subway.. and went to look for hairclip for joy later.. very leisurely shopping.. then went home later ard 6...

i love my mum.. she made blueberry muffins today.. she got bored staying at home cause no one to talk to.. so she baked muffins.. i love my mummy.. **muacks**

::A L I::

Friday, December 10, 2004

first and foremost, i'd like to thank Lin for being such a darling.. she accompanied me for a whole friggin 3hours throughout the entire hair perming process.. i was nearly bored to death by the stylist rolling rollers into sections of my hair very meticulously.. if was so bored.. and i cant imagine how bored she must have felt to be sitting there reading Female magazines for 3hrs.. thanx so so much darling..

was watching a malay charity show today.. there were two perfomances by Sg Idol champion taufik.. whil he was performing 'I Dream', suddenly one by one girls came on stage to give him presents since it was his birthdae today.. and some were daring enough to hug him in front of Live National Tv telecasted over Suria and TV Mobile.. haha.. cools..


::A L I::

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Let's pretend that i've moved on
And i'll tell myself that life goes on
Maybe when time goes by, i'll understand
But for now, i run away

::A L I::

Wednesday, December 08, 2004


today was a great day.. had lunch at pacific coffee with sharif.. waited for the rest of my frens to come.. basically todays outing is with sharif, vineson, melvin.. good frens of mine in sec sch.. our clique used to form a circle infront of the drink stall every recess and we'll chat while we ate.. it was fun.. well.. so they reached and we went to marina square to catch watch a paddle.. it was a nice movie.. quite funny la.. i give it 3/5stars.. its a great movie but not spectacular..

after the movie, we went to suntec to carefourre.. vineson(pronounced as vincent) and sharif were going to NS soon.. sharif tmr and vineson this saturday.. they needed to buy stuff to bring in.. so we went shopping for their stuff.. fun.. then vineson had to meet up with his fren cause she wanted to take foto with him.. haha.. she was having prom at pan pacific.. so we went to pan pacific.. me, sharif and mel chilled at the lobby while vineson went to call his fren.. but then his fren said that they staying at meritus mandarin instead.. so we went there la.. chill out at the lobby.. again.. and then vineson went to take fotos with them for a while.. i felt like a hooker.. i went to different hotels and waited at their lobby.. like smbody gonna pick me up like dat.. but nobody did.. haha..

later we got hungry.. so we decided to go for seouul garden at bugis.. so we walked there all the way from mandarin hotel.. reach there and had our food.. i'm starting to find seoul garden overly priced and getting really boring.. but its jus a fun place to bbq ur food and tal with frens.. so we went lor.. ate ate ate till i felt like vomitting.. then everybody full liao.. so i got bored.. i decided to make porridge.. took the uneaten sushi(cause like they taste not nice) and placed them in the soup place.. then mixeed.. looked like porridge ler.. then i added in ingredients.. some prawns, raw chicken and squid.. then mix well.. then to add flavouring, i added half a sauce bowl of soya sauce.. and mixed well.. its looks really nice.. i taste a bit la.. taste like SHIT!!! hahaa.. next we serve it in a bowl topped with choco ice cream and nata de coco.. hahha... DONE!!! serves 4. yummy yummy..


after that we jus walked around for a while and then we all went home.. since we stay quite near to each other.. we decided to share a cab.. we saw a looong queue at the taxi stand.. so we crossed the road and walk slightly further and hailed a cab.. while waiting, we took fotos.. hahaha.. fun fun...

to sharif: wish u well and strength for the coming NS... will miss not going out with u for quite some time.. but we'll still go out on weekends k..

to vineson: wish u survive NS too.. haha.. and hope u liked ur bdae present!!!

to melvin: hope u like your bdae present.. and see ya ard in sch k..

to all u guys: thanx for the lovely belated bdae presents

to sharif and vineson: send postcards from tekong yah!


urs truly

Monday, December 06, 2004


today i woke up at 9am.. i was all set to go for my morning jog.. this whole week i'm determined to go for my daily morning jogs.. why? cause i recently put on my jeans to go out and i couldnt seem to zip and button up.. hmm.. i came up with two deductions regarding this matter.. firstly, my crown jewels have grown in size and thus making it hard(no pun intended) to zip up.. or secondly, i have grown fatter.. althought i've chosen to believe the first deduction, the second deduction jus seem to be lingering in my mind alot.. so i've decided to loose weight for looks purposes and also health.. hehe..

so back to my story.. so i woke up at 9.. washed up and got dressed for the jog and then smthing happened.. it was really dark and cloudy.. damn it.. why couldnt it be dark and cloudy when i'm asleep.. and so it started to drizzle soon enough.. and i decided to give a wait.. so i logged on to my com and played the sims..

the next thing i knew, its 2pm, i'm still playing the sims and its still raining!!!

oh shiva, devi, shanti and ganesh!!!

i hate it when stuff dont go my way especially when everything has been preplanned..

sheesh... day 7 of pms

anyway, if u havent already noticed, my blog layout have been changed again.. after playing the sims i got so bored and there was nothing nice on tv so i decided to change the layout.. my blog has been having a white background for quite some time.. so i've decided to find a change.. while surfing at, i saw this layout that seemed to catch my eye.. and so, it has been implemented..

it jus took me less than 30 minutes to get it done.. so i spent the rest of the time watching rhinoceros mating on television..

later, after being totally turned off by watching the orgasmic adventures of the rhinos, i decided to repack my wadrobe... and now it looks neater.. and smells of dettol.. hehe..

i need to pack my book cabinet and remove my last yrs notes to make room for the coming yr's textbooks and notes.. i'll do that on friday..

tmr(tuesday), i'll be going out with sharif, melvin and vineson.. close cliques of mine in secondary school.. over the years, we have somehow drifted and i wonder how tmr's outing will be like.. it'll jus be a short movie followed by an early dinner.. sharif will be going to NS this wednesday and vineson this saturday.. i'll miss going out with sharif though... but its the school term and i'll be busy and we can still go out on weekends anyway..

