WELCOME TO MY LIFE

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life
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i jus watched the music video for britney's new song called My Prerogative.. and damn was it sexy.. haha.. its almost like porn i tell u.. her movements and stuff.. but nice.. britney is pretty.. ooo.. anyway... about today.. angela was obviously happy.. cause we saw her eye candy so many times dat day.. haha.. i m starting to fall in love with hillary duff.. haha.. i donno.. kinda feel that she got nice songs and a great voice..

anyway... ppl called me fickle minded cause supposedly i write about many girls that i like... let me clarify stuff..

japanese gal is a major old time crush.. she's attached now and i've gotten over it.. somehow..

ms yah yah hippie is jus a very good fren.. its not i love her or wad.. its jus frenship.. frenship that i lost... a friendship that i long for a again.. nothing other than frenship here..

hazelnnut is jus one of my eye candy cum crush.. haha.. nothing much there.. i noe shit aint gonna happen between us.. so i dismiss of the thought already... so now we're jus fren.. good frens...

anyway, saw fara on same train on the way home.. chatted and stuff.. started on our presentation material for TQM.. hopefully can be done by wed.. okok.. need to go.. must study for accounts test this sat.. so dats it.. oh yah.. found out that consumer behaviour final semester exam falls on my birthday... haha.. my birthday falls on exam time all the time.. haha.. anyway.. 1 more month and 1 day to it.. haha.. lol.. not so much looking forward to it though..

welcome to my life
ali