Wednesday, February 23, 2005

heloo public,

today is a wednesday. met up with pat as usual at 8.05am at bishan mrt. met up with jay later on at raffles place mrt. and walked to sch. QA tutorial was simply fine. nothing too strenuous. had a break. ate some oily noodles. grotesque. had business law tutorial. got back my test paper. i passed but actually i expected smthing better. well, all i can do is study harder for the next test.

i wanna start studying cause like i'm really lost in most of my subjects. i look at tutorials and all i remember is blank. smtimes it really scares me that i know nuts about the subject. it really amazes me that i can actually look at the screen and copy whats on it but yet my mind is somewhere else. it really worries me that my favourite past time isnt something contructive, rather, now its jus stoning.

i really wanna be a good student. it simply pisses me off when ppl who rarely attend classes can score such good marks. who ever said that hard work pays off? hmm. well, maybe i should jus pay attention more. i donno. lets jus run a trial and error. which ever works, i'll adopt it.

okok. anyway. went to town after school. urgh. town. again. like no other place to go. well, i went to the library. jus sat one corner while flippin thru People magazine and Vanity Fair. lol. its jus simply relaxing. to be at ease with nothing on my mind and flippin thru gossip columns. jay, pat, maggi man and hockey gal came later and asked whether i wanna join for dinner. i politely declined the invitation. they left for crystal jade.

after i finished reading my 6 magazines, i decided to take a walk around. was kinda craving for smthing to much on. so i went to famous amos and got myself the oatmeal raisin cookies. yummy. walked around. tried on a few clothes. saw a nice top from Fox men. but dint get it. cause i didnt feel like buying. haha. hmm. then jus felt like walking outsde. so i walked all the way to plaza sing. bought a medium cup of yami yogurt with rainbow pebbles. yummy!!! they had a stall at the basement of meridien hotel. yummy. jus walked around ps. later took the train home.

i did that all alone by the way. i'm not anti social or anything but jus that sometimes time alone is really nice. shopping alone is really therepeutic in a way. as u walk, u tend to somewad reorganise ur thoughts and stuff in life that u never had time to do. it was a time off well needed. i actually sorted out my stuff and feel better now.

but time alone all the time isnt nice of course. everyone has the need to socialise. and i want to be a socialite. haha.

my life was like damaged hair. after i applied conditioner, it looks smoother.

have you used a conditioner yet?

untangled hair,
alvin hilton

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