the government shld abolish NS.. why? cause like ppl are not happy going to NS u see.. so like in times of war, they wont be loyal to smthing they dont favor.. so this create more disharmony indirectly.. they'll create an army whose gonna be against them instead.. instead, they should set recruitment drive and recruit those that are motivated and interested instead.. cause i believe that if u wanna do smthing good, u must have passion.. anyway, NS is a waste of precious 2yrs.. and this two yrs are after graduation of poly or A levels.. this people can find work easier after graduation or go to uni and no need wait for 2 fucking yrs..haiz..

but the gov already like that.. what to do.. they say they dont wan an elitist society but the way of life and schooling system tht the gov has shapped is very contradicting to what they've said.. and i'm freaking pissed about the stupid speak mandarin campaign.. why is the gov only promoting chn.. those blardy racist.. they give an excuse say china is on the rise.. but how long can one country rise till its full resouces have been overused and it backfires againts u.. hmm.. i believe that they should encourage speak mother toungue instead of chn.. and if they wanna encourage a langauage make it malay, cause we are next to malaysia(good for business or shopping) and its our national language(yes, and i assumed not alot knew).. bleah.

these are jus my thoughts.. urs might be different.. but i have the freedom and right to mine..

i watched the news today.. the voting results for sg idol is out.. taufik won by 62% of the 1.5million(if i'm not wrong) votes.. thats 930 000 votes for taufik.. while sly only received a measely 38% of the votes which makes 570 000 votes.. a difference of 360 000.. wah.. thats a lot k.. hmm.. well, taufik's 'i dream' song have been repeating on the airwaves quite a lot of times.. well, i'm glad local music is supported.. but we all know that they'll soon fade off and go into their own mother tongue industry.. haiz.. sad but true.. the english music industry is too small.. anyways, i'm still unhappy with sylvester receiving the same prize as taufik although he got second.. the world is jus truly bias.. but from a business point of view, sly is more sellable.. talent doesnt sum up for everything... sad and harsh reality of life..

anyways... thats it for now.. do leave comments if any... bye..


Saturday, December 04, 2004


i somehow felt a certain burden lifted off my shoulders after receiving a reply from someone.. now, there is one more new thing to smile for in my life..

i believe that life is short and that we should be always be happy.. being an only child, i noe the importance of frens in my life.. i treasure all my friendships very much.. however, there are two type of friendships.. one is close friends who'll be there whenever i need them and another is the not so close ones.. well, the close ones are really really really really hard to come by.. and when they do, i really hold on to them and make sure they never leave.. cause these ppl are those more worth treasuring..

and in my life, its very uncertain at times which frens are real and which are not.. i'll try to decipher this slowly.. in the mean time, i'll try not to think too much and jus focus on being happy everyday..

anyways, back to normal updates..


went out with sharif.. he wanted to go sim lim to get an mp3 player.. first we went to the foodcourt for lunch.. they have lovely indian food there.. so we had a scrumptious lunch.. and after that, off we went to survey each shop for the best mp3 player at the best price.. so after like two hours of surveying, we arrived at a shop and sharif was happy bout the quality and price.. my thesis, quality is like yin and price is like yang.. the yin and yang must balance so that the whole thing achieves a certain harmony.. only when so happens, the consumer will buy the pdt..

so after that we went to walk ard bugis cause it was near sim lim.. saw some nice stuff.. went to converse.. realise that the sho i wanted was out of stock.. up to date i've went to almost 6 converse outlets.. and only one had the shoe model.. but it didnt have my size.. and they told me that they dont carry that stock anymore..

however, i still wan converse shoes.. and i've found another design that attract my attntion.. so i bought it.. yay.. and at converse, if u spent more than 50bucks on one receipt, u'll get a ten dollar voucher.. i've yet to spend it and its valid only within one month.. i'm gonna go converse very soon..

ok la... so after i bought my shoes, we bought other stuffs and had dinner at sake sushi.. i think sake is getting really boring after a while.. well, jus one reminder.. never try the soba thingy.. it SUCKS.. it was like fearfactor and me trying to swallow green worms in brown piss.. thats how bad it was.. so we left for home later..


nothing happened.. was suppose to go for my morning jog.. but was too lazy to wake up..


had a gathering at my aunts house for my granfather's death aniversary.. so we jus read some prayers and after that it was food time.. and it was a pot luck gathering.. that means everyone bring their own food.. so now they was tonnes of food on the table.. it was like a buffet.. so we ate and ate.. my aunt was roasting chicken in the oven.. nice.. yummy.. then we watched white chicks on vcd.. my uncle bought pirated one from malaysia.. haha.. the show damn funny.. and everyone was laughing together.. feel great to laugh together with family.. so ate more rast chicken later..

reached home.. and my uncle call to infrom us that he'll be arriving shortly for hari raya visiting.. wah.. its a wonder how ppl can change their expressions and tone of their voice when they using the fone.. my mother was like sweetly and nicely talking to uncle on the fone.. after she put down the fone, she was like screaming saying the house so messy.. ask me clean up the sofa and table.. i had to go down later to buy sara lee honeydew cake and buy a bottle of soft drinks for the guest later.. when i reach back home later, the place was spick and span.. haha.. the wonders of mothers..

my uncle came shortly.. so my uncle jus came back from australia and he brought me souveniers.. i got a t shirt with a picture of a kangaroo.. lol.. and a bottle of toffee.. yummy.. i played ard with my cousin and entertained the guests.. soon they left...

happy day..


thats all for this entry..


Thursday, December 02, 2004

singapore idol is defenitely a phenomenon... today at 7.45pm.. my entire family was in front of the tv.. the seats at the void decks were empty.. the playground was empty.. and the roads had lesser vehicles.. all this only means one thing.. everyone's home to watch SG idol..

i've never been a fan of voting or using sms for tv shows or contests.. in fact i haven did any of these before.. however, today i was rather moved to vote.. i wanted to be part of this phenomenon.. i wanted talent to win rather than popularity.. and so i did.. i voted.. ten times to be precise.. lol..

dont blame me for being over enthusiasthic.. anyway.. i have to say that his performance today was fantabulous.. ooo.. and i noticed smthing.. between sly and taufik there was an enormous amount of hugging.. throughout the entire show they kept touching each other and hugging.. hmm.. then they sang a duet.. it was a love song.. and at the last part.. they kinda hugged and the camera focussed jus on them.. my mum said that they looked like a lovely couple.. haha.. i think there's smthing going on back stage.. hmm?

anyways, i'm still pms-ing.. damned.. its been three days..


