Sunday, January 25, 2004

hEl00 public.. well today was a saturday... now its a sunday.. so dat explains the diff in time and date written for the update...

anyway... lately, i have received comments from several ppl about my updates being poorly paragraphed... i apologise if this was of any inconvenience to my fellow public... i'll take the matter into consideration.. as u have noticed, in this update i have tried to paragraph my update... so pls comment on how it can be improve better... u can also comment on how my blog can be further improved... u can reach me either thru the tagboard or u can email me at www.realitee86@hotmail.com .... all comments are welcomed and your contribution is greatly appreciated and recognised...

so... today i went to my fren's house at hougang... my visit there was to put the finishing touches to my IT project... well.. everything went well today and i reached home on time according to plan... i had burned my project onto a cd-rw... i had to do this because i wanted to add music to my project and songs take up a lot of space.. thus a diskette is jus inutile... so since i didnt have a cd burner at my house and i dont mean those that actually burn cds using fire but those that u can illegally copy song from the net, other ppl's cd or movies.. i have to say that this is a wonderful invention... and due to the invention of cd burners, more and more cd will be pirated and copied illegally and even sold...

well.. since tonnes of artistes have been constantly reminding the public to only buy originals, bill gates has done his part too.. he has gladly included a cd burner to every pentium 4 microsoft pc.. thus even increasing the rate of piracy.. such irony.. but hey... bill gates wants more money and by producing ppl wad they want, ppl will buy it more... and thus increasing income... and since the economy is in the slumps nowadays, ppl now resort to burning cds... in a way this saves them money big time.. like buying a cd, in exampe britney spears... well this cd probably cost around 18 bucks.. well if u copied the cd from a fren a burnt it to a cd for ur keepsake or for frenz this will only cost... lets say 2 bucks.. this gives a major difference of 16 bucks between both cds... this is a major different..

well we shouldnt steal wad rightfully of the artist... the cd was made out of their sweat and blood (unliterally), and we jus put their hardwork to the rubbish bin by piracy... well not to include that they still make a lot of money.. money that we can only dream of having... and life that we can only dream of living... so the conclusion here is that how bout we all stop buying cd's and start downloading them from net and burn them to our cd... in this way at least these celebrities would in the end be paid lesser and live life not so primadonically anymore... this will teach them a little lesson which is to be happpy with wad they have and money is not everything.. although i clearly disagreee with the last statement that money isnt everything... to me money is very important... without money u can not survive in this world... try living on love alone... u wont be happy.. u'll jus be loved... cost love doesnt get u a ferrari or a bentley.. it doesnt give u nice gucci bag or that prada shoes u've been eyeing... love gives u love.. it makes u feel love... but it wont make u happy forever... neither does money.. it wont make u happy forever... so it is really important to have the yin and the yang balanced...

anyway... i'll just like to end todays update with the lyrics to a song that have been stuck on my mind this few days...

i made thru the wilderness
somehow i made it thru
didnt noe how lost i was
until i found

i was beat, incomplete
i'd been had, i was sad and blue
but u made me feel
yeah, u made me feel
shiny and new

