Sunday, March 20, 2005

heloo public,

today is such a lovely day. finally after like one whole week of only having less than 6hours of sleep in a day, now i get to sleep longer. i got 12hours of sleep. it feels nice to wake up in the morning listening to gold 90.5fm and rolling around in bed and especially with the vanilla scented candle burning, its smells really nice and it makes me feel so happy.

i look back on life and although its been one hell of a tough week, i made it through. and i feel good and happy bout it. my life hasnt been really great lately. but i've learnt that i cant please everyone and that the only one that i should please is myself. to me hapiness matters most in life. i dont like to be sad or unhappy. i read in a book which says, surround yourself with positive vibes and u will be positive. positive vibes here means things that makes u happy and ppl who make u happy. well, i'm gonna do jus that.

i'm looking forward to kbox on good friday. yippie. next week i got a project submission, a law role play and a quantitative analysis lab test. after that i'm gonna have a one week study break week. and then exams. after exams, i have my attachment. i've been posted to work at golden village but donno where yet, i hope i get somewhere near. i'm gonna get $600. yay. the first thing i'm gonna do with the money is buy smthing for my mum and dad. then i'm gonna splurge it on an mp3 player and the emporio armani watch i've been eyeing. haha. $$$$. anyways. all the way i'm gonna be busy. chiong ar!!!!

to emo matters. i've gotten over lemonmint and papaya. love is being with that someone and feeling so at ease and blissful. i dont feel that when i'm around either one of them. love is being able to share everything and they share everything with you and being there for each other. neither has happen. i don feel there will be either. it sucks la. but as my favourite thing to say, shit happens, live with it and move on. this things will jus be memories in life.

hmm. i was walking ard amk central yesterday and there were a bunch of fat girls. i wanted to buy some food but after seeing them, i lost my appetite. well maybe i should take a foto of them and look at it whenever i feel hungry. its a good diet plan but anyways, i see them a lot in sch anyways. well note to fat girls out there. please dont wear white spadex pants, u look like cows. dont wear skirts that goes above the knee. don wear flair skirts, they make u look fatter. dun wear tube tops or spagethi straps. not everyone like dumplings. dun wear an eye catching belt. the last thing u'd want is for ppl to notice how fat ur waist is or how ur belt reminds them of the equator. dun wear a necklace or dangling earrings, it makes ur neck looks shorter and fatter.

well, i'm not making a personal attack to fat girls. i have friends who are fat. but its jus that people who are fat should not live in denial. they shouldnt dress as though they look like ayumi hamasaki. they should realise that they are fat and should dress to make themselves look better and slimmer instead of revealing too much of their bad points. everyone has flaws but that doesnt mean we cant hide them.

ok. i think i better start typing my business law project. haha.

your fashion consultant,
alvin hilton

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