Tuesday, November 30, 2004

oh fuck, i'm still having pms

sometimes stuff happens in life that u really really don wan to.. but it does.. and due to this i get pms..

pms = pathetic mood swings..

anyways, went out today with min and lin, went to watch bridget jones.. its one fucking fantastic show.. however, the show is fucking witty, sarcastic and a bloody good laugh.. but this is only applicable to intelectuals who can catch the very fast and witty jokes.. for the rest of those of poorer intelect, sadly to say, it was jus a simple romantic comedy show.. to me its was a bloody fucking good show.. i give it 4.5/5 fucking stars..

:::alvin lee:::
Broken hearts, broken dreams,
There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
You find out

Hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain

Broken hearts, broken dreams

There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
You find out

Hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain

Broken hearts, broken dreams

There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
You find out

Hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain

Broken hearts, broken dreams

There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
You find out

Hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain

Broken hearts, broken dreams

There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
You find out

Hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain

Broken hearts, broken dreams

people beware, i'm pms-ing.

Friday, November 26, 2004


i'm havin a bad bad tummy ache. my tummy was aching for the whole day ever since i woke up.. thank god for po chai pills. at least it's slightly better now.

there'll be a family gathering at my house tmr. i'm having mixed feelings.

anyway, on thursday i went out with sharif. this is how the story goes...

decided to meet up at 1 at queenstown.. we were taking the same train but we didnt know it cause we were at opposing ends.. only noticed when were alighting.. so i passed to sharif the third part of his bdae present which was 5 months overdue.. hehe..

so we took 195 to queensway shopping centre.. i saw so many nice clothes there.. but most of them were black.. i've told myself not to buy anymore black cause i got a lot liao.. my mother have been complaining that my closet is filled with so many black.. it looks as if im going for funerals.. haha.. i need colors.. vibrant colors...

my dress theme for next sch term would be TnT (tarty and tacky)...

i saw this shoes that i wanted soooooooo soooooooo much.. it was from converse.. and they had to be out of stock.. darn.. i searched at another converse outlet later and found that they dint sell that design anymore.. aaaaaaargh!!! i wan those shoes!!!

anyway.. queensway was a very nice place.. i'll be back there real soon to get more clothes.. hehe.. anchorpoint has got to be one of the most boring places on earth.. it had only 2 levels.. first floor and the basement.. nothing to shop.. the place has nobody.. its almost haunted..

i love food from ikea..

we went to suntec later to check out whether the converse outlet had my shoe.. and they didnt.. so we went to merlion park later for satay.. but eat abit only cause i was kinda full.. then we went home by cab... i hate taking cabs cause i'll feel like vomitting.. but depends on the driver oso la.. hmmph..

tra la la


Thursday, November 25, 2004

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004


let me give you updates about...


talk about monday blues. i woke up, turn on the radio and a lady sings the blues. i have adopted a rather wierd ritual lately. when i wake up in the morning, i'll turn on the radio. whatever song they're playing, is how my day will be. for example, let say i wake up to some angsty songs on hatred, i'll feel agitated and hatred. haha. i noe it sounds rather riduculous. but i believe everything happens for a reason. that exact song was on air at that particular time for a purpose.

so,monday was boring. nothing much happened. again. i was playing the sims again. again. my mother was puzzled how a game like the sims could be entertaining. so to her favourite son from going brain dead, she asked him to tag along to NTUC. yay.

ntuc is damn far from my house. its like 3 bustops walk away. but i needed the exercise anyway. so we were there and we browsed thru every item that catches our eye. i bought a choco chip cookies mix and also a blueberry muffin mix. haha. i love to bake. it helps me to pass time during the holidays. when we finished our grocery shopping, we realised that we spent 3hrs in NTUC alone. so we had dinner after that.

at night, the malay guys from my secondary sch came visiting in the festive season of hari raya. its been a year since i've seen them. and the last time i saw them was when they came visiting for hari raya too. haha. so 8 of us jus sat and chatted. but it wasnt a lot of chatting cause we've been away from each other too long that it almost feels awkward to talk about stuff. which in this case, i had no idea wad to talk about. took some fotos, ate and they left.

i miss all my secondary sch friends. i wish we could all meet up one day. =)


nothing much happened on tueday except for that i baked my choco chip cookies. i bought walnuts to put them in. but the walnuts smelt funny. i initially thought they smelt like that till my mother told me that they've turn bad. so i discarded them and went to the store to get new nuts. so i baked and baked. they turned out nice and crispy. yippie. thank god for all the cooking shows i've been watching. who says u dont learn anything from the television?

at night, while i was watching phua chu kang. it's dawned on me that their plot is rather thin and their jokes are becoming too lame and boring. not worth watching anymore. after that, living with lydia was telecast. i find living with lydia more entertaining that PCK. but i was cringing throughout the entire show dur to one reason. there was this special guest in that night's episode. he's a rather veteran chinese actor in mediacorp. but somehow, he got lost and appeared in an english drama. i plead mediacorp never to inivite chinese speaking artist to guest star in an english sitcom. its ridiculous. and if they really have to, please send them for english class. his conversation, pronounciation was ulteriorly cheena-fied. which meant that he had a damned chinese accent. so evertime he mis pronounced a word, i cringed. later, my mother switched off the fan as she thought i was cold cause i looked like i was shivering which in actual fact, i was cringing too many times.

time 12.05am.

on sp website, it was posted that on 24 nov, semestral exams result will be released. so, being singaporeans, we revealed that kiasuism hasnt died off inside of us. suddenly at this time, my msn has a lot of sp people. and logging on to the sp website was really slow. really really slow. too many people are logging in at the same time. thus the server is reaching its breaking point. and when i finally got to the website after 45minutes, they put there that exams results will be out on 24/11/2004.. in other words tmr morning or smthing la. sheesh.


i woke up this morning and the first thing i did was switched on my computer to check for the results. and its out. i passed all my subjects. rather happy but i was expecting better grades.

anyways. i was out with liat today. i had to cancel my outing with min and lin cause today was the last day dat liat would be free as he would be overseas till sch reopens from tmr onwards. and another reason was dat they said that if result teir results came out bad, they dint wanna go out. so i had to reschedule. sorry guys. i still love you so we go out next week k. i love you too.