### so till next update, tata

Friday, January 23, 2004

hEl0000 public.. today was a friday.. second day of chinese new yr.. first and foremost jus wanna say hi to all my loyal bloggers out there.. anyway.. well chn new yr has been really a drag... i spent the first day of chn new yr doing my powerpoint project... well i m doing about 'my hobby'.. and no it wont be about collecting stamps or planting roses... i would be talking about music.. my passion... anyway, it took the entire day.. but at least i got 90% of it done.. jus left witht the sound now.. my com doesnt have sound for clipart so i'll be visiting a frenz house tmr just to touch up wads needed of the project..
well, lately there have been something really disturbing on my mind... why is it that chn new yr is a 2 day public holiday whereas other festivals ae only 1 day public holiday... well, it is not dat i am complaining about chn new yr being a 2 day public holiday,. but i am complaining about other festivals being a one day public holiday... why is it that the dominant majority of singapore have 2 day public holiday for their festival whereas the minority only have one measely day to celebrate their day of festive... this is downright unfair... but when u live in a country where the indigenous people are not the dominant majority, arguing the above statement is almost futile... but it is not the present majority's fault either.. they worked hard to assume their current position and i dare say they deserve it... anyway, even if people thought that the festival thing was unfair, nobody would stand up to have their say... singapore is made up of M.I.C.E. M for malays, I for indians, C for chinese and E for eurasians... singaporeans have the tendency to be too pampered or is it ignorant... if anything undesirable were to happen, singaporeans would jus say ' the government will take care of it'... on one hand u may say that this potrays the singapore goverment which is and has been the same political party for the past 36 yrs or however long singapore have been independent... u noe it is a wonder hy other political party give a damn about contending in the elections... the same party would win again over and over again... like duh.. anyway back to the topic... this either show that the government is very capable in doing the uttermost wonders or its jus the government hogs the power... well, in my opinion i dont really think singapore is fully democratic... the goverment controls almost everything in almost every aspect.. in a way this is somewad good and somewad bad...
omg... everything i jus typed sounded soo political.. by the way, omg means oh my government( in singapore) and oh my god (in other regions)... anyway... i am not a political person... i m just this shy little bunny filled with my own views and opinion to be shared with the whole world... lol... anyway... today i watched mtv europe awards on chn 5 at 5 pm... and it was hosted by my favorite petite songtress with the vocals to die for... miss aguilera or better known as christina aguilera.. well one thing for sure... everytime she came out to host, she was in a different outfit... and the outfits were damn wondeful... it wasnt flowing dresses or beautiful suits but they were so her.. some were tight and some were really almost leaving nothing to the dirrty imagination... but they were all really gorgeous on her... anyway.. i love the way she presented... this could jus be biasness talking but seriously i think she did a great job..
anyway... i look forward to school... especially the stats tutorial... damn where's that voodoo doll with the stats tutors face... oh yah.. its in the sewing kit... especially with all the needles and stuff, u jus dont want it lying around... it could get really dangerous... anyway... i also look forward to hari raya haji.. which is next sunday... which means that we'll be having a 3 day weekend... so to all chinese, happy chinese new yr and to all muslims happy pre-hari raya haji... so till my next update.. tata..

Sunday, January 18, 2004

hEl00 public, it has been a while since i have updated my blog... i apologise if it was of any inconvenience... well the reason for this is because that sch has been really tiring on me... almost everyday ends at 5 and this results in overexhaustion... so if i have the opportunity to update my blog, i'll be sure to post an update...
anyway, this few days have been a very fucked up one for me... i had a major sore throat recently... and somewad a cold... now i am in the stage of the runny nose and this basically means getting a stucked nose every now and then... after this, phlegm and coughing will be expected... so practically, this whole flu period will last till chn new year... i m really hoping that it will end faster...
well, i had a long weekend... didnt go sch on friday and skipped chn class on saturday due to health problems... so that means i was at home since friday to sunday... stuck at home resting while watching tv... now friday was a terrible day and i slept thru the whole day but what happened on saturday really pissed me off... when i was recuperating at home, it was really dull and my only companion was the computer and television... first and foremost, there was practically nothing to watch on the telly on saturday... i think because that they expect ppl to be going out and not spend their saturday at home... well, not everyone has a life... so it would be nice to watch smthing good on the telly apart from reruns or crappy dramas that u rather be laughing at their wierd sense of fashion than laugh at their uttermost dry and lame jokes that they try to come up with... at night it was even more worst... there was nothing at all to watch on the telly... so i ended up playing the sims on my computer... at least it was triple the joy and double the fun...
so today was a sunday... at least they have nice shows on sunday... my time was filled quite well with good shows on the telly... so now here i am writing an update to my blog... i am really looking forward to chn new year... not only beacause it will be a long weekend but hopefully there'll be good shows on tv...
finally, i'll jus say that i have been seing good response to the tagboard installed... keep it up... so till my next update, tata...

Friday, January 16, 2004

hEl00000 public.... well today was a friday... i did not attend school today... well, today i am feeling abit under the weather... the sore throats getting worser by the minute... anyway.. today jus sat at home whole day and sleep, watch tv and play com... it was really really dull... so i look forward to tmr... my chinese class... well till next time tata...

