Friday, January 21, 2005

heloo public.

ali is still pmsing.

day started at 7am. had to wake up early got needed to go mosque for the hari raya prayers. when i woke up, i looked at the mirror and appalled to see my eyes were so puffy. must be because of last night. hmm. i barely had enough sleep last night. slept around 3am and woke up at 7 today. only 4 hrs. thats definitely not enough. well, life goes on. so bathed and got ready. went to mosque.

hari raya haji is also known as hari raya korban. 'korban' here means sacrifice. people who have the money will sacrifice a sheep/goat. the meat is then divided into 3 parts. one for the needy, one for everyone and anyone who wants and the last portion is for the guy who bought the sheep to be sacrifice. the blood or meat does not reach to god but the faith does. cool. but anyway. they had to postpone these event till sunday because the the ship bring the sheep was delayed. well. from what i learn in business law. the mosque has a right to sue the company for late arrival leading to losses. haha. how useful business law can be.

anyway. so after mosque, went online cuase the visiting relatives part was happening in the afternoon. lunch at maternal's and dinner at paternal's. so went to my maternal side's gathering. jus sat and ate and ate. my relatives say that i've lost weight since they last saw me. YIPPIE!! my diet worked. haha. so, they asked whether i dieted or exercise. i jus said to them politely, "i have no idea myself. i didnt diet at all. and i didnt exercise at all. in fact, i ate a lot. haha, i donno. maybe i'm jus lucky i guess" lol. i sound like a bitchy liar. haha. everyone loved my glasses. said i look funky. they were shocked that i didnt have a new hair color this time. i jus said that i'm letting my hair be au naturel again. i was nice talking to my cousins and relatives. i had to smile so much. and just be really really sociable. its good practice for the business world in my future.

later went to my paternal side. this side is the more rich and snobby side. i dont like it here. all the women, especially my aunts had tonnes of heavy jewelery. loads of gold bangles, necklace, earings and whatnots. so bright. anyways. so again, i smiled and jus socialise and socialise. drank and ate and more socialising.

got really tired from all the socialising and sweet talking and smiling. smtimes it hurts to defy how u actually feel inside. its not easy putting on a facade and acting like ur always happy. its hurts to smile. everyday i wake up and i have to put on a happy face. the truth is that people dont like to see sad faces. everyone wans to be happy and wans to be surrounded by happy poeple. but smtimes facade cant last that long. nowaday, i've been really really down. smtimes it shows. i get moody alot and easily. but i have to keep on smiling. but my smiles arent all fake either.

my life sucks.

i wanna take this opportunity to thank everyone who visits my blog. to those who tag on my tagboard. ur existence in my life is like sunshine. it always brightens me up to see that ppl read my blog and appreciate what i do. its really nice and sweet of u all. i also wanna thank everyone who have been concerned and nice to me. u made my life better.

to those who hasnt, what are you waiting for? get started.

i like sweet strawberry,
a l i l i c i o u s

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