haha. anyways. today we met at 11.30. its the ealiest i've woken up ever since the holidays. so we met and went to city hall. my favourite hang out is city hall. all of my close frens know that i like city hall alot. although sumtimes i find it boring. the place is nice and not too many ppl. so we went to have some food. then went to the arcade. after that was just some light hearted shopping. bought a puma bag. a bum shirt. a key tag. i wanted to buy the fleece from samuel and kevin but i seemed to have forgotten to bring my atm card. and i had no cash available left. nvm, will get it another day. i wan to buy converse shoes that matches my bag. hmm. will go in search for it tmr.


tmr, i'm going out with sharif. we are going to queensway shopping centre. search for shoes. and other back to school stuff. that is back to sch for me. and not him. cause he's going to hell a.k.a National Service. i'll give him some postcards so that he can write back. should i include stamps? erm, do they have mailboxes in Tekong?



Sunday, November 21, 2004

let me update you about what happened on..


was supposed to attend a family gathering until it was postponed last minute.. and lucky me, samuel was free.. a brief description on samuel: an ns guy, was from montfort and SP.. was my chairman for my cca in sec sch and a great shopping partner.. haha..

anyways.. i was rudely awaken in the early morning(11.45am) by a phone call.. it was samuel.. he told me to get ready and meet up at 1 at orchard station.. so i got ready and reached orchard station at 12.55.. yay.. i'm a very punctual person u see.. and due to this most of my friends take advantage of me.. haha.. anyways, so as i was about to tap my ez link, samuel msged me telling me he'd be late.. irony.. haha.. so in the end he was like 50 mins late.. shit la.. but i overlooked the matter cause firstly, i'm not so fussy and secondly, we haven met since he entered ns which was like a yr ago..

so we went to grab a bite and walked around ngee ann city.. we went to AX.. i never knew their clothes were that cheap.. a normal t shirt cost 59 bucks.. quite reasonable i might say for a high end shop.. but the clothes there had really boring designs.. and the only thing i was interested in was a fur coat/sweater which cost 575bucks.. lol.. talk about expensive taste.. so we jus shopped ard.. went to far east.. and inquired on how much 'formula cut' charges to perm my hair.. 85.. hmm.. and the hair stylist here is cuter than the one at revor salon which charge 70.. lol.. and it looks more stylo.. so i think i do it there ba.. i cant wait.. so we went many places la.. had a japanese buffet at ramen ten.. it was a great offer.. 14.99 for eat all u can.. one catch.. every 100g of food wasted is charged 5bucks.. so we ate and ate and ate.. i think with customers like us, they'd go bankrupt.. haha.. and then he was off to meet his other frensfor dinner and i needed to get home.. so dats it for saturday...


today is hari raya relatives visiting day.. that means i go to relatives' houses and eat.. went to two houses.. first house had nasi briyani.. it as at eunos and it was amazing on how many malay families were visiting their relatives in that area.. so hari raya mood like it was jus yesterday.. haha.. there was like 20 ppl cramped in one house.. so we jus sat and ate and watch tv lor.. till 5...

then we went to the next house.. this one was at sengkang.. so all of us and more.. trotted there and was greeted with wonderful food smells at the door.. yummmy.. we had mee hongkong here.. with sea weed chicken, nuggets, and chendol as side dishes.. yummies.. here was where i wacthed a vcd.. it is a malay box office in malaysia and is the most expensive film ever made in malaysia up to date.. its a malay legend la.. the effects was fantastic.. the show was fantastic.. my uncle surround sound system was even more fantastic.. even the fighting scene sounds like it was happening in the room itself..

so we sat ate and watch tv.. i think i getting fatter.. darn.. must go exercise tmr.. die die must do it.. must lose 5kg by sch reopens.. anyways, theres this new show on channel i.. its on every sunday 10 - 11pm.. its called six weeks.. this guys has six weeks to live as he is dying of tumour.. and he finds out he's wife having affair, his kids hate him, his job sucks.. and he's gonna make his last six weeks a good one.. i'm looking forward to this drama every week..

okok so that was my days.. i'm looking forward to wed and thurs.. i'm sorry min and lin that i have to postponed the wed outing cause i got smthing on.. i'm looking forward to saturday too.. during my family hari raya open house.. i'm starting to mingle more with my relatives.. thats a good thing.. yay..

till next time..

ps: alvin lee loves jay chia forever and ever till the end of time

Friday, November 19, 2004


my father stubbornly insists that the judges from singapore idol have a say in the votes results.. i keep telling him that the results are entirely based on the public who votes and that the only thing the judges do is give comments.. well, he still insists otherwise..

lesson learnt: never argue with ur father, he's always right. even though when he's wrong, he's still right. *rolls eyes*

anyway, i was rather suprise on today's results for Sg Idol.. amongst the performance from the top three yesterday, sly was inevitably the worst vocalist of the lot.. and olinda sounds too monotonous.. taufik was the best of them all.. great voice control.. anyways, for the results tonight, no prizes for guessing who was the first one to be safe.. now, between olinda and sly in the bottom two can only mean one thing. it was batlle of the fans.. who had the most fans... and obvious from the results, that u dont have to wear a dress or to sing ur lungs out to garner votes.. instead jus flash a grin at the pubescent screaming girls in the audience and at home.. dats all it takes... no talent required. anyway, i'll be lookin forward to the finals on dec 1.. i hope singapore will vote on talent rather than looks(not that sly by any chance is a brad pitt look alike)

anyway, my life has reach a point where boredom is becoming part and parcel.. my days are planned according to the tv schedules.. whenever theres nothing nice on tv, i'll be on my computer playing the sims.. its amazing how many times u can destroy and recreate the houses, how many times you can drown the sims-people in the pool and how many times u can cheat by increasing their money and still not get bored on the game.. imagine 5 hr straight of the sims.. can life get anymore fun than this?


Thursday, November 18, 2004

hello everyone,

its been quite some time since i've written a proper entry.. i'm blaming my short disappearance thoroughly on my lazy attitude.. bad lazy me.. *spanks my ass*

anyways, life has been rather good lately..hari raya has jus passed and i'm glad that now i can eat and drink freely again.. haha.. but due to some relative's comments about me putting on weight, i'm going on a diet..

