hello public

i was just thinking. all this while i've been using nicknames for the people featured in my blog. my primary reason was for privacy purpose. this may come as a shock to some of you but there are quite a number of my friends who refused to be disclosed in my blog. i dont know whether they're just shy or probably just too embarassed to be seen hanging out with me. whatever it is, to each its own.

anyway, i do post pictures of the people i hang out with, so technically it doesnt make sense of why i should continue with this privacy practice. well then, as of now, i shall abolish with the nicknames, unless of course somebody prefers it.

back to my normal entries. a while back, i met up with some of my poly friends to celebrate charlene's birthday. we all met up in causeway point for lunch at pizza hut where i got to finally satisfy my craving for their cheesy bites pizza. i've been dying to savour this pizza ever since it came out a couple of weeks ago and boy was it yummy!!



we spent the day catching up with each other's life and also spent $20 on a neoprint machine. there was this really cool machine that had steps on it so we could like stand or sit or even make it look like we're flying. haha! i'm a sucker for neoprint machines. yeah yeah i know, neoprints are like so old school. but darlings, vintage is the new black.

anyways, anything or anybody else who takes my fotos is such a refreshing change. gimme a camera and i'll grace your vogue!

camwhores of world unite!

*rolls eyes and flips hair*

a friend told me i'm very blonde bimbotic. i beg to differ. well today i was watching mtv cribs on youtube. its like this show where they visit celebrity homes. and i caught a short snippet of when they visited mariah carey's 3 storey penthouse. and boy was it gorgeous! ever heard of a walk in wadrobe? well hers was like the size of a 3 room hdb flat.

anyways, there was this scene when she was in her bathroom.

(mariah walks to the showers)

"i've only like used this shower once in my life. its not like i dont like showers or anything but its just that it has too many knobs to figure out, yeah. so i prefer to use the tub"

omg!! that's like fucking bimbo can. but i so looove this woman. god bless mariah cause this hot tamale can definitely sing.

oh btw, i wanna give a shoutout to whoever started this youtube thingy. i've been hooked on it ever since i got my new computer. my old computer kinda was kinda slow so watching youtube was such a torture. but now, i'm an addict. i spent hours watching music videos and live performances from my favourite artistes. i love watching pussycat dolls' videos and performances. they're like waaaay hot and sexy!!

alright, you guys take care. this is it for now..

toodles.

hello public

i'm so exhausted. the past few days has been a non stop party with so many late nights and early mornings. so many and too many. i've been drinking too many ribenas that i'm starting to piss a blackcurrant fountain.

i'm in such a dire need of detox right now. very well, the next few days will be my 'quiet' days.

stuff i wanna do:
* throw away all unused items in my room
* clean up my room
* rearrange my wardrobe
* visit the library
* watch a movie or/and vcds
* exercise (jog & skip)
* yoga & meditations
* body scrub and face mask
* drink tonnes of water
* blog more

i think this list should be about there. this coming week, there'll be a lot of meetups with other frens as well. a chalet is coming up and also my voation posting will be out by the end of this week. so exciting!

well, i shall leave u guys with a foto i took during a meetup with my bunkmates.




toodles

Of Neglect

hello public

even though i've POP-ed and am having a 2 weeks break right now, the past few days has been ultra busy days for me. life has been a never ending party and i haven been able to find time to update my little bloggie. i just woke up now and will be going out later till late. i'll try to squeeze in a proper update as soon as i can k. promise.

my viewership counter has been increasing in number but my tagboard has continued to stay stagnant. c'mon guys, dont be a lazy. just a simple hi or a comment regarding my entry can make me a happy boy. dont you wanna make me happy?

ps: to that cute guy who kept bugging me for my number yesterday night, i'm sorry gorgeous. i dont bat the other side. in fact, i dont bat either side. i'm asexual, meaning neither girls nor guys turn me on. i do get turned on by ice cream though. =P

toodles

Of Being Happy Yet Sad

hello public

Happy Birthday Horsey!!!

may you be blessed with 5Cs.
#cash
# calorie-reduction
#contraceptives
#cute bf (not that mr two-front-teeth isnt cute)
#C-cup

***

well, so you ask how is life after the Pass Out Parade(POP)? happy yet sad.

happy that the bad times has ended and sad that the good times ends here as well.

its getting late. i shall blog tmr instead. take care for now. auf wiedersehen.

toodles.

Of Believing In Yourself

hello public

I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
Cause we lost it all
And nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
All the days we spent
Now seem so far away

I try not to think about the pain I feel inside
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

***

well well, seems just like yesterday that it was 9th of June 2006. everytime i switch the telly or flip the papers, there were constant reminders of this glorious date. the whole world was awaiting except me. while that date meant the beginning of the world cup to many, it only meant the end of freedom to me.

now, slightly more than 3 months later, i, to a certain extent, cannot bear to part with what i dreaded earlier. these 3 months has definitely been the most memorable ones for me. from the ups to the downs, i pulled through.

these 3 months have suprised me a whole lot. i never could imagine that i would be capable of achieving the standards that i've achieved today. i never knew i was that strong. for the past 8 years, never once did i pass my 2.4km run in my napfa test. so many times i've failed and for so long i've given up the glimmer of hope of clinching the passing mark. but now i boast an 11minute timing. it may be nothing to many whom are in the ranks of the 9 minute runner but to me, it is definitely an outstanding feat. i started off with an 18 minute timing in my first test and now shook off 7minutes within 3 mths.

in the past week, i also accomplished something i never thought i would. i managed to complete my Standard Obstacle Course. its this place where u have to run a lot, get over a brick wall, jump over barb wires, climb a rope and balance alot on wooden poles. throughout the past 6 lesson, never once did i manage to complete the whole obstacle entirely. i'd either be stuck at the brick wall or the rope. furthermore, running with ur rifle and helmet are such a chore, especially when they are quite heavy.

i remembered what 2LT Hakim, an officer whom i have high admiration for, told me. ''i know you want this, i can see it in your eyes, never fear the obstacles, what does not kill you will only make you stronger, dont give up on yourself ali cause i will never give up on you''. seriously, that has been the most motivating thing i've heard. ever. period. so in the final test i gave it my all and completed every single obstacle with only one try.

another amzing feat that i accomplished this week would be my graduation march of 24km. imagine marching with a beyond heavy backpack, helmet, rifle for 8 hours. its unimagineable alone marching for 8 hours or marching a whole 24 kilometres in the jungle. its even worse for the fact that u have to do it carrying stuff on your body weighing ard 10kg. the whole thing started at 3pm and ended at 1130pm. i had no idea how i did it but i simply couldnt stop smiling when i completed the whole march. the result of my whole march, tonnes of blisters, buckets of sweat, kilos of aches and cramps and definitely, a sky of pride.

i am a soldier now.


and of course, i definitely couldnt have done it without the support and motivation of this people.

Raven Company Platoon 3 Section 4. having slept with these 12 other men for the past 3mth has definitely changed me for the better. and i thank you.


to the public, believe in yourself because i did and miracles happened.

toodles.