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

hEl00 public... today was a tuesday... today was the longest school day of the week.. as it is from 9am to 5pm... sianz rite... anyway.. today we were suppose to have a 2hr break for lunch... but instead we had a 4hr break... because the bloody stats teacher insisted on not teaching ppl who do not tutorials... since only 10% of the class had the textbook and aparently only one moron did the tutorial... so the teacher cancelled the class... i find his behaviour rather irresponsible and futile... we pay this civil servant to teach us and he did not do his job.. even though we do not have the textbooks yet.. he could go thru the tutorials with us instead... at least we learn something... now, due to this servant's insolence, we may have an even harder time understanding statistics... enough of the civil servant...
now, i'll talk about today, during the 4hrs break, me and my cliques went town to have lunch and do some light hearted shopping... i think dats all that happen today.. well ITAB project has begun and dateline is on 30 jan... better get started...
so finally i'll jus say, see you next time... tata...
i'll leave u all with a quote : nobody cares when the tears of a clown fall down... (go figure)

Monday, January 12, 2004

hEl00 public... today was a monday... aparently somewad i was wrong with my frenship crisis thing premonition... but still i am quite unsure about the future... jus hope everything gets well...
today had class for 2 hrs... after that went town with frenz... then we went to take photos with my digicam and also take those card neoprints or wadeva u call them... so we had fun.. had nice food with a place with great ambience... and everybody went their own ways after dat according to their personal agenda... so i went home.. played the sims... and then went for dinner.. now i am here typing my udates early... well i better get going... i still have accounts tutorial which i haven touch at all... and must pass up tmr.. haiz... so lazy.... so tired.. see my mood la later whether wanna do or not...
note to self : be more self-discipline about studies
okok.. so i think i jus have to say bye bye now.. maybe if i free i update tmr... so till then tata..
ps : love ya honey .. muacks

Sunday, January 11, 2004

hEl00 public.... apparently for the past few days i haven been updating my blog properly.... so i jus have to say sorry to all my blog suppoters... so tonite i'll jus do a simple review of the pass few days of my life...
so ladies and gentlemen..... last week or u would say this week is the beginning of the school term... its now sem 2 term 1... but i am still in yr 1... so recently i had a major haicut... my lovely, floppy straight hair has been chopped of and now... i have spiky hair... last time ppl use to say i look like ah beng.. well... now i look better and younger... hmm.. must be the botox... sshhh.... anyway.. so now i have spiky hair.. lol.. joy to the world... i received mixed reviews about my new look... some ppl say i look better... some say i look fatter, some say i look younger and some say i look like some malay gangster... but wadeva it is, my job is not to please everyone but only to please myself... if i like it then so be it... anyway.. i told u ppl in my previous updates that i am constantly changing and evolving into the real me.. and maybe this are some changes leading to it... for better or good, i have no clue...
anyway.. school is really great... lets talk bout the timetable... well.. monday... hmmm.. i jus come to school for 2hrs for a subject something like CME... but hey i could always go out after that... well tuesday is my most jammed packed day... its 9 to 5... filled with tutorials... wednesday and thurdays are my lecture days... and this are the days i quite enjoy the most... so next is friday... well.. friday is cool.. but still end at 5... saturday i got chn class from 9 -11... so u see ppl... as the new sch semester begins, my lif gets filled with academic stuff... but still.. i do get to go out at least once in week during this time.... so i jus would like to say that i really enjoy sch ad my frenz...
hmm.. next lets tok about stufff... hmm... i went out with frenz on friday.. it was really great and i enjoyed it and had lotsa fun... bought some shirts too.. so that was kinda my week.... i told u also in one of the previous updates that some of my frenz are drifting away from me... well.. i am not joking.. this frenz are either becoming more distant and quieter with me or either they turn somewad hostile whenever i am around... well i have made a choice... not all frenship will stay... but only the real frenz will be by ur side... wad for trying your best to keep the frenship alive if the other party doesnt really give a damn so wad i'll do now is jus be me and if u dont like it.. fuck off... and dont mind me if i get a bit cranky this few days or is really damn sarcastic... if u irritate me or by any chance make me uneasy beware of a tongue lashing.. i got one sharp one mind you... ;) so i'm not gonna care bout this broken friendship or something... i am jus gonna be happy the way i am... enough of this...
now... ladies and gentlemen... i jus wanna say.... i wont be updating my blog everyday... but i'll really really try my best to update it... its jus dat i dont have time lately and is really tired whenever i reach home from sch... i do hope u understand my plight... well till next time then... toodles...
ps : muacks to my sweetheart
hEl0000000 pubic... well todae was a saturday... jus wanna say that the school days are jammed packed schedule... and i haven been getting enough beauty sleep... so ppl... good night.... promise to update my blog asap...zzzzzz..... zzzzz.... moo...zzzzzz...zzzz..

