hello public

you know, one thing i always had a problem with is saying saying goodbyes. i never actually know how to react to having say goodbye to people. a part of me is kinda emotional and i dont want to deal with the whole sad long goodbye. so what i do is pretend that it doesnt bother me that much and say goodbye as though as i'll see the person the following day.

but after the reality sinks in, you feel like an idiot. you tell yourself now that you could have given a proper goodbye.

dont you just hate that feeling. the feeling of knowing you should have done something else instead, only after you've done that thing.

oh how sometimes i wish i could turn back time. but then oh wells.

what i'm trying to convey here is the message of no regrets.

i want to live a life that in the future, i wouldnt look back and say, 'damn, i should have done that'.

so while i'm still young and able. i wanna spend my life partying.
























i love to club.

and unlike some nymphos who's only one track mind is to find a pussy or a dick, whichever applies, whenever they go clubbing, mind is more for enjoyment purposes. a club is a place where i can dress up, have fun with friends and dance to the music, or in my case just sway from left to right.










tempting me with a cherry eh? aint gonna work!














a club feels festive to me. and i like that. but i'm not those hardcore type that you'll always see my face on the podium every Mambo night or see me trying to accomplish a melbourne shuffle at zouk.












sheryl & cecilia












this time around, i went with my clubmates, 3 quarter of the TLLM, because coco strongly rejects the idea of clubbing. her ideal evening is more of catching up over flutes of Rose.

and of course. i went to my favouritest club in singapore. ZOUK.

zouk rocks. but a few things annoy me.




















firstly, how Phuture is always overcrowded. its so crowded that even sardines find it spacious.

secondly, i hate people who just stand in the middle of the dancefloor and just look around. if you want just want to stand and look, then go to the zoo, not zouk.

























thirdly, i hate the no smoking rule. now zouk smell like sweat. PRAY that you dont get the luck of dancing next to someone who has BO.

fourthly, the increasing number of Mats. a mat is like a malay ah bengs. if the chinese ah bengs can stick to their Dragonfly. the Mats should just stay at Dbl O.

























fifthly, the new change of coupon system. i used to be able to get my favourite vodka ribena for 1 coupon. but now, they dont even allow coupon. i'm not paying 15bucks for that 1 glass. also, a lot of drinks are becoming 2 coupons. those bastards.









i like the lighting.










well, apart from all these, i still loovee zouk. the music is great and the crowd is fantastic and gorgeous(makes you think on how i actually fit in).

and after a fun night dancing calories away with fabulous guest DJ Sirens, we spoil it all with pratas and ice milo.

























after all that dancing and late night supper, the best thing to do is sleeeep till mid afternooon. hahaha!!














everyone has their own way of de-stressing, this is mine.


notice in the following pictures, how i'm totally unaffected by what sheryl is doing. hahahaha!!















































well then, till my next entry.










tired feet.










toodles