Details of diet:

- no rice for this entire month or till whenever possible after that..
- only carbohydrate to be taken is pasta or plain bread
- vegetables a must for all meals
- no carbonated drinks
- 30minute jog at park 3 times a week (at least)
- no food after 8pm
- gym whenever possible

so, apart from the dieting, green packet (hong bao) money from hari raya has been rather encouraging.. encouraging me to shop that is.. haha.. so i'll be going on mini shopping sprees in this sch holiday.. i'm gonna invent a new image for myself for the upcoming sch semester.. talking bout the upcoming sch semester, results will be out this coming wednesday on sp website.. i hope everything will turn out fine.. hmmm..

What to get during shopping spree:

- a new bag
- new shoes
- get my mane permed
- get daily contacts
- several tops and bottoms

anyway.. i've got three dates next week.. monday is a date with liat, wednesday is a threesome with min and lin and thursday is a date with rif.. haha.. then on saturdayu will be my hari raya open house.. i'm glad to announced that none of u is invited.. haha.. jk.. its a family affair.. all near and distant relatives will be invited to my house for a little get together, dinner and a mini bbq.. many amazing things u can do in a 3 room hdb.. haha.. around 20-30 ppl will be crammed in my house.. haha.. i better hide all my stuff before my cousins starts rummaging in my room and start breaking stuff..

anyways, my blog has gone thru a makeover yet again.. i got bored at home and started surfing.. i meant the internet.. i think the tag board is down currently so if u've got anny comments, jus add me in msn at and give me a buzz..


Wednesday, November 17, 2004

someday u will find the place
where love takes over hate
then u will see that every thing u do
affects everyone around u

now i know there is no fear at all
u held my hand and took down that wall
as i looked at u with nothing to say
now i understand why u pushed me away

i went far and now i see
that the only one i needed was me
Artist: Gabrielle
Title: Out of Reach

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

Saturday, November 13, 2004

dear ppl, my new blog music is damn intoxicatingly romantic.. jus listen to it and imagine urself dancing ard with ur partner.. its so damn sweet.. listen to the whole song ya.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! i'm on cloud 9..


Friday, November 12, 2004

today was a great day.. woke up at 12.. went for friday prayers.. and after that went to the hari raya bazaar in geylang serai for last minute hari raya shopping with my mummy.. so we took a 45min bus ride there.. there was already a lot of ppl there when we arrive.. and mind u, its the fasting montn. so the entire place there was filled with many hungry and thirsty souls.. haha.. got one chinese guy walk ard while drinking from a packet drink, everyone stare at him sia.. hahaha... so funny..

anyways.. so happily shop la.. todays shopping purpose was to look for cookies and savouries for hari raya.. so mum bought another table cloth.. haha.. she bought scarf.. i wanted to buy a shirt.. looks very british india type one.. but like after i looksee, the price doesnt seem to measure up to quality.. so i gave it a miss.. so jus shop shop shop.. mostly was my mothers stuff.. then it started to rain like hell.. the entire place was very unacessible when raining.. wet here wet dere.. but we still walk ard la.. got umbrela ma.. hehe.. bought a lot of food la.. then after that wanted to go home.. went to the cab stand.. a lot of ppl queing.. so we went further infront and hailed a taxi.. haahahahahahahaha!!! we got a taxi and my mum was like saying look at all those poor ppl stuck in the taxi stand.. hehehe.. funny sia.. sheesh..

anyways.. so tonight, daphne got voted off on singapore idol.. kinda expected la.. i hope sly goes out next.. only then will we have a good match between taufik and oli.. i wan taufik to win cause he very versatile unlike oli who very expected one.. anyway.. i think douglas olivero [the judge with the curly hair] stays near my house.. i've spotted him twice at the 7eleven near my house and yesterday i saw him walking at the blocks in front of my house and hailing a cab.. so cool.. i have a celebrity living near me.. haha..

okok.. i think dats it.. ppl, fasting month is coming to an end.. pls make ur shopping appointments with me soon.. i'm off on weekends.. for those intending to look for social escorts, i charge 25bucks an hour.. i only escort and no physical touching.. for sex inquiries, pls send in ur fotos beforehand.. preferably nude.. i charge 250bucks per night.. charges includes a bottle of sparkling wine.. thank you..

**no refund will be given for any unsatisfactory performance..

i cant wait for sunday.. yasi get back from hong kong then.. me misses u..

wishin a happy deepavali to everyone who's celebrating.. dun overdose on the curry.

Wednesday, November 10, 2004


woke up at 1 today.. my mum was watching a malay cooking show.. its on everyday at the same time.. and she watches it religiously.. well.. after that i watched iron chef.. my life is becoming mundane and too routinised.. at least today i'll be going out with sharif..

anyway.. so we met at PS cinema at 3.30pm.. booked tickets for Princess Diaries at 4.10 and we had half and hour to kill.. so we went to the arcade and played some skiing game and memory game.. it was boring me.. luckily by the time we ended, it was time for the show.. went to our seats.. the show was nice la.. i give it 3.75 over 4.. the show very expected one.. then after the show ended, we decided to break-fast somewhere but couldnt decide on a place.. in the end we went to centrepoint's fish and co.. had seafood platter.. i felt damn bloated afterwards.. so much food sia.. then after that we walked to heeren.. i went to say hi to qiuyan who's working at the annex.. she's quite nice to talk to.. we left for city hall after that..

sharif needed some new clothes and the only places where he can get them is at Peninsular plaza where they sell clothes for big sized ppl.. so he bought like three clothes at 90+ bucks.. got a bit discount after we bargained.. haha.. his size was like XXL.. so huge sia.. i can wear them and walk ard without shorts.. haha.. so we left that place cause it smelt wierd..

next we went to city link.. sharif wanted to buy a note book for a fren.. we went to Prints and got a A5 notebook with lines that cost 17bucks.. daylight robbery i tell u.. but the book is nice la.. saw KY.. suddenly got one guy came up to me and waved.. so freaky.. anyway... we were kinda tired from walking around so we decided to end the day with crepes and creme... i had a 3 scoops while sharif had a two scoops.. so we jus sat and chatted.. till like 10++.. then we left for home..

a fun day where i spent alot of money jus on food.. anyway, i changed a new song on my blog again.. this one is called 'no frontiers' by the corrs.. i love this song cause its very pleasing to listen too.. very calming.. nice.. hmm.. well i think that toro is so not hot.. (this sounds gay but i'm straight).. i watched the champion and he actually looked pudgy in trunks.. compared to the rest in the show.. he looked fat sia.. lol.. i shldnt be saying ppl when i dont have that physique either.. lol..


