hEl00 public... i feel soooooo depressed...

first and foremost, its because my exams are nearing and i need the mother of miracles to help me pass this test... yes, pass this test... not ace it... if i get to yr 2 without repeating any modules, i'll be overjoyed.... and if i get into the subject elective that i want, which i have chosen retail management, i will be over the moon... but no matter wad, i jus cant get myself to study... why????

next reason for my depression would be that i am almost 18 and still single... today i went out with a couple of friends... in the latter part of the outing i saw a guy from my school... he's a brother of one of my aquaintances... and damn does he look dorky... and i am jus putting this mildly... but i dare say that his features must have got to run in the family... and it clearly proven that this is the case of genes... anyway... this dork, was with a gal... and i mean as in his galfren... it was either that or my other thesis that he paid some whore, who was equally dorky looking to be his social escort... anyway.. they were on the escalator hugging and was displaying affectionate behaviour in public... i'll save the gruesome details as i do not want my fellow bloggist to suffer as i did... the things here is that how come such a person is attached and me, isnt... why????? its not logical... this is preposteress... wad is the world coming to...

anyway... dats it for this update... while i go figure out whats wrong with me... but i've jus got to say, god works in mysterious ways.... so i think that explains it... so till next time.... toodles...