hello public

the lack of updates is because i'm tired.
tired of everything.
so i'm taking a break.
from EVERYTHING.


xoxo-alijoe

hello public

i've put off clearing my room for the longest time. and i dont mean clearing the table or making my bed. there are a million stuff in my room that i can never bear to let go. stuff that can bring back a flood of memories, good or bad, happy or sad.

but i guess its time to stop holding on and start moving on.

goodbye memories, hello big black trashbag.



xoxo-alijoe

hello public


finally, the 2 years of torment has come to a closure.
the day that i've longed for has finally arrived.
shouldnt i be jumping in jubilation?
then, why is there a spot of bitter in my sugar?

so,
what now?


in other news, i've finally decided to commemorate the change of phase in my life with a new look to my blog.

will resume proper updates soon. but not so soon.


xoxo-alijoe

The Reinvention



anticipate it.

hello public

i know its sunday and the week's post is due.
but what if i don't feel like it?


in a world filled with naysayers,
i try my best to absorb the positivity.
but standing facing the sun,
does not guarantee you the light.


i'm just tired,
tired of trying.
tired of being pushed around.
tired of smiling.
tired of finding the light.
tired of being tired.


just give me a moment,
to lament in the shadows.
i will be back,
but when,
is another matter.

xoxo-alijoe