Monday, November 08, 2004


joys party at the american club on sunday night was a blast.. okok.. sunday started with us meeting up early to get her present.. and that in the evening, it was time to party.. the club was kinda secluded and they had policeman with big guns guarding the place in fear of terrorist attack i think.. hehe.. so we sat down and had pizza.. i loved pizza and they had so many different types.. hehe... yummy.. they had great music.. and i have to say that joys family was very musically inclined.. joy and her siblings can all play either violin or cello and/or piano.. her mum plays the piano.. her soon to be fiancee can play the sax.. and the father, well he could play alot of instruments.. namely those from the dental clinic.. lol.. jaz, her lil sis was adorable and she could play the violin well.. there was one disturbing trend that i saw amongst her friends or her sister's friends.. a lot of them had braces... disturbing or jus coincidence?.. hmm.. go figure. (PS: the father's a dentist).. we ended the day with fun games.. and was dead tired when i reached home.. i was kinda farting alot when walking home.. could be becasue of all the helium i inhaled to make funny noises.. (if u inhale helium, ur voice change to squeeky chipmunks).. i was farting helium...

on monday which is today, me and my mother did hari raya shopping.. went to geylang serai (the malay stuff area not the red light district) to get our stuff.. this year, my whole family is in purple malay costume.. soooo cool... then jus bought a few other typical stuff like carpets, table mats, cushion cover, tissue box cover, decorative flowers and not forgetting those malay cookies and biscuits.. it was like 5hrs of shopping during fasting hours.. whoah!!! we ended the day at city plaza.. they had this massage chairs where u put in $1 and they work for 3 minutes.. so shiok.. then we went home.. had jalan kayu nasi bryani that we bought at the hari raya bazaar for break-fast.. it was suuuuuuuper delicious.. yummy..

tuesday will be my rest day.. i've been going out too many times this week.. i need my rest.. and wednesday i'm gonna go watch princess diary 2.. cant wait.. the show looks exciting.. this thursday is deepavali and sunday is hari raya.. i cant wait for hari raya.. jus imagine all the hong baos... $$$$.. then after that i go shopping.. i've been eyeing this louis vuitton wallet that cost $325.. its gorgeous.. those checkered print type.. but like now alot of fake LV.. and they look real.. so u nvr noe.. i wanna own a branded item that i buy with my own money.. hmm.. maybe i shld get a job.. then i'll spend my first pay on a Hermes shirt or a Versace jacket. cools.. i wanna be rich.. i'm gonna work hard to achieve this dream.. but first i need to find work.. anybody got any lobang for holiday jobs?

my blog has a new song.. its by brandy.. its called 'turn it up'.. sounds abit like the late Alliyah's music but its not.. very nice beat to groove.. hope u like it.. anyway.. here are the fotos that were taken during joy's party...

me & KY

me looking retarded

mee li, yasi, maddie, joy doing a blow job


informal.. i dint noe they were taking foto yet though..

all of joy's friends - formal

all of joys friend's - informal


Saturday, November 06, 2004


today i woke up at 12.. jus in time to catch meteor garden.. i loooove that show.. anyway.. there was this scene where vanness said that they was a saying "love can only last for 3 yrs, after that its all up to the person".. got me thinkin.. is love about chance or choice?

my hair sux.. from all the bbq fotos, i've noticed that i looked terrible.. my hair looks too flat.. my cheekbones look too high.. my neck looks too short.. and my lips look like i jus had collagen injected.. and oh yah.. according to a certain someone, my shirt looks a it ah pek-ish.. oh darn.. maybe i'm jus being too skeptical.. if only i had tonnes of money.. my plastic surgeon would be rich.. hmm.. i'll get a chin implant.. a new jaw.. straighten all my teeth.. have all my teeth whiten.. laser micro dermabration on my face.... reduce my cheekbones.. botox injection on the forehead.. thin my lips.. lipo my tummy, breast, thighs and erm.. well make it everywhere.. make me 10cm taller... a new nose.. i wan those F4 type.. then remove my eye bags.. full permanent epilation(hair removal) everywhere on my body.. a fake tan.. a perkier butt.. and curly hair..

i think dats it.. for now..

but now, following my pathetic financial state, all i can afford is the curly hair..

on other matters

i wan a new song on my blog... the background music is jus too ironic.. the music is about getting things started and running around.. very hip.. and the layout of my blog is about two butterflies stuck in a jar and cannot go out.. one is about freedom and another is about being supressed.. how ironic... i'm waiting for mr barney (my blog helper) to find new songs and add in to my blog.. hope it turns out nice..

i love clothes from POA.. i've seen tonnes of nice nice clothes there.. me gonna shop there and run wild after hari raya..

i cant wait for deepavali... they gonna show beyonce's concert on channel i.. the one that i wanted to buy the vcd.. but didnt cause no money.. haha.. yay..

i LIKE yasi alot.. me thinks she's very sweeeet.. and she likes me too.. hehe.. lucky would be the man or woman who loves her and she loves in return... i'm feeling blissful..


