hello public

theres like so many fotos in my camera pending to be blogged. if you've bothered to noticed its been weeks since i actually did an update proper.

i have no mood.

well, actually saying i have no mood is actually a more positive outlook to it. cos having no mood means my mood is 0%. in other words, its like saying that my mood isnt bad. but the thing is, it actually is bad. there's so many fucked up factors thats leading to my pissy mood.

not even retail therapy helped.

not even seeing Rain helped. (oh yah, i saw Rain, the korean celebrity at marina square, he was like 1 metre away from me. i was like waiting for a cab. then this mercedes rolled up and out came this tall, muscular, fair skin man. decked in a tight white singlet and tattered jeans he made his way into 7eleven with his mini korean entourage. he came out earlier and waited in the car while his posse queued for his purchases. there was a bunch out aunties tagging in a cab waiting for a glimpse of their idol. later his posse came out with bags of 7eleven goodies. i managed to see many cans of asahi and carlsberg beer and some potato chips. wanted to snap a foto but the bodyguard gave me a firm 'no pictures please'.)

not even seeing my secondary sch teacher-crush, Ms Geraldine Lim helped, and boy was she still hot.

those fotos will continue to remain in my camera until i pop in some happy pills.

goodnight.

i need to book in to camp shortly and i HATE it. how i wish time could fly by faster during the weekdays.

where's the positivity ali? what's happen to you?


if only i knew.