heloo public,

i feel really tired. really tired of pretending that everything is great in life. i'm really tired of people tellin me how great my life looks and how carefree i am. i'm really sick and tired of all this. i wish i can run somewhere and hide from all this misery and hope that everything will go away. well, i can. but how long can it last?

pms stuff aside, went out today with tail. was suppose to meet ard 12. but he arrived 1 and half hours late. i can tolerate it if people are slightly late. like maybe 10 minutes. i can understand. but when u're more than an hour late, the most u could do is call or sms the person and tell him u'll be late and when u arrive, apologise. its jus common courtesy.

none of this was observed when tail arrived late. it pisses me off. but i dont show it cause i dont wan to affect the mood for the day. so since i spent the waiting time walking ard bugis. there was like nothing else to do. so we walked to city hall. and ended up having smoothies at fuzion at millenia walk.

was walking ard harvey norman. there was a x box display. the ones that let u try the gane. the place there was empty. so i sat down and played a fighting game, a soccer game and wrestling. sat there and play for like 1 hour. we were like seriously hogging the machine. but since there was practically no one there, it wouldnt be called hogging right?

so tail had to leave due to some family thing. so i left too. reached home and watched lizzie mc guire. i love that show. watched austin powers at night. and then my chinese show. well, day five of study week and percentage studies, nil.

i wan get renee olstead cd. anyone has it? can lend me?

the show must go on,
ali johari