Friday, November 05, 2004

shark tale is an okok show..

ramen ten has okok food..

it was an okok day..


my exams are finally over.. and to celebrate it, we had a class outing later on at night the day the exam ended.. so after our last paper than ended at 11.15.. me, maddie, yasi, serene, yipin, meixing, xuechun, angela went to town.. then i received my belated birthday present.. it was a lovely shirt shared between yipin, meixing, xuechun, serene, denise and kwang yong.. thanx guys.. love you lots too.. later we shopped around in town.. 4 people asked me why i look so sad and moody.. lol.. i wasnt.. i was jus hungry and a bit tired cause i woke up at 4 that mornin to study and cause i was fasting also.. so i had to conserve my energy.. anyways thanx for ur concern ya.. =D

i left at 2.45 later cause i wanted to go home to freshen up.. so they shopped.. we were to meet later at marina mrt station at 6.30 for the steamboat and bbq.. so everyone(maddie, yasi, huiming, weekian, kwangyong, angela, joy, joy's bf bryan, xuechun, yipin, meixing, rexina, adeleine, serene and me).. then i received another bdae present.. this was another shirt.. it was from maddie, yasi and kathlene.. they bought it from new urban males... its a gay shop.. with suggestive slogans on their shirt.. i got one.. cools.. i love suggestive clothes.. later when walking to the bus stop, got people approach us later to go to their shop for the bbq.. got free transport to and fro, free champange, free drinks, and free ice cream.. all for jus $10 per person.. how cheap was dat.. lol.. so we ate ate and ate.. my food was cooked in tonnes of butter.. thats why they tasted nice and looked cooked.. haha.. so later.. me, xuechun, yipin and meixing went to the arcade.. we played cool games.. had fun.. then went down.. had some champange.. had ice cream... then took some fotos..

later some stayed behind to play bowling while me and the rest left for home cause we were a rather tired.. i stiknk.. i smelled like bbq food.. smelt like burn butter.. haha.. my hair stinks.. i went on the train and people look at me.. i jus act donno.. reached home and went online.. was tired but couldnt sleep cause still had too much excitement in me.. haha..

i received 3 tops so far as bdae presents.. maybe people are suggesting i need new clothes.. lol.. must go shopping after hari raya with my hong bao money.. haha.. 9 more days of fasting left... and after that hari raya.. wheeeeeeeeee!!! can eat and eat.. and after that i m gonna go on a strict exercise routine.. must kill all the fats before school open.. then gonna go perm hair.. i cant wait.. should i do it before hari raya or after.. hmm.. lol.. so many things to do and soooo little darn time.. haha.. okok..

anyway.. here are some group fotos we took yesterday..

first pose

second pose

third pose

last pose.. the formal one..


Monday, November 01, 2004

today i had HRM exam.. the paper was fine but it wasnt easy either.. on my way home.. saw fizah at the train station and she was going to amk... yay.. someone to accompany me on the train.. yippie.. so took the train home with her.. she had a bad case of the sniffles.. so she was like sneezing all the way on the train.. so poor thing..

when we got to amk.. i wanted to go to cd rama to get my hillary duff CD.. but when we reached, dont have.. the place sucked.. so little amount of cd collection... its like a small little portion selling cd inside popular bookstore.. so after that, we decided to go arcade.. played daytona.. initially she was so happy gonna beat me.. but in the end of two games, i still win.. haha.. then we played bishi bashi.. i still win.. then i played the dakio drums.. fun..

when we left the arcade it was raining like hell.. so we dono wad to do.. then we jus loiter around.. fizah wanted to go to the library but it was raining and no shelter.. so we end up going to sportlink... they got a corner where u can play their lego set.. so i jus sit down and play... haha.. loiter loiter somemore.. then later.. we jus took the initiative to walk in the rain.. reached the library.. wet.. so i jus sat down and read style magazine.. i find it quite interesting especially the men section.. left ard 3.15.. fizah needed to go off, n my tv show was starting at 3.30.. so we left for our respective destination..

i've learned to embrace life and take things as they are.. life is filled with so many happiness and pleasures.. its jus that sometimes we tend to overlook them.. and i've also learned to love myself.. i''ve learned not to bother so much about what people think about me and just be free.. life is short, we should enjoy it rather than fret and worry.. spread the love y'all..


Saturday, October 30, 2004

Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you're awake,
Are you calling out for me?

Do you ever reminisce?
I can't believe in nothing like this
I know it's crazy
How I still can feel your kiss

It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away

Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings,
Do you wish it was me calling you?

Do you still feel the same?
Or has time put out the flame?
I miss you
Is everything okay?

It's hard enough just passing the time
When I can't seem to get you off my mind
And where is the good in goodbye?
Tell me why, tell me why

hmm.. most of my friends say i have changed.. they say i m not as happy and jovial as i used to be.. they say i've toned down a whole lot.. a whole whole lot.. have i changed? i think i have.. but is it for the better or worse? they say a person's personality changes as he deals with crisis and past experiences.. has life changed me? i've yet to know.. i've yet to know who i am.. changes are bound to occur in life.. do we accept it, embrace it or jus run away from it? do we face to reality or do we hide in our own dream world and hope that everything's gonna be ok.. but the fact is that reality is harsh and cruel and we choose to be in our comfort zone.. but this dream world of ours will perish one day when reality takes over... any moment anything can change..

i had a chat with a friend yesterday.. a good serious chat.. and its not easy to have a serious conversation with me because i m the type that bottles up and only a few people are capable of opening the tight cover.. we chated about life.. he says i've changed.. he missed the old me.. i missed the old me too.. anyway, but chatting with him made me feel better.. i've found reasons and solutions.. i was confused and now i've straightened things out.. most of it that is..

my clairvoyance is interfering in my life.. i can sense auras.. and when i look around me, i see a lot of fake smiles.. it brings me down.. but i've got to learn to control it.. if i see fake smiles, i choose not to surround myself in them in fear of getting that disease.. life is short.. i should learn to embrace it and be happy.. simple pleasure in life is wad i choose to obtain from now on..

any moment anything can change

Friday, October 29, 2004


thanx to all those ppl who sent their well wishes.. i love you too.. =)

but i m still waiting for one more... ms yah yah hippie.. =(

went out with sharif today... play arcade.. won a wallet with bear designs on it at a game.. watched a movie called yesterday once more.. lovely romance show.. had food at sakae sushi.. had ice cream at crepes and creme.. went home.. nice day

I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad it can get
And good as it can be

Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try figure me out, you never can

There's so many things I am
I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
I'm powerful
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm someone filled with self-belief
I'm haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out

I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill

Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am
I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

i am ali

Tuesday, October 26, 2004



for the lovely early birthday presents.. love you guys lots..

anyways.. i haven been doing proper updates lately due to stress over 'studying' my accounts paper.. and finally i had the paper today.. hmm.. well i soo look forward to planning my timetable as a forward module student next semester.. lol...

i m looking forward to going out on thursday after my CB exam with sharif.. we gonna go many places and take lots of fotos.. haha.. yay.. but i was really hoping my other two frens could make it too.. but apparently they are busy with exams too.. haiz.. nvm la.. but they promise after exams will go out with me.. so i m waiting for then too.. haha..

i saw my japanese gerl n her bf, toro hugging today.. i didnt feel any emotions though... hmm.. maybe i've gotten over her... or maybe i jus got numb.. lol.. nvm la.. i've moved on.. i think..


only got one day to study for my consumer behaviour paper this thursday.. hope i can pass this..