Thursday, January 08, 2004

hEl000000 public....... i am soooooooo soooooooo sorrie... that i haven been updating my blog recently.... there's been this bloody problem with blogger.. its like i cant open my webby.. so its not that i don wanna update.. once again to all my faithful supporters out there, i am truly sorry...
anyway... where did we last stop... hmm.. today is a thursday... school has been going on for 4 days... school is much lovely than the mundane sch holidays... where a daily activity was jus eat sleep and play com... so sianz.. now poly more fun.. got frenz.. but its like now there is this thingy goin on in my class where some usual cliques are like not together anymore... and also like some frenz are not as closer with you as before... some frenz who were not close to you also starts to talk to you more.. well this support the sayin 'you win some you lose some'..
its like i've got this thing called clairvoyance.. and i can somewad sense feelings of people... and sometimes its jus sad to see that some frens don realli like you anymore... they don tell you but u jus can sense it.. every day they drift apart further and further.. and the worse thing is seeing ppl u treasure drift away from you and you have no idea wad to do.... but all i jus can say is i will treasure all the friendships i had and still have for as long as i can...
anyway..recently i've been talking to this wonderful gal in IRC and she's really nice and stuff... and now i have her as a new fren... i really would love to widen my social circle... but sometimes i wonder whether is it better to focus on having a true fren.. someone where u can share anything and everything about and not be afraid of anything.... its like really wonderful to have a true fren... i don mean ppl u can jus go out with and have fun but someone who'll be there for you in ur times of needs... i really wish to have someone like dat... but some things cant jus happen overnight... anyway i also have a new fren who was from montfort junior till p3 or p4 and recently he is in sp.. i got to noe him thru IRC... well i wouldnt mention name in blog.. but u'll noe who u are... so to all my past frens, my current frenz and my new frenz and hopefully future frenz.... i treasure u're frenship 4eva...
so finally i'l jus say sch's a blast apart from the overly scheduled timetable and to everybody who's reading this and dont noe me... i wanna noe u... go write something in my tagboard... so to ppl who read my blog.. also do that to.. so i noe who actually visit my blog... thank you for ur support....
till next time... tata...

Sunday, January 04, 2004

hEl00 public.. well today was and still is a sunday.. i jus went out to moi frenz house... after dat play com... then go out... so practically dats it... anyway.. tmr sch starts... i cant wait it... lolz.. i noe i m wierd... anyway... i gotta sleep early.. tmr got sch... i will oso be posting my post early for the rest of the school days... i'll try my best to update my blog everyday duriung the school term... and i oso do hope that u all will continue supporting and visiting my blog... thank you.. well then.. till next time.. goodnight..
a wonderful hello to everybody out there... as u have noticed ladies and gentlemen i have not started the damn update with a 'hEl00 public'... SOME ppl found it erm.. annoying... so i'll try without my usual starting.. for today dat is... anyway... today WAS a saturday... i went clubbing at woodlads library... and hell yeah was the librarians hot... one librarian even wanted my phone number... ladies and gentlemen, why did i begin with this statement... technically because there is no such thing happening at woodland library or for fuck's sake at any other damn library... so this brings to the conclusion that the statement 'i went clubbing at woodlands library' was practically sheer dumbness or in other words lame... this brings to my next topic for the day... today i went to watch a lame movie... this movie is Lame with a capital 'L'... it was called 'scary movie 3'... dont be fooled by the title as this show is not from any sense of it scary at all... but the show was damn muthafarkin lame... but it was damn funny too... as the messenger of lamenessity... i would actually consider this show as something i would come up with if i had the chance to do a movie...
anyway apart from this all, i will decribe to u the show... the show starts with two gals talking in a room... lets call them miss melons and miss blonde... miss melons was acted out by pamela and the andersons and miss blonde was acted out by a blonde who really made just to the entire blonde jokes i have come across... so they were talking bout some tape.. and it was yada yada yada.. i had no idea wad their whole conversation was about but it was lame... and anyway miss melons's melons were taking too much screen space... so in short the show revolves around the show 'the ring' the most... there was also a scene adapted from '8 mile'... the entire show was really crappy.. its like jokes that do not need to kill brain cells to understand them... so overall i would rate the show a 8/10... it was really funny just that it lacks an original plot or interesting plot... so if you just wanna go out to the movies jus to laugh and have a great time without caring about the entire plot or some farkin twist to it... i suggest u go ahead and catch this wonderful show... so this is practically my movies review...
anyway apart from this i decided to go shopping... most of the shops had post-christmas sale... some even up to 70%... but most of the shops i went to didnt really have an eye-catching section.. all the clothes are jus typical and normal.. the pre- christmas and the christmas sale was better.. it had a more wide variety of selection... it is usually expected that the post-christmas sale would bring forth much awaited shopping as the prices would be slashed down... but this yr's post-christmas sale was a let down... so i look forward to the chinese new yr sale and the post chn new yr sale for a whole bunch of items at bargain prices...
so ladies and gentlemen i think this would be all for today's reflection... i hope u all have a wonderful time and i truly await for sch to reopen... so till next time... toodles...

Saturday, January 03, 2004

hEllo0o0o public... today was a friday... nothing much happened... so the day was like friday prayers, tv, mosque, tv, com... the agenda does not include food time or pee breaks... so today was basically a typical day in my entire holiday life... i am soo looking forward to school... hey, i'm wierd... so sue me...
well.. today i watched this show called 'janji diana'. its a malay movie basically translates into diana's promise... well it was wonderful show acted by two of malays hottest leads... erra fazira and rosyam nor... the story line was great... but then its like every othere malay show... its about the same.. same plot, same storyline, yada yada yada... i wont go into much detail about this movie that i watch jus that the ending was rather an anti climax... go figure...
well, i watched this other show at 10pm... its called extreme makeovers... the show is really cool.. its like some ugly people get the chance of a life time to have plactic surgery and look like erm... barbie or ken...
so today show was about this damn ugly guy who looked like god was bored and needed entertainment and soo he made that guy...for laughter.. the goda and the angels must be having a farting time creating him... anyway... second participants was a gal who look like she already had surgery and somewad she work too much in the sun... and hell did the plactic melt... and so she seems like barbie... melted... so this ppl went to hollywood to get plastic surgery... so the guy and the gal had surgery done... they suffered like siao... and now.. they look like barbie and ken... so this ugly man look like some guy who is like in his late forties and cool or something... well melted barbie lloked like cool.. she had this nice hair and face but the only thing was that her arms were too skinny and she wore this dress that made it look worst... but in the end this ugly soul were saved from the amusement of the public... so finally i would jus like to say here that i would like to consider getting plastic surgery... hmm.. i was kinda considering liposuction... like suck all my fats and transfer them to my dick... omg.. that would mean i would literally have a two left feet.. anyway... i was also considering of getting a nose job... hmm... cool..
so ppl... if u r thinking of getting plastic surgery.. ask me along kkz... thankz
finally i jus wanna say thank you to everyone who have been visiting my blog.. i really feel honoured that ppl would actually wanna read up about my mundane life... so keep on reading.. maybe u would jus find somthing u can relate to... so till next time i jus wanna say tata for now... muackz... lol..

Thursday, January 01, 2004

hEl00 public..firstly, today is 1st jan 2004... so HAPPIE NEW YEAR everyone... secondly, today was also my dads birthday... so we had a gathering at my paternal grandfather's house... we had a cake... my dad blew out the candles... and we ate it... the cake.. not the candles... so after that there was a meeting between my father's siblings about some family affairs.. so the kids went downstairs to play at the playground... one adult had to be in charge if a whole group of 'demonic kids' were to be let free at an open place... so there it was... one aunt bravely took up the challenge... but she was equipt with a weapon... a weapon that could control those 'demons' from running out of their confinement... this weapon that she held had the powers of instilling fear to those kids... it was non other than the magnificent cane... she was given the authority by the creator of those demons( the kids parents) to use her cane if anyone was to misbehave... unfortunately for me... i did not follow them or else i could have witness the gory acts of my aunt... how lovely... well.. i had stuff to do... there was siti nurhaliza(malay popular singer) on concert... so there i was, stuck to the televison throughout the whole show.. after that was the mtv video music awards... continued on to god 6.30pm...
then it was time for dinner... we had 'artery blocking'-'cholestrol stocking' food... it was lovely though... so now it was eight.. so we all prepared to go home.. thanking the host as we left... so here i am.. typing to you... for the next few days i will be updating my blog earlier as i school is gonna start and i need my beauty rest... so ppl... i look forward to school... i hope u do too..
well in my final paragraph here, i'll jus talk about my new yr's resolution... i only have one resolution this yr... it is to live life doing wad i wanna do and say wad i wanna say without looking back and regretting stuff dat happens... cos everything happens for a reason.. if it was to happen, then shit happens... i cant blame myself or feel regretful for the past... wads impt is the future... so, to life without regrets... cheers!!!