heloo public.

sch started at 12 today. had csb. the teacher is such a dick. better with a stroke. her i mean, not the dick. hmm. well after that had the SP open house shop duty. it was 3hr shift. since it was the sp open house, we retail student have to mend the shop during our allocated shift. so basically jus stand there and entertain the people who come in. the principal of SP came in with the school of business director. wah. first time i see the principal in person. usually we all jus see him thru some pre recorded message. haha. anyway. so day jus ended like that. went home after shop duty.

well to emo matters,
i read my previous entries and i noticed that my days were better and i was happier on days that i wasnt pmsing. my days went better and life was much more funner. hmm. i think i should conceal my pmsing. even if i'm pmsing i shall jus pretend like i'm not. smtimes i feel bad when i pms and i see my frens asking me why. i feel somehow i brought the mood down. hmm. we all live in a world of pretence. i should play my part.

sometime when we are unhappy we should jus smile and ignore the unhappiness. if we pretend we're happy, sooner or later, somehow, we'll believe it and we will be happy. right?

hmm. bye papaya, bye lemon mint, bye ms yahyah hippie. i'm moving on.

i heard a lovely lovely song on Gold 90.5fm jus now. its by nat king cole titled smile. i find it really inspiring. i hope it inspires u too.

here's the lyrics.

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you just smile


i'm moving on and leaving it all behind,
ali