Sunday, October 24, 2004


A Singaporean was on holiday in Malaysia. He was having his coffee, croissants, bread, butter & jam at the hotel's coffee house. A Malaysian man who was chewing gum, sat down next to him & started a casual conversation.

Malaysian : "You Singaporeans eat the whole bread?"
Singaporean : "Of course."
Malaysian : "We don't. In Malaysia, we only eat what's inside. The crusts we collect in a container, recycle it, transform them into croissants & sell them across to Singapore.."

The Malaysian then had a smirk on his face while the Singaporean listened in silence.

Malaysian : "Do you eat the jam with the bread?"
Singaporean : "Of course."
Malaysian (chuckling) : "We don't.. In Malaysia, we eat fresh fruit for breakfast, then we put all the peels, seeds & other left-overs in a container, recycle them, transform them into jam, before we sell it across to Singapore.."

This time, the Singaporean retorted: "Do you have sex in Malaysia?"
Malaysian : "Why, of course we do"
Singaporean : "Do you wear protection"
Malaysian : "Of course! We wear condoms."
Singaporean : "And what do you do with the condoms once you've used them?"
Malaysian : "We throw them away, of course."
Singaporean : "We don't. In Singapore, the government secretly puts them in a container, recycle them, melt them down into chewing gum & sell them across to Malaysia, & that's the real reason why we banned chewing gum in Singapore."

Saturday, October 23, 2004

i had my chinese semester one exam today.. the teacher obviously is mad setting half the paper in chinese characters.. my favourite part of the exam was the comprehension which was in full chinese characters and we have to answer questions which was also in chinese characters... it was fun except for two parts.. one, i have no idea wad the passage was about.. and two, i have no idea wad the questions were saying.. the next fun part was the multiple choice.. they gave us words.. it was either find the chn characters for the hanyu pinyin or find the hanyu pinyin for the chn character.. well.. obviously i couldnt have had more fun playing eenie meenie minie mo.. well, i dont wan to mention about the rest of wad was inside the paper cause they were jus crap..

after the chinese paper, i went to town to return my library books, buy some stationeries and also get my hair dye.. why do they have to position macdonalds and bread talk together jus beside the mrt.. it smells heavenly.. but apparently it doesnt if u're fasting.. so i jus walked past.. i hate going into watsons.. surely one of their sales person will come up to me and ask whether i m looking for facial wash... -_____-""".. its that the only thing they sell.. sheesh.. how sensitive can they be.. i remember last time when i was at watsons with my friend who was kinda big boned a.k.a. fat, i was browsing thru the slimming products and guess who they approached.. nope.. not the one browsing thru the products [ me] but intead my fren.. how insensitive can they be..

anyway.. i find it ironic when they get old people with saggy wrinkly skin to sell O LAY face revitalising products..

bought my stuff and i left.. went back to the train station and have to brave thru the smells of food.. haha.. ooh.. guess who i saw at orchard train station??.. this guy called haizad from singapore idol.. he was the extremely handsome malay guy [this part sounds gay] who only made it till the wild card round.. u noe wad.. he didnt look that extremely handsome in real life.. must be make up on tv or smthing.. haha... andhis friends were good looking too.. haha.. okok.. anyway.. in the train i saw this couple publicly displaying their affection on the train.. i dont actually like it.. cause i find it kinda disturbing for some ppl to have to bear it.. its like imagine standing next to a person kissing.. it jus feels awkward.. anyway.. wad made the situation a puking worth while was that this couple was an oversized couple in other words fat la.. this wasnt the worst part yet.. here comes the next gross part.. they were very terrible dressed.. wad i meant was dat the girl was wearing a spaggeti top and super tight black leather skirt [wonder how she gets blood circulation through] and the guy was wearing a sleeveless top accessorized with an extremely bushy armpit and shorts.. and here comes thw worst part.. amidst all the wobbly parts of their bodies.. they were necking and the girl was whinily giggling.. tian ar!!! pass the bucket quick i need to puke..

thank god they left after the third stop..

reached home and now on my computer.. gonna dye my hair maybe later.. wonder how it turns out.. must start studying my accounts tonight.. i fear failing and repeating one whole semester for it.. sigh.. but for now.. i'll go play the sims.. haaha...

ps : my birthday is in 5 more day.. 28 oct.. so start saving money yah...


Thursday, October 21, 2004

i m PMSing.. woke up today with a bad bad dream.. dreamt that i was at my japanese girl's wedding ceremony.. she looked pretty and happy.. hmmph.. cant i have nicer dreams.. woke up at one.. studied CB for 2hrs.. watched tv all the way till 7.. broke fast.. watch singapore idol.. i have lost all hope for any of the contestant... its a show no longer worth watching.. its jus a mockery of Singapore's musical talents.. i dare say we have better talents than wad is on stage.. and those supporters are recklessly blind.. the top 12 should be casted for tv shows auditions instead of singing.. cause they look good only.. i cant stand the judges's useless and mindless comments that lack lustre.. i cringe when most of the singers go out of pitch and choose the worse songs ever.. who cares about olinda wearing a dress.. who cares about sylvester being suck a 'rock' person that he cant even carry an aerosmith song.. who cares about christopher lee's smile, daphne too cute voice, maia screaming 'i m a whore cum slut' on stage, who cares about leandra weak voice and who cares if taufik is malay.. apparently a whole lot of dumb singaporeans do.. these dumb singaporeans who waste their 50cents voting.. its retarded.. i jus watched the champion on channel 8.. i wan a body like qi yuwu.. i wan a face like toro.. lol.. where are my plastic surgeons.. tsk tsk..