sometimes we take ppl for granted.. we take those ppl we treasure alot especially for granted... this person has been a wonderful fren to u, yet you overlook the matter.. well, i get annoyed with ppl who dont keep their promises.. especially when i m lookin forward so much to that promise.. its like raising ur hopes so high and then when it falls, its gonna be bad..

well wad happen was that i actually got annoyed with a good fren of mine.. a fren i treasure a lot.. she was like forever replying my smses late.. and each sms returned would be a dissapointing one for me.. happened during this whole week.. and this whole week my mood was down.. then we were suppose to catch a show.. but she already had plans.. unforescene circumstances that cannot be altered.. i was really pissed..

after giving it much thought and after reading smthing she wrote, my senses finally returned to me.. why do we take ppl we treasure a lot for granted? its because we treasure them a lot and expect them to be there for us all the time.. but ppl have their own lifes too.. the world doesnt revolve ard me only (maybe money though)..

so now.. i apologise to this girl, u noe who you are.. i treasure our frenship alot.. although now u may have lesser time for me due to ur new commitment.. but i will still wait n treasure our time together.. whenever that is gonna happen..

okok, on to next matters

i read my sec 4 classmate's blog.. he loves this girl and she doesnt return the same feeling.. and he cut his wrist with a chopper.. four cuts.. like OMG!!! he say the pain wasnt as bad as his heart...

omg.. it was kinda scary to read bout it.. love is such a complicated matter.. its like a double edge sword... it can bring u up heaven or down to hell.. in my opinion, i dont like risks.. dats why i dont deal with love anymore.. its like why do ppl go thru love when they noe it may, high possibility that it may lead to pain.. its like why do ppl drink beer when its bitter.. it would bring u high for a while and later, the complications and also the hangover sucks like hell..

my thesis.. love is like beer
dont overindulge?


PS : application for TYSaLC is still open..

PS: i like maddie.. i can tell her evrything.. she sooooooo cool.. maddie rox!!!

yours truly
ali