Friday, July 30, 2004

DEAR MR JOURNAL

i had an extremely terrible mood today.. very terrible.. and to make it worse, i had a terrible sore throat too.. shitty..

it all started in the morning.. i woke up with the mother of all sore throats.. my throat was hoarse and i had a very husky voice.. sucks.. so i dilly dally rolling ard on my bed not wanting to wake up..  in the end i had to rush to get ready.. and i'm a person who hate rushing.. i only rush during last minute studying.. =P.. anyway.. so yeah.. rushed.. and then rushed to the train station.. 9 more minutes.. annoying lei.. must wait so long.. then soo many ppl.. soo cramp.. then at raffles place had to wait another 7 minutes for the train to dover.. so frustrating.. so reached to sch slightly late.. went to buy my daily tuna sandwich..

rushed to class thinking i was late but only noticed that i was one of the early ones and class had already begun for 10 minutes.. had this assignment during hrm.. found out smthing bout the japanese gal (the one that i must forget but cant seem to forget for quite some time already) during class.. i got hear from ppl that got someone like her and stuff and i have this feeling she likes him too.. even some of her friends who noe that guy are calling her da-sao as in sister in law.. how heartbreaking can this be.. well, he is obviously better and more suited for her.. haiz.. like, who am i to afford a gem? my mood was still terrible and getting worser by the minute.. and jus looking at her was making it worst..

after that had lunch..my lunch was fine.. i wanted to drink barley but that damn uncle didnt make barley today.. every other days i wanted grass jelly and he makes barley and today when i wanted barley, that fucker had to make grass jelly.. knn la.. went to library after dat.. needed a dumb VCD for the retail shop.. smthing about BALI.. preferably BALI dancing.. might as well jus hope for Belly Dancing right.. spastic..

later had the ccvm (retail shop) tutorial.. that asshole gave us a mini lecture about our disasterous CA project.. and she indirectly, VERY indirectly said that our window display was merely crap.. she said smthing about 'stuff here, stuff there but nothing related.. ur theme..' and other crappy stuff.. i gave her the top award for crowd pleaser and also morale booster... NOT!.. she has extremely high standards that we cant seem to keep up with.. and all that she said in the tutorial didnt actally make my mood any better.. it was worse.. too much slacking.. and i was on an even more irritated mood.. and she was looking at me when she asked about the progress of the window display and how u gonna improve it.. i was not in charge.. i am merely a team member.. haiz..

so my bad mood was taken to class and every little things annoyed the hell out of me.. the black backdrop la, the candle arrangement la, the stupid tv la, the signages and stuff la.. everything jus didnt seem to fit.. everything looked wierd.. and i finally saw wad the teacher saw.. AMATEUR WORK.. i m not saying like its a bad thing ar cause we ARE amateurs.. so jus have to listen to wad she wans and satisfy it as much as we can.. so we try to work things out.. at least today the retail ppl did some rather organised work.. and we learn not to buy stuff on impulse as they will cut down our budget.. anyway.. so sorry ppl if today my work ethics were rather down and i had a black face and if by any chance i stepped on anybody's toes, i apologise..    

but in the end, after much turmoil, there was still some minor touch ups to do... and wad we did today actually pleased the teacher.. she was happy with our black backdrop and she said that the samsung products on the slanted window was rather nice jus by itself.. she jus wants the theme and signages up and elevate some of the products.. and then done.. so at least hearing that from her ligten my mood.. and sch ended at 7.30.. so when i reached home, there was a pasar malam under my block.. so i jus walk around.. bought mostly food stuff.. reached home and jus chill... tmr got chn class... haiz.. so lazy to go...

well.. thats about it.. waiting for 4 aug.. donno wad to do then oso.. going out with someone.. someone that i treasure a lot.. and enjoy going out with.. could jus chill or shop... anything i do with u, makes me happy.. serious... u noe who u are la.. i hope nothing suddenly crops up then.. cause i've been waiting for a very long time.. yea..

so i thinks this is it.. hopefully the dumb sore throat would go off.. hopefully my mood would get better.. hopefully life is still filled with hopes.. hopefully i can still get over her.. and hopefully i wont die an unmarried virgin.. 

YOURS TRULY
the mood swinger